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[98gaybugs]

Also

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[deactivated1053489]

YouTube will fall someday but “he touch he’s personal limbs in front of us” is forever

[deactivated1053489]

I say this so much it never gets old. He’s personal limbs

[boop428-deactivated20260202]

“The night is also a sun.”

- Thus Spoke Zarathustra

[segamascott]

[teaboot]

Okay so you know that Kinda Fucked Up Person™ feeling when like. Someone is nice to you at the exact right resonant frequency to make all the hairs on the back of your neck stand up

And it’s not even that they’re creepy or inappropriate but being around them gives you… like. That “someone is walking on your grave” type feeling?

What IS that, and is there a word for it? Because “pathological heebie-jeebies” isn’t getting me anywhere

[teaboot]

And no I don’t mean “intuition” or “sixth sense” or anything like that, I mean. Like

Okay, so the dad I grew up with was an asshole, right? Bad with kids, didn’t like me, old-fashioned kinda guy. ‘Nuff said.

Now, the year I moved out, I was having a great day, out in public doing my thing. No buildup at all. But then this kid nearby started running around screaming, right? Not hurt or anything, just being a hyperactive kid

And her Dad called her over, and she didn’t listen, so I was kinda. Tense. You know? Trauma stuff, basic 1 for 1 reminders and all

But THEN instead of getting all angry-stumpy he just got down on her level, explained that if she kept running around she could get hurt or trip someone, and said that if she slowed down and held his hand then they could go to the park later. And she listened, and he gave her a hug, and they went about their day

And like

Sometimes when people are nice like that, it feels like your soul is throwing up? And I had to leave and have a panic attack by myself somewhere for a bit, which is WAY more extreme of a reaction than it normally is, but like

You know THAT feeling? That “everything is fine but it’s not” feeling?

Like when someone you don’t know very well tells you something incredibly personal and considerate and heartfelt or something and it feels like your skin is peeling off

What’s the WORD for that

[teaboot]

Well I mean yeah but like. Other than that

[teaboot]

I’m not finding any other good words for this so I’m calling it “The FreakyWeirds” and it’s when something is only Freaky because u are Weird

[cyborgpsychic]

it's called Negative Affect Interference (NAI) and it is an observed phenomenon in PTSD

source: link

but FreakyWeirds also works

[teaboot]

Oh wicked, thanks!

[daggerdoggy]

Hey bro on a scale of nothingburger to everythingbagel how would you rate our gay sex last night

[b1rd1e]

tmi doesn't exist to me. I love information

[bombasticbro]

kirk’s speech in metamorphosis just cause

[98gaybugs]

Time to feel like crap yaaayyyyyy

[kunosoura]

had to go crazy sleuthing to find this post and then i couldn't even reblog it no more...

[mulderscully]

Yeah, I'm still counting down all of the days 'Til you're just another girl on the subway

[98gaybugs]

Hasnt even been a full month of me being 23 but i feel cripplingly old and lost and like ill never achieve anything and that my youth is gone forever

[98gaybugs]

I know ive felt like this every year of my life since i turned 18 but i think its further punctuated by the way depression keeps eating away years of my life and fear dictates my every move lollll whats the solution

[98gaybugs]

Hasnt even been a full month of me being 23 but i feel cripplingly old and lost and like ill never achieve anything and that my youth is gone forever

[thememedaddy]

[covid-safer-hotties]

[teathattast]

[98gaybugs]

They should teach you how to not overshare