autumn ⭐️🪽

diary of a 19 yo — be a kind soul, ignore or block if uninterested 🫶

[4utumnbunn1]

previously w1nt3rbunny

𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ intro — NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors

♡ pls seek help if u need it, this isn't something u deserve ྀི◟

19 yo, 167 cm

sw: 70

cw: 51

gw: 45

ugw: 40

currently kinda stuck

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[4utumnbunn1]

my mom just told me i'm eating too little 4 my own good 😍 i want to be th1n mother, don't worry about me i'm actually feeling so full of energy

i'm NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors, pls seek help if u need it 🩷

[dreamingawaymylife123]

law of supply and demand but the less of me there is the more people will love me

[silkangelkisses]

[4utumnbunn1]

july 16 — wiat ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚

i'm NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors, pls seek help if u need it 🩷

raw tomato for lunch

seven ground chicken sausages for dinner

unsweetened natural yogurt as a snack

total spent: 961 (guesstimated)

original budget for two weeks only: 1300

macros: 79 g protein, 29 g carbs, 57 g fat

steps: 5700

total earned: 163

　⋆˚꩜｡𐔌՞. .՞𐦯⋆. 𐙚 ˚　　ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐

i think today was better than other days. i went to the lake and spent the whole day sunbathing and sweating so ig i burnt like 50 extra or so, idk how much one burns while sunbathing lol

[4utumnbunn1]

i just had a raw tomato. no washing no dusting off. dirt and all, fresh from the soil. most delightful experience ever for less than 80c 100% recommend

[4utumnbunn1]

it's in lonely nights like this one where i let myself hang a little more from my window. ever so slightly, the breeze cold against my skin, stinging and making me wonder

am i thin enough? am i pretty enough? will it ever be enough?

am i lovable now?

i'm NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors, pls seek help if u need it 🩷

[4utumnbunn1]

july 15 — wiat ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚

i'm NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors, pls seek help if u need it 🩷

hot cocoa and 2 churros for breakfast

white rice for lunch

pumpkin cream and homemade bread for dinner

total spent: guesstimating 1280 idk

original budget: 1300 (increased for two weeks only)

steps: sadly around 3000

total earned: 85 ig

　⋆˚꩜｡𐔌՞. .՞𐦯⋆. 𐙚 ˚　　ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐

man do i hate it here, i cannot cook 4 myself and i cannot exercise and i cannot skip meals. that and england lost to argentina. now we have to play against the literal worst team this sh¡t has me doing somersaults out of my window. i'm gonna maul someone 😭

[4utumnbunn1]

oyarzabal come here and kiss me already i love u so much 🩷

anyways telling my fam that i'm so nervous about the final that i literally cannot eat is saving me 😭

i'm NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors, pls seek help if u need it 🩷

[4utumnbunn1]

lord i hate it here. my meemaw is always screaming for no good reason, my grandpa treats me like i'm stupid, i'm sick, and my parents are just as fed up with them as i am 😖 i should've stayed at home, at least i would be able to ⭐️ in peace good lord

i'm NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors, pls seek help if u need it 🩷

[4utumnbunn1]

i might need to up my budget from 900c to 1300c for my vacation 😭 still a deficit but not the one i'm most comfortable with

i'm NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors, pls seek help if u need it 🩷

[ceruleanangl]

Extra small by fall, extra small by fall, extra small by fall, extra small by fall...

[4utumnbunn1]

july 14 — wiat ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚

i'm NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors, pls seek help if u need it 🩷

glass of fresh n raw goat milk for breakfast

unsweetened natural yogurt as a snack/dinner

i've been so sick all day i literally spent all my time in bed reading fics and sleeping, so no steps today. i feel so bad about it, but man i couldn't stand up for even a minute straight without passing out 😭

total spent: 320

original budget: 900

also NO, i didn't get sick from drinking raw milk, i exclusively drink raw milk on almost a daily basis so idk what happened 😔

[4utumnbunn1]

i quit sm0king like two months ago and i'm doing so well but i'm so hungry all the time. i might just go back to it idk

[4utumnbunn1]

bought myself a pack of rolling t0bacco and filters yesterday yay

[4utumnbunn1]

my head hurts so bad i've been sleeping for 7 hours straight. didn't have lunch and i'm planning on either skipping dinner or having a yogurt. #ineedmycalcium

i'm NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors, pls seek help if u need it 🩷

[4utumnbunn1]

got away with "skipping" breakfast and only had a glass of fresh n raw goat milk. i'm guesstimating it to be like 250

i'm NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors, pls seek help if u need it 🩷

[4utumnbunn1]

the worst feeling ever is seeing ur irl th1nsp0 gain weight

i'm NOT promoting any kind of disordered behaviors, pls seek help if u need it 🩷