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🇷🇺🇬🇪 As Above, So Below This blog is dedicated to the weird things I’m into Some gross things ahead 🔞 I am the concept of a woman (I use she/her) I don’t always know when someone is dead ass or not. I’m autistic ✨ Call me Jesus the way I love all my thieves and whores 🏳️‍🌈

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He’s Slavic to me

A part of me sees him as Slavic. He reminds me of a gopnik. Hell most of the art I posted of Junkrat I used pictures of Gopniks as references to draw. I can imagine him eat semechki (sunflower seeds) and smoking Marlboro cigarettes. Who needs junkertown if Khrushchevkas exist?

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I don’t understand bitches who think furries are gross. Like yall let ugly dog ass mofos hit constantly, but who am I to judge?

Anyway here is my fursona.

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Sometimes life feels like the Silent Hill ost and the “No I’m Not Human” ost

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Internalized ableism is such a strange concept what do you mean I nearly went my whole life hating myself and people like me because a grown woman felt rage baited a toddler?

[tvnorvestt]

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I get people who say “don’t romanticize this.” Blah blah blah but this is very cozy to me because that’s where most of my family lives. Some see it as edgy, cold and dark but this is comfort. For a moment I’m a little kid again, I wake up to breakfast from babushka (mmm khacapuri), I get ready to go play outside with my cousins, and then we get exhausted we watch cartoons indoors.

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I’mma say it with my chest

I got a bit of a thing for rat boy.

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This changed my brain chemistry at way too young of an age.

I pretty much got exposed to Cool World because I used to watch Nostalgia Critic. I would rewatch the scene of Holli Would dancing over and over again because one she made me gay and two the track was fire. After some digging that’s when I discovered Thrill Kill Kult. The song playing the background was The Devil Does Drugs.

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No one asked but I made fan art. Yes I’m into overwatch. I don’t main Junkrat but he seems cool.

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I feel the type of love that eats me alive

It craved the warmth of a person to such a point that it left my skin with boils

Yearning for intimacy like how teeth wants to rip the skin from muscle. The boils explode and fill the mouth with blood and pus.

There is so much to gargle.

Enough to choke.

Swallow with ecstasy.

The wetness from a constricting esophagus.

Eyes roll back.

Both lips satiated.

every love letter feels like a suicide note; a butchers map.

My body is soiled and devoid of sacredness.

Not a lamb

Just a flank, shank, rump, and used cunt

Spat out bones licked clean.

You got your fill.

I’m still starving.

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When they ask you what your biggest fear is but you can’t say: being murdered by some sicko all because you rejected then having said sicko record it and distribute it in a telegram group chat for people to jerk off to. Afterwards, he places my body (or whatever is left of it) decomposing in a barrel. Just before I think my soul can rest, my case ends up on a millennial woman’s podcast where she says that I was “graped and unalived.” Right before a Honey ™ sponsor. On Tik Tok my murderer is thirsted by wannabe com temu alt bitches and placed in a looksmaxing bp edits by borderline fourchan lingo using closeted boys.

So instead I say “failure”

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A slasher thinks he done his job. He hears an unholy crack and turns around to see the bloodied final girl rise from the pile of rubble and bodies . Before he can begin to question; she bellows, “when there is no more room in hell, the dead will walk the earth.” Lightening crashes and she lunges shrieking like a bat from the 8th circle.

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Vaxo Lang aka ვაქსო ლანგი (Georgian, b. 1993, Tbilisi, Georgia, based Düsseldorf, Germany) - Vincent, 2023, Paintings: Acrylic on Canvas

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Georgian artists are awesome I’m so glad I can call myself one :-)

[catcrumb]

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Consuming

And

Crushing

And

Feeding

And

Suffering

This actually does include pictures of animals I had to dissect for my class. I am in college to work in healthcare. It is a baby pig and there are two halves of a cut open sheep eye.

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"I love you , I'm glad we're friends"

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