Someone who killed you at least twice, who hurt those who really cared about you because they hated you were going through such a hell. Someone that broke you down to pieces and then you went back because you needed a distraction from everything else in your life that was eating you alive. You hope they would change but they only get worse, so you end up praying they never leave but one day you're forced to walk away from them. It hurts when they're gone, but at the same time it begins the healing process you needed the most. Don't stay through that pain, walk away before you self destruct in a way that can't be rebuilt