he was a fairy

He/Him | 23 | CW:156lbs GW: 100lbs

[8one8oy]

hi i’m back. i haven’t eaten in two days since i had to bring my mother to the mental hospital. my partner is being more unsupportive and inconsiderate than he’s ever been, we barely even count as anything other than roommates at this point. i feel crushed and beaten but the hunger makes me feel like i at least have control over my body.

[8one8oy]

all i do is daydream about living in japan.

- solitary and independent lifestyle

- quiet and quaint neighborhoods and streets

-nature and wildlife accessibility

-low calorie foods

-cultural opinions on weight and health

😩🇯🇵🍚🎋

[8one8oy]

i cannot wait to live alone. im so trapped here.

[8one8oy]

soon i’ll be alone and i’ll be able to buy what food i want and eat what food i want and do the things i want. god i can’t wait to live by myself again. soon.

[stoned-shark]

[8one8oy]

it’s a love hate relationship because it’s working!!! but eating takes away the brain fog and depression.

can’t tell if i’d rather be skinny or mentally present.

[punk-and-cockette]

[stoned-shark]

[8one8oy]

y’all ever forget you’re ⭐️ and wonder why the hell you’re shaking and lightheaded like a dumbass

[8one8oy]

down to 147lbs, losing this first 10lbs has made such a massive difference in my appearance 🙌 tummy not sticking out, i can wear tank tops without feeling fat, and my face is slimmer!

[knockmetothefloor]

[8one8oy]

been wearing these shorts with a string on the waistband tied to a knot that fit my waist three weeks ago and they’re almost falling off my hips now!

[8one8oy]

fuuuuuuckkkk i have to go out with my family for pizza tomorrow how do i deal with this idk how many calories are in each slice and i was NOT planning on eating 💀💀💀

advice??

[8one8oy]

finally down 8lbs but i ate like 800cals today so looks like it’s just water and tea for me for the next few days to keep up this progress.

[dyingdollies]

eat small = be small

[fadingobssession]

[ambrosiospellman]

Egon Schiele (mostly)