Miss Murder

Music is my everything. Tattoos & piercings are my weakness. Working my way into the music industry one step at a time. Cruelty Free. Drug Free. College Student. Music Saves Lives. Artist. Activist. Southern California. Disneyland. Concerts. Beach. Hollywood. Horror & the Macabre.

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Reposting information from the post I shared on my story yesterday from @anarchopuppyism so that once my story disappears you all can still find the info that was shared. Whether you can’t join a protest for health reasons (both mental and physical), age, financial situation or any other other personal reasons you can still help in making a change. One of the easiest ways is to share information on your social media accounts, and if you can do that you can sign petitions, donate, make calls and share resources to your followers, family and friends. It’s 2020, there needs to be changes made to how this country runs. #blacklivesmatter✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿 #dontstaysilent #beapartofthesolution https://www.instagram.com/p/CA6Ss0bAL1t/?igshid=8j5z18ccpu8x

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There’s so much going on right now that it seems silly for me to put a focus on this, but it’s taken me so long to get here that I can’t help but be a little proud of myself. While it only took me three and a half years to finish my degree at @ulaverne it took me almost a decade from (barely) graduating high school to get to this point. During that time I managed to get three professional certificates from @chaffeycollege , volunteer/intern/work for an amazing nonprofit @musicsaveslives for 6 of those years, learn and experience what it takes to manage/edit professional social media accounts and make new lifelong friends. As trying as it’s been not necessarily matching the timeline I had once envisioned for myself, I don’t think I’d change it. Thank you to everyone who has believed in me and my journey, especially when I didn’t always believe myself. I don’t think I could have done it without your support. #collegegraduate #classof2020 #bachlorsdegree #communicationsmajor #leosforlife (at Rancho Cucamonga, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAxNbsrgPit/?igshid=w5inxw1j9eo5

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🖤 #internationalwomensday #womensupportingwomen #womenshistorymonth (at Southern California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9fY1mcgCh8/?igshid=128hmwg6ilgkx

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Last night was amazing, I’ve seen @stygoc @beartoothband and @miwband before and have never been disappointed 🖤 —————————> swipe for videos of my favorite songs that got played (that actually came out with clearish sound🤷🏻‍♀️) #diseasedanddisguisedtour #whatchoicedidyougiveus #disease #brandnewnumb #eternallyyours (at House of Blues Anaheim) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7K9VUigB_n/?igshid=9oi3lppuc2r4

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Since I’ve seen a few others do this and it’s #tbt I figure I’ll play along. 🤷🏻‍♀️ #10yearchallenge 15/16 year old me vs 26 year old me. The eyebrows definitely got a glow up 😂😂 (at Southern California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5tFi-MgLY9/?igshid=8p4nap59xjda

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Finally got to see @theblackkeys thanks to @1iota & @jimmykimmellive 🤗 🖤🖤 swipe for my favorite song 😬 (at Jimmy Kimmel Live/1iota) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5CSPD7AOXo/?igshid=1ghnq74p8x9dk

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It’s #nationalcatday 😻 so here are a few of the most recent pictures in the little fur monsters in my life 🖤 #catsofinstagram #catmom (at Southern California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4OBFGSgzZI/?igshid=x39eo0v0pzns

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Volunteering at the survivor booth at the #combatcancer walk in Norco this morning 💞 (at Norco College) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3zcNaggXx6/?igshid=1nlb0y7kz2yyn

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It’s #edgeday 🙃 ✖️ That means it’s the one day a year where I remind everyone who I don’t see on a regular basis (aka social media) that I’m edge. Which for those who don’t know means I don’t drink alcohol or do drugs😬 Although I do love my coffee, which some would give me shit for but whateves 🤷🏻‍♀️ ✖️ Graphic credit- @straightedgeworldwide ✖️ #happyedgeday #straightedge #drugfree #straightedgegirls #mugsnotdrugs #coffeelife (at Southern California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3tjMzzgkPZ/?igshid=b1lemhhu3tv0

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Today is world mental health day. 🌙 I recently opened up a bit about my some of my personal struggles, and for me that little bit helped me feel a bit more confident about being open with people. I want all of you to know that if you ever need someone to talk to about your struggles, whether or not we talk regularly, that I am here for you. We may not be going through the same stuff, but if you need someone just to vent to I can be that person. 🌙 Remember: You are enough and there are people out there that will always look at you as being enough and some even more than that, those are the people worth your time and energy. Anyone who belittles you and/or your struggles is not someone you need in your life 🌙 #worldmentalhealthday #youareenough #youatemorethenyourmentalillness #endthestigma #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthadvocate (at California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3dQjregz4P/?igshid=1wd02wus2mfxq

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Today I turn 26, and this past year has been rough to say the least. My hope is that 26 is better than 25. This last year my depression and anxiety have been really bad, and I’ve let it get the better of me. I fell into a hole of despair and let the negatives of my mental illnesses let me fall away from communications with friends and loved one, doing things that normally make me happy and failing to finish or even work on projects that I started in January. To be fair I have dealt with a lot of shit this year, losing my grandpa who raised me and two cats I’ve had since high school being the worst, but I need to not let it get the best of me. I need to be stronger than the sadness the lives inside me. 🌙 For me this is a new year, so I’m going to make some new year's resolutions, and I hope that you all can help me with staying on top of them. My goals for this year are to take care of myself (both mentally and physically), do more things that make me happy and post more on social media. I want to go out and do more, spend more time with friends and family and even maybe meet new people. This past year I have lacked on posting, not for lack of taking pictures, but for lack of confidence in myself. This year I will plan (we’ll see how it goes) to post the pictures I take when I take them and not wait until later when I end up questioning it and deciding not to post. If im doing something fun or wearing an outfit I like and want to share I should just post it. I need to not let my lack of confidence due to my depression, anxiety, and past get the better of me. 🌙 I’m sharing this so that people know that everyone goes through stuff and that taking care of our mental health is just as important as your physical (both of which I lost focus on this year). I’m also posting this so that the people who follow me and know me as well as myself (since I’m making my struggles and goals public) can hold me accountable for not allowing myself to fall victim to my depression. 🌙 I just felt like it was something I should share since this is something that is a major part of my life. 🌙 #letstalkaboutit #menalhealthawareness #depression #iwillbebetter #loveyourself #endthestigma (at California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2_K8oAgzUE/?igshid=13ed6eqjlwc5j

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Tonight my baby Pepper Ann crossed the rainbow bridge. She’s been my companion since I was 14 and this is extremely hard. She was 16 and live as a spoiled queen in our house. I’m gonna miss her so much. We will be getting her ashes in about a week and she will go next to her sister Turtle, who we lost earlier this year. https://www.instagram.com/p/B250I6bAxqx/?igshid=wuz5x2v1q14b

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🍁🍂Happy Autumn Equinox 🍂🍁 It’s officially the best season of the year 🎃 🍁 🍁 Artwork by @oliviafaust.art (at Southern California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2xCTKgA1U9/?igshid=6wmhjeq7emqr

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Spent the day at the @aquariumpacific with my mom, brother, nephew and my brothers nephew ♥️ I got to see and touch some of my favorite sea life, and spend time with family I rarely see due to physical distance. #familyday #obsessed (at Aquarium of the Pacific) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bmcne2hgcjG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4azfe3aidmwn

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Today we ventured west to the @tillamook creamery. We tried cheeses, got to see the factory and bought little souvenirs. 🧀😬 On the way there & back we went through the #tillamookstateforest 🌲🌲 #touristythings #pnw (at Tillamook Creamery)

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This was by far my busiest and hardest semester. Two honors classes, two journalism/pr classes, ta/social media editor for the comms dept, research assistant, and volunteering; on top of all that I managed to get on the deans list. Hard work really does pay off 💪🏻 📚💻#hustlehard #deanslist #collegelife (at Rancho Cucamonga, California)

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Much needed stop at the beach after today’s event 🏖#caniliveherealready #mermaidsoul (at Balboa Peninsula, Newport Beach)