anne with an ed

mentions of cannibalism, eating disorders, murder.

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

Dad: Do this thing

Me: why

Dad: STOP BEING SO ARGUMENTATIVE

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

Here’s the way I see it. If a boy calls me a whore or calls another girl a whore for being hyper sexual, oooohohhhh myyyyyyy goooooodddd you really aren’t able to critically think can you. Holy shit. You just see women in this Madonna-whore complex where youre so quick to put a label on us and judge us by whether you want to fuck us or not. Disgusting. Because thats all we are to you, right? And if you dont want to fuck us, you treat us like shit. You call us names.

Except here’s the think, right? You don’t fucking know anything about me. Like at all. You cannot judge me accurately because you dont fucking know anything. Not even a little bit. You probably dont even see my as a person, but just some 2 dimensional character. Fuck yourself, genuinely! You cannot see me for a human being, you cannot see me for my last and the present, you probably dont even know I was a child once, and the way I turned out wasnt my fault. Oh of course you fucking dont, because you have the mind of an ape.

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

Kindness is a human trait. Men aren’t kind, so why do we still treat them like they’re human beings?

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

males need to die they need to die they need to die they need to die they need to die

[bleedingvuitton]

"As a smart girl, you logically evolve to be a misandrist at some point. It’s inevitable. Loving men is an act of stupidity and borderline self harm."

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

the realest shit

[apostate-in-an-alcove]

I try not to go on a "I hate men" rampage but men sure as fuck do everything in their power to make you lose every scrap of empathy and compassion for them.

[stillarandom-radfem]

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

mood today. If theyre not going to tie themselves up in my basement then I will.

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

hey psa to all men: LEARN TO USE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN AND STOP THINKING WITH YOUR DICK PLEASE. DEGENERATE FUCKING ANIMALS!!!!!!! KILL YOURSELF LIKE JUST STOP TALKING FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE OH MY FUCKING GODDD!!!!!!!! LEARN TO SHUT THE FUCK UP SOMETIMES!!!

[dazedlillies]

Western Succubus

Yes her favorite position is reverse/regular cow girl

Im absolutely feral for Pete Many Clouds in 1923

(Sorry Eddie)

I want to lick the blood off his face.

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

Can we lick it off together pookie pie

[midnight970-4-deactivated202404]

Moaning is one thing that men can do right and they refuse to do it… selfish

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

i. don't. want. to see. my. fucking. relatives, god damn it.

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

I need someone to be a brother figure to me so i can fuck them.

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

SHOPPING SPREE!!!!!!!!!!XD

🛍️🛍️🛍️

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

God, money is such a turn on

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

i am going to the beach with my friend once i get out of this hospital. scared of what my body'll look like, but at this point i don't care. well, i do, but not as much. probably cuz of the meds im on. anyways, while i couldn't sleep last night i realized something. unless someone is very desperate, only then will they see an "exposed" female body as sexual. but in reality, our bodies aren't super sexual in nature. sure, it has that function, but there's so much more to the body than pussy and dick and boobs and ass. when people shame those who wear revealing clothing, all that tells me is that they see bodies (typically female bodies)  as something to sell. on its own, they see it as something they're "giving out for free". which confuses me. me have other functions than just sex. 

also, i don't see a naked body as inherently sexual. if i see someone naked on a beach, i don't get super horny. "hot" has to do with the was you act, as well. 

but as always, life is sort of a game. so you're given cards to deal with, doesn't matter if it's fair. just use shit to your advantage. in my case, i want to go to the beach with a friend. i will wear a revealing bathing suit, because that way, i can get what i want out of boys. it's simple. not fair, but simple: if a boy sees you as attractive, if he falls for your charm, he will try to impress you. boys will buy me things if i act right. food, soda, souvenirs  from the gift shop. 

but at the end of the day, you think i'll stagger all the way to a beach just for some food and a couple toys? no, i came here for a bigger opportunity. i'm not looking for romance. i'm looking for older men. i'm looking for alcohol. beer, cocktails, cigarettes. and all i have to do is seduce some older man with my looks, gestures, and bubbly facade. i'll sing him a song in my fiona apple voice that'll remind him of those love songs he'll hear on the radio, back when he was my age. and i'll kiss him like his granddaughter. then i'll go. 

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

When i learned about the terrible things that happen in this world, it was very hard to forget. Once your realize the damage that we have created cannot be undone, there is nothing more you can do but feel miserable. I will continue to be miserable. Because my goal is unattainable. I cant stand getting hurt, i cant stand other people getting hurt. It pains me so much that there are said to be “so many people trying to help”, but no major change has happened yet. There are just so ,any awful , awful people. I am not safe. I am not safe around these people. I just want to tear it all apart. Start again, or just end it. I cant stand to live in this world where i constantly get hurt. I cannot appreciate the good, i cant see it anymore. I am not a child. I cannot even hope anymore. I just want to be a kid again.

[6ludg30ndbrunette]

You bitch, I’ll kick you through your stomach with my foot. I’ll stomp on your face until your skull cracks. You think I’ll listen to you? Who the fuck do you think you are?? You don’t deserve my mercy! I’ll fucking kill you! I’ll do it!! Watch me!! Stupid boy, i don’t care if you crumble beneath me. You deserve this. I don’t care anymore about how you feel.