Today,
such a hard day.
Couldn't sleep last night again. "Woke up" to go to work today and my whole body ached. Work - then eye doctor. I got a massive headache and begged to go home - Scolded but I tried to keep myself from crying. Went back to work. Couldn't eat a bite, just didn't want to. Work and listening to my music - my new doctor's fake sunglasses was on and I just started to cry to the music. Then I got a rude awakening of scream and he yanked out my headphone - scream at me and took away my iPod. It was my only comforter. I'm so hurt and I need my music. He was just asking a tiny unimportant question; and he lashed out at me. I move on and continued my work without my music. I just cried so hard, thank goodness I'm good at being a silent cryer and I had my shade to protect me.
It pain me so much.
I just want to go home and cry into my pillow.
