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𝐏𝐥𝐨𝐭: when a girls trip to japan crashes to an unexpected halt, and the world seems to go silent, that is when true human,primal instincts come to the surface.
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: part two, lore core, lowkey angsty, once again I have not read the manga, so if this sounds unfamiliar or not well put together my apologies, I'll try my best with what I know, smoking, also the timeline may be slightly off, but just bare with me for the plot ◡̈. cursing, over all a bit vulgar, Niragi :/, death, animal death, injury, sexual violence aka niragi :/
𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞: in this story kuina is mixed (black and Japanese) if you don't smoke...You do now, if you don't know how to rollerskate, you do now.
In a blink the day was gone, and dusk began to fall. I'd gone back to my room to get dressed hours ago. Cars are no use, TV's, phones, it's all fucked.
I walked the streets for hours, and I'd hit the jackpot, I'd spotted some wheels, rollerskates. The kinds you can attach to the souls of your very own shoes, size adjustable too.
As the hours passed by, my thoughts began to wander. It's scary being here, away from home, away from F/N, away from practically everyone.
Night begins to fall, by this point I'd just been rolling around the city, searching for someone anyone, but it was no use. I ended up just sitting on the curb, taking some defeated hits from my vape, hoping that once the smoke cleared I'd see someone, wishful thinking on my part.
A light shines brightly in the near distance, the apartments, we passed it on the car ride to the hotel. I take a long drag, pulling my ass up from the curb.
I come to a halt, people. I'm not alone here! It makes me smile but I keep it in, this is still strange. I make my way up the stairs and into the entrance area.
Multiple strangers look me up and down as I roll up. A table covered in phones catches my eye, 'one per person'.
I take one and stand against the wall, taking in each and every stranger. Music blasts from a walkman on the floor by my feet. The man next to me is comically bright, he's shrouded in white, we make eye contact, reading each other silently.
A woman enters, right off the jump she seems athletic. She takes a phone into her hand and eyes the rest of us.
She locks eyes with me, but just as fast, she turns her gaze towards the boy approaching. He's been asking everyone about what's going on, but no one seems too keen on letting him in on it.
"Maybe one of them is a doctor" two men approach, one with short blonde hair, the other with long dark hair. Both take a phone.
"Hey-so do you know what's going on? I just got here-and everyone in Tokyo's gone" his hair pokes out sharply from beneath his blue baseball cap. One of the men turns "Its a game-"
The blonde interrupts him, preventing him from revealing more.
An older man, maybe mid 40's with a black fedora catches my eye, he slings information to the pair, information I clung to like a monkey to a branch.
From what I gathered, spades are physical, clubs is teamwork, diamonds is your intellect, an hearts is well, emotional. He mentioned a numbered difficulty scale, and my mind began to reel. The phone in my pocket vibrates.
'Difficulty, five of spades'
"Fuck me" I hit the vape in my pocket, my hands tremble as the voice continues. A door with a symbol, twenty minutes on the clock to diffuse a time bomb, and the scariest thing I've heard so far, 'it'.
I look at the people surrounding me, not knowing if 'it' was among them. I close my eyes trying my best to envision how this place looked as I approached.
'Imagine this place is a concert venue, where would F/N choose... Right there!' I grin, and as the group scatters, I head up to the top floor, to the furthest corner. I'd snagged a knife in the city earlier, so I should be safe from whoever or whatever 'it' is.
I sit on the hard ground, my back pressing against the cold hard wall behind me, I reach in my pocket to see a lucky number staring back at me, with a little heart in the corner..
My somber moment is halted by sudden steady footsteps. It's him, "hm, I thought I'd be the only one to pick this spot, looks like you got here first" he smiles, reaching the corner.
He waves towards to someone out of my view, "Yep, I've got a weird feeling about this." I look up at him and he looks to me with a sly smile. "You're new here aren't you" as I nod he lets out a scoff.
"Don't you think it's a bit naive to play a spades game in rollerskates?" he questions, I look him in the eyes and try my best not to look stupid when I say, "it's my first game".
He shakes his head still smiling to himself, "Well this'll be fun" he mutters. Suddenly her voice shoots through me.
'The tagger is now on the move'
I take a puff, "looks like they're gonna bite it just like they always do" , it dies mid inhale and I sigh. "You know-" "Yes I know" I cut him off, chucking the cancer stick into the ether, it won't charge for shit anyways. I lean on the wall next to him, watching the people run around like little mice in a maze.
"My name is Y/N" my lips purse, without the city lights to outshine them, the stars are quite beautiful here. "Chishiya" he states watching them like a house cat watches the family gold fish.
"What happened to everyone though, I'm still pretty lost" I turn to him expectantly, "That makes two of us". Not the answer I expected nor really wanted to hear.
Crackling gunfire rips through the silent night, echoing throughout the halls. My heart pounds against my ribcage, sweat accumulates on my forehead. I'm fully focused, I mean how could I not be my life's on the line.. But Chishiya's so calm.
"How are you so calm right now?" the words come out as a whisper due to my growing fear, and he chuckles. "When you live in a world like this for even one day, you get used to stuff like this" I sigh.
I wouldn't go to him for comfort, and even though he's a bit bleak, his words are at the very least something I should remember.
And together we sit, watching as a man in a horse mask takes lives as quick as a blink, human lives full of memories and history gone just like that. The mask hides the face but not his nature.
And in a blink he's on the move again. "How long have you been here?" our eyes met, he thinks for moment, counting the days in his mind.
"A while" I giggle at his answer, he's a wise ass. "Everyone! He's on the fourth floor! If you see him tell us where he is! And let's all look for the symbol!"
The pair dart across a hall down below, one of which trying his best to keep the others mouth shut. "That's a good plan but.. Nobody wants to help".
His presence make's me feel less afraid, not exactly safe but not as afraid as I was before, "Oh look, a climber" Chishiya motions towards the girl from before, she scales the outer wall with ease.
"Huh" practically speechless,
Time ticks by unnaturally slow, suddenly a blue cap, drops to the floor as bullets fly past him. 'It' is under us, we both focus in, 'thats the door huh' I can practically hear the thoughts bouncing around in his head as they did mine.
He pulls the hood off of his head, and steadily makes his way down the hall "and here we go" he curses. I follow closly behind, gripping the flimsy knife in my hand, eyes darting around the walls.
It's almost funny how fast a good, hearty weapon became so useless the moment those very first rounds peirced the air. We enter the elevator, and down the two of us go.
"If we survive...I want to stick together" his eyes stare deep, before he shuts them and nods, chuckling to himself. "As long as you can keep up."
For the first time since I'd met Chishiya, he's finally said something I wanted to hear. We meet eyes once again, but this time, for the first time in this fucked up place, it feels like I'm looking at a friend.
The elevator door opens slow, neither of us move at first, wether it's our fear or our selfishness holding us back is unclear, but what is clear is the time.
< Four minutes remaining >
I suck in my pride, and head out, keeping low. Chishiya walks beside me, and as we approach the door, a familiar face greets us.
"Looks like you figured it out" the three of us meet at the door. Up close, he's not too bad looking, tall, long hair, a bit gangly. He grasps the door, holding it tight in his palm, the handle of the knife burns my hand.
We enter, we step slowly into the room, mystery boy in front, me behind, and Chishiya behind me. Out of the corner of my eye I see a figure, I lower my body, not speaking, not making a single sound.
I feel Chishiya lower as well, the knife twirl in my grasp, into a fighting position. 'He's looking at him' I sigh, expecting him to attack the boy in front. Chishiya walks in front of me, placing himself at the door along with him.
That's when the figure stepped out, slowly towards the two of them, not sensing I, who sneaks behind and-
The knife lodged into 'its' shoulder, and the pair whip around, he yells, pushing Chishiya aside. Bright orange gunfire sprays the small room, Chishiya lunges-
'It' falls to the ground, stunned by the sudden electric jolt. Chishiya smiles to himself, proudly fondling the stungun walkman in his hand. I remove the knife and hurry to the door, twisting the knob hard.
In the blink of an eye, 'it' was awake, and Chishiya was gone. The two of us stood in the locked room. I scan the room, We need two to clear it, lucky us.
We press the buttons above and as we do, bullets tear through the lock, and the door slowly swings open. 'It' walks in slow and steady, the gun hits the floor like a toy, and 'it' drops along with it.
Lifting the mask, I see.. A human being, a woman. She's older, long curly dark hair, dark eyes, I see her in my future, she sees me in her past, so what brought us here? A black collar adorns her neck, she looks up at us, weeping.
The collar begins to beep before room splashes red. She slumps over, once begging to live, now lifeless. Chishiya enters the room, we eye each other, both communicating different messages.
'This is the world now, if you don't adapt, your blood will paint the walls next.'
He exits the room swiftly, in search of his other half, while Chishiya and I continue to stand, unmoving. He comes to her, feeling around her pockets then, he pulls a paper out. A hairy circle? Ok.
We eye each other curiously, surely it's more important, but I don't think thats my field of expertise. We make our way out of the building, and a thought crosses my mind.
"Can you take me to where you stay?" the wheels beneath me come to a halt, I look at him with desperate eyes. He turns around, "Your call" with that I nod, knowing that now im not alone.
See, in the normal world, I'd never in a million years go with a man I have only known for about an hour to his place of living, especially if I theres potentially multiple strangers living with him, but this isn't the normal world now is it.
"I love the beach!" my words bring a chuckle from his throat, he sits on the hotel chair as I pack a bag of essentials. "Well, it's not exactly a beach, it's a hotel not much bigger than this, that's where we stay"
I stand, holding a duffle bag on my shoulder. "We?" I cock my brow, I knew there would be others but the questions still linger, 'how many are there? and who are they?' . He makes his way out of the room, holding the door open for me to pass through.
"There are a lot of us, about 200, and we have power, you could've saved it you know" I chuckle as we make our way down the streets. "What do you think is in here?" I grasp the big pocket on the front of my duffel bag.
And with that we begin our journey, making our way to this so called beach. "Could I ask you something?" Chishiya cocks his brow at me, anticipating me.
"Shoot" I don't even attempt to look away from the littered street before me, after what I've seen I couldn't. "What were you doing before you came here?" the question rings in my skull, I remember that night, a night I wouldn't nor could I possibly forget.
I hold the paper in my pocket, fragile as it was I tried my best to keep it unwrinkled. "Well, my friend and I were out that night, we went to this random club.....and then we left later that night. We made it up to the room, she fell asleep but I took a shower. I fell asleep eventually but when I woke up she was gone... Everyone was"
My feet hit the pavement with ferocity, the knowledge that the people I saw just a night ago, I may never see them again crushed me. "Hm.... Did you happen to see fireworks before you came to this place?"
This question was harder than the last, I racked my brain, trying to recall the unordinary sight I could've potentially seen. ".... I don't think so.... But- I did hear something like that, I don't know for sure if it was fireworks but it was a loud boom"
Chishiya stays silent for a moment, taking in my not so helpful answers as if I was helping him study for an exam. He didn't say a word, we just stepped and stepped through the empty city in unison.
"Hey.... Do you know if theres anyone at the beach named F/N?" logically I knew that if she had woken up before me, she would never just leave me to fend for myself, but emotionally I didn't wanna believe that I was truly alone here.
"Thats a good question" he gives me one of his smartass answers he's oh so good at, and it tells me every thing I need to know, and on one hand I'm grateful for that, on the other now I knew that I don't have anyone here anymore.
The tears begin to well, it hit me here on the desolate street that I really am just meaningless here, no one knows me, I don't know anyone, and my life could end just like that I shouldn't be here, this isn't a world I can survive in.
I look down, letting the tears splash helplessly onto the hot pavement, knowing that in any moment he could look over and see how hard this is to for me, how weak I am, how much of a liability I am to him.
"......She uh-she's my best friend" the words slip through the cracks between each sniffel. I whipe the tears from my cheeks swiftly, trying my best to take that fear and shove it deep inside of me.
I close my eyes, trying to placebo myself onto a beach full of people, seagulls stealing fries, kids splashing and screaming, vendors reciting their jingles. But it didn't work as well as I'd hoped. Before all of this, whenever I needed some peace I'd just close my eyes and pretend I was alone on the beach, but I guess now thats not as helpful.
"You're friend could be here, or she may not be, and who even knows whether she's alive or not... If you're planning to keep searching, you may as well just lay down and wait for your visa to run out." His words cut through me like a blade, I know he's right but the truth stings to hear out loud.
Even though his words weren't enough to sooth my soul, they were enough to keep my feet of the ground, enough to give me some determination to live just one more day.
"Here we are" he sighs, slowly but steadily walking through the gates and into the property. It feels almost illegal, just walking into private property without a reason to be there but who's going to stop us?
" woah..." the word leaves my lips, it's not like the building was an architectural mona lisa, but it wasn't what I expected, though I wasn't fully sure on what I expected in the first place. When we entered I was sat onto a chair, in front of a rather colorful group of about 8 people.
A man in a robe, already highly inebriated in broad daylight gives me a spiel I would bet he's rehearsed countless times before, he introduces the so called beach executives.
"Here, you are only allowed a swim suit, an-" his dark hair was like an oil spill around his pale face, and the stubble poked through his skin like needles. I raised a brow and a hand at his most recent statement.
"... Yes?" he eyes me with an all knowing smile, like he knew what I was about to ask, and he most likely did. "This seems- a bit uhm... Weird to me-". He cuts me off with a laugh, men with guns laugh like little boys on the playground, as if i had just made a dirty joke.
"My dear -hic- I was getting to that" a whisky bottle practically appears in his hand as he takes a long swig, "It's so you sweetheart, can't hide weapons" I cringe at the nicknames, wondering if now I'd been put in a situation that isn't safe which is saying something considering where I was just last night.
I nod out of fear that the wrong word would turn me to swiss cheese, thats when he pulls a curtain revealing a wall full of cards, the more he talks the more I ignore, eyeing the wall the thought enteres my head, how long have they been here?
I look from person to person as he yaps, a man in glasses, a woman in a long skirt, a woman in shades, a man with wildy regrettable tatoos, a man who couldn't keep his tongue in his mouth and a man I'd recognized from tag.
And then there was Chishiya who kept his eyes on the leader of this place. In a blink I was in a hotel room changing into my bathing suit, this place didn't seem as safe as it wanted to look but to be fair I could see the people outside my window reveling in the manmade pleasures of this oasis.
I made my way into the pool area, my eyes passed over the faces of these people who'd seem to have forgotten what the world had become.
Even if F/N wasn't here and phones didn't work, maybe he was here somewhere, and maybe then I'd know at least someone regardless if my only friend was a one night stand one friend from the outside world is better than none.
The lucky number hid in my bathing suit top, my lack of pockets made it hard to hold anything, so id ended up just putting my pen in my top as well, not comfortable by any means but practical.
I'd been lounging by the pool when Chishiya approached with a girl, she had locs in a ponytail, tall, and also in a bathing suit but then again who isn't?
they sat on the lounge chair beside me, I offered her a hit but she politely declines, "I'm trying to quit" she giggles, she's so pretty, if Chishiya wasn't already with her he should be, who could pass up a babe like her?
"Ooh ok, I do have some gum, you want some?" a mysterious stranger offered me two pieces, one of which I'd chewed and accidentally swallowed about ten minutes ago. She abliged and took the bubble gum happily.
"I'm kuina" she smiles, I smile back "I'm Y/N" Chishiya looks into the distance likely ignoring our girl core moment, and for good reason. "You're top is so cute, where did you get it?" she chirps, her brown eyes were wide with curiosity.
"Thanks! I ordered it off Amazon! You're shoes are super cute too, I've been needing some sandals" I motion to the shoes that adorn her feet, she tells me the store she aquired them at and I made a mental note to stop by if I can find it.
Our conversation is cut short by a familar pair, that tall gangly boy from tag, and the climber. As us girls fall silent he begins to speak, "Thanks for helping me, in the last game" his eyes dart from me to Chishiya.
I smile, reaching a hand out for him to shake "My names Y/N, and, there's no reason to thank me", he shakes my hand slowly, as if he didn't expect my friendly nature but by this point I was already buzzed so I was feeling a bit more extroverted than usual.
As the day went on, I couldn't help but party, drinking and smoking myself into oblivion, I wasn't even much of a drinker in the outside world but, now I'd come to understand why the people of the beach lived like this, they wanted to forget, and so did I.
Suddenly, the crowd around me dashes to the lobby in excitement, I wasn't fully sure what we were running from or to but I ran with them.
When we reached our destination, up on the balcony stood our fearless, party animal, freeloader of a leader. He began to speak in his robed glory.
I made my way to kuina, to try and get an idea of what would happen after this, and of course it was another game to play. We were split into groups and assigned to a game.
I was assigned to one named 'jungle beast hunter'
As we approached the venue, I took in the signs with images of panthers tigers boars oh my, this could be the end for me. I'd managed to snag a small handgun from the beach.
I'd made an internal decision to stick to crows and eagles, afterall going for the big cats would surely be a death sentence for me considering I’m no cave woman.
My eyes trail over my peers, some of which I knew wouldn't make it. Luckily I was paired with two men from the beach who look more than capable to take on a challenge such as this, but Kuina had given me a tip to stay away from the one with the piercings, she says he's a creep, and as a woman I won't take any chances.
As the game begins I know I must think fast. I'm no climber but I'll be damned if I don't at least try. I scurry over to a building that looks about high enough for me to one get up there reasonably, and two the beasts couldn't reach me.
If you had told me before this whole trip where I would be now, I would never have believed you. Squatting on a roof with a handgun hunting animals in an amusement park is far from the ideal vacation, yet here we are.
The eagle drops from the sky like a fallen angel, bullseye. I'd taken out about three crows and now two eagles. I'd never killed an animal before, and even though I had to, it still hurt so bad, I had tried my best to aim for the head but I'm not a sniper. I watched them on the ground, squawking for help I couldn't provide. They looked so helpless, but as morbid as it sounds the sight gave me hope.
I will never end up like them
As chaotic as this game sounds, it's absolute pandemonium. Blood of the innocent flowed across the pavement, reflecting the colorful lights like a sick circus. People ran, hid, fought against the animals who wanted to survive just like them.
Bullets flew through the air, I could hear some laughing and some screaming as the bullets pierced the animals hydes. I kept my hands steady on the handgun as I aimed for the near by eagle flying above me.
I was out of ammo. Now it's up to the militant core to win this for us. I sat on the roof, looking up at that very same eagle, so beautiful and strong, so unaware of where it was and what would happen.
And then it stopped, fluttering hopelessly to the ground. With that I closed my eyes, I couldn't cry anymore because what would it do for me?
Suddenly I heard a shuffeling from the ground. I dart to the source, two men who I don't recognize were stacking anything and everything to reach the top, they wanted up.
"Here!", my arm extended from upon the roof. They eyed me with such fear and desperation, I couldn't just let them die. I hoisted the pair up one by one onto the roof.
I turned to look at them but before I could even get a word out
"What are you doing?!-stop! Please I-" the pair ganged up on me, shoving me towards the edge until I plopped helplessly onto the pavement, just like that eagle.
And with that they left me, making their way to the other side of the roof, where I couldn't see them, where they could hide from what they've done.
I bolt to my feet, aware of the dangers surrounding me. My feet carried me to the nearest hiding spot I could find. I made my way through the open area with haste.
I made it to a bathroom, I tugged at the door handle only for it to shake on it's hinges, locked.
Thats when a sound came from behind me, a sound that twisted my organs into a boating knot.
A low growl, I could sense it's eyes on me, part of me didn't want to look, but my instincts told me to look it in the eye, if it was gonna kill me, it would have to look me in my eye.
When I turned, I was face to face with a black panther. She was hungry, she was scared, just like me. Looking at her felt like a mirror, we are one in the same.
She pounced, rushing toward me like a raging rapid river. And I knew this was the end of my life.
But it wasn't, I moved, I thought I couldn't but I did. Her skull hit the wall with a dense thud. She snarls with teeth like silver daggers, we circle each other, keeping eye contact.
Waiting for the other to make a move, I'd seen a pole on the ground, probably from another unlucky individual such as myself. I slowly made my way towards in, keeping my eyes on hers as she did mine.
I lowered my hand to the ground slowly. The cold hard steele chilled my fingers down to the marrow and as I grasped it my knuckles went pale.
And there we stood, eye to eye, waiting for the other to make a move. I had never wanted to live more than in this moment and I'd do anything and everything to make sure I see my best friend again.
Thats when she began stepping closer, her nails scraping the pavement, cutting through it like butter. My feet sank into the pavement, locking me into a defensive position.
Her speed picks up, my grip tightens. It all happens so fast her claws inches from my face, and the smell of death on her breath, she jumped on me but-
The pole went right through her stomach. Her blood spills onto me, bathing me in a sea of red. She slumps to the side with uneven breaths. The game was over now, and I know I should go but I sat with her, just for a moment.
Her fur was black as night and soft like velvet, a true natural beauty. I drag my hands up and down her side, trying my best to comfort her in her last moments, I didn't want to let her die alone, so I stayed, until her last breath.
"Didn't think you'd make it" he snarls, he didn't have a single drop of blood on him, he'd been the one I heard laughing during that sick game.
"Don't talk to me" I snap, after that whole ordeal I needed a smoke, I needed to calm myself. "Ohh you've got some fire in you, I like that, how about when we get back we spend some quality time together, alone" he licks his lips.
I couldn't help but want to vomit, how could someone want to to do anything intimate after something like that? Did he think this would work? Does he think I’m that desperate? Regardless I didn't have to say a word to him.
"Niragi." the tall bald man looks at him with a stern expression, this is too much for him and he punched a literal tiger in the face! "Man you don't know how to have any fun Aguni, I'm just joking.." he wasn't, and everyone knew it.
After a long scalding hot shower I saw Kuina and Chishiya, I needed them right now. I was shaken from the whole experience, I'd never forget the look in her eyes, the sound of the blood hitting the pavement, the feeling of that pole in my hand. I will survive, and I'll fight tooth and nail to do it just as she did.
"Jesus, so you just had to strait up kill animals?" Kuinas eyes went wide as did Chishiya's. I nod slowly, unable to speak of the horrors I'd seen.
My shaking frame is wrapped loosely by a blanket, and the cool night air gives me goosebumps. Kuina rubs my shoulders as the wonder pair approach, by now I'd figured out her name, Usagi, its cute and it fits her well in my opinion.
That night any words said went in one ear and out the other, trying my best to party away the pain. And by next morning I knew I'd be hungover.
The sun shone through the thin skin of my eyelids, burning into my pupils. "Eugh" I roll over hoping to catch some more z's but alas, someone had other plans.
I groan, lifting myself to the edge of my bed. "Coming!" the word comes out more irritated than intended. I stumble to the door, swallowing my nausea as my knees buckle. I open the door to Arisu unexpected but not bad if I do say so myself.
We stare at eachother for a moment before I nudge the door open, hesitantly letting him enter my smokey alcohol cave. He enters without judgement, not batting an eye at the empty bottles and various smoking devices scattered around the room.
"Have you noticed anything.. Weird about this place?" the words leave his mouth in a hushed tone, I sit on the bed next to him with furrowed brows.
"Kinda... Why?" I offer up a pen, but like everyone he declines, more for me I guess. He pauses covering his mouth with his hand deep in thought. "I don't know exactly, but I think they know more than their letting on, Usagi and I have been asking around but we haven't had any luck"
I nod, watching the smoke swirl around along with the words coming from his lips. "I'll ask around too, maybe I'll find something out" he nods,this was the answer he wanted.
We said our goodbyes,and now its time to get ready for another day at the beach.
"Jesus Christ all of these people are completely oblivious" the sun began to set, shining a pinkish orange ombre on everyones skin. By this point I'd asked half of the beach population to give me anything literally anything of importance.
I'd decided to just head to my room, this is pointless. Thats when something caught my eye. A pair of executives, talking in hushed voices.
I crept over to the pair, Mira and Kuzuryu. I stood still as a statue hidden behind a pillar just out of their sight.
"He's smarter than we thought, we may need to take desperate measures"
"Now now Kuzuryu, you make him sound like a mastermind of sorts but I assure you he is not, he's merely a boy"
"If we can't stop him right now, we can at least hinder him, then stop him in the future."
"We'll just have to see, I believe... Kyuma will be able to do the job, if not then we can."
His name felt like an arrow.
I rushed to my room, holding my mouth tight, I couldn't breath or speak. The second the door opened it slammed shut behind my back, and I slid to the floor unable to cry.
Could it be someone else?
Who are they so scared of?
My brain is about to explode, and theres nothing I can do but sit in this hotel room and drink myself to death. I lay sprawled out on my bed a bottle in one hand, and a cigarette in the other, I'd officially hit rock bottom.
I reached for the number in my bra, and as my eyes trailed across the small paper, I saw him, his eyes, his voice, his touch, I can't accept this.
I'd hoped before that he was, that I wouldn't be so alone but the reality isn't what I thought it'd be. Before I could even cry, it happened.
The TV screen shines brighter than the sun ever could, and in it's wake, I felt it deep inside me, my eyes widened, my heart quickened, my breathing stopped.
'Difficulty, ten of hearts'
This took wayyy longer than I wanted, there will be a part three, I'll try to release it sooner. My apologies on the lack of kyuma :(, buut i hope you still enjoy!
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