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i was like this close to going home wit a stripper

who tf am i anymore? I been wilding

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I was house sitting and him and his wife accused me of fucking in their bed.

Yea I did it but based on my track record this wasn't a just accusation

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yea October's been a lot better than September I must say

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I dunked in a game yesterday and I’m still thinking about it

Wasn’t my first in gamer but it felt so natural, like it didn’t rattle in or anything it just felt completely within the flow of the game

Yea it was at LA finesse tho so the rim was prolly about 2 inches low but i’ll take it lol

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I think I legit have a $100 million app idea...common problem in large niche with untapped solution; complete with marketing and network plan, promotion, UI, rewards, product placement, and ease of use across iOS and Android...strong user base and growth potential beyond initial sector...

I’m gonna make the app a reality in the next 6 months.

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I was so optimistic that my car would be reported back to me by now...it’s been 3 weeks and i’m losing hope. I can’t even sit up here and act like this hasn’t fucked me up in the head a little...i’m really bitter.

2019 from the first day of summer on has taken a massive nosedive for me. in my adult life of 7 or 8 summers it’s definitely bottom 2.

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I have a (extraordinarily justifiable) paranoia of people stealing things from me.

I hate the fact that I’m so worried about material possessions but the shit has gone on far too long. It’s ranged from the funny, like when someone stole my half gallon of tequila a couple years ago on a massive boat trip, to the serious like my car being gone for 3 weeks now.

I can’t get it out of my head that I always think someone is trying to steal. It might be my phone, or a pair of shoes, or glasses, or food, or something. I’m prolly gonna always be on edge for the rest of my life. 

I wish I could not care about *things* so much. *Things* are replaceable. It feels like a negative character trait to care. But it is so inconvenient to always have to replace stuff I own.

Just from the last 2 months, I have to replace prescription glasses, 3 pairs of hoop shoes, cologne, a duffel bag, a toiletry bag, a couple hoodies (that aren’t available anymore), travel backpacks, a watch, and other knick knacks.

So I’m caught between “just give it away” and “eff that it’s mine, it belongs to me”. I don’t wanna turn into someone who is constantly worried about my inanimate objects but dammit man...I’m so far over the line now.

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Kehinde wiley has some genius pieces. Went to an art museum with one of his sculptures and the thought put in is 2nd to none

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If you just like my message on instagram with no response I'm unfollowing you lol

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I didnt even have the tumble app on my phone i just felt so strongly about this sentiment I had to re download

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If you just like my message on instagram with no response I'm unfollowing you lol

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@everyone except the niggas who stole my car

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I just dont know how much I believe in cyclical energy anymore. I like to think I put out good energy into the world: lifting those around me up, encouraging their endeavors, pushing them to greater success, wishing them happiness. Saying good things behind their backs and not spreading destructive gossip. But I've been receiving some pretty negative energy in return.

I guess I'm just fortunate that even though I'm experiencing tough luck and loss of possessions very often, I'm not losing important people or physical or mental injury and disability. Still blessed.

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I pray that I catch someone redhanded tryna steal from me. Because I'm beating the dog shit out of em. Even if it's something small. Might not be fair but fuck thieves. You are paying the price for the last 7 thieves before you.

So someone who just takes a workout band or a notebook or a pack of gum is getting the unrequited wrath from my basketball, my glasses, bags, car, and whoever spray painted my car before (this is all in 2019). Not to mention someone breaking in during 2017, or the car thief in 2016. Or even the 3 stick up kids in 2010.

May God have mercy on their body and soul. Because I will not.

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if i was to evaluate my summer i would say it wasn’t trash but it was trash-ish. like the lows were kinda low.

Good: -my mans in the military was here in jun -i lifted weight a lot and made noticeable gains -read some good books -had a couple of good days at the river -had fun at a charity tournament -got to go to a family reunion in august

Bad: -car was spray painted (before summer slightly) -got sick -car broken into (but not stolen) -car stolen -got lost out on a lake in a floatie (lol)

i didn’t do a lot of the stuff i planned to just because i would try to cobble it together and it would never work out the way i wanted to.

like this isn’t close to my low moments in spring 2014, or summer 2015, or even march/april 2016 when i got my car stolen the first time in addition to some other shit that was just happening to me (like when i went to the laundromat and the power cut off). by now, this stuff doesn’t really break me. those aforementioned moments broke me into tears since there were real stakes at hand. most of it now is laughable since it happened to my possessions or was my own fault.

i’m still blessed in a lotta ways so i count those and pray on the rest. and work on getting another car because my car is a magnet for L’s.

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man my car got stolen again last week

i dont even wanna ask what more can be taken from me because somehow someway imma get caught slippin yet again. 2019 been ruff

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When you should be the one upset but you not & the person who is in the wrong got an attitude about the situation…

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As an eagles fan I sincerely hope the cowboys pay dak a lotta money. I dont think anyone in the nfc east scared of him lol.

Hes high for requesting 40 mill per, but he gotta start at a number so he can be met in the middle. If he request 30 and they wanna give him 20 then it ends up around 25. Now itll be closer to 30.

Plus he basically wants to get back paid for winning the division twice and winning a playoff game. Thats a 15-20 mill a year QB. So he feel like he owed 40 mill in back pay so if he basically requesting it spread forth.