just-me-in-random

my thoughts on just abut anything come alive in words; my emotions depicted in images and my stupidity materialized in the random-ness of my posts :-)

[meinrandom]

I can never resist capturing a setting sun, it’s just sooo remarkable in so many ways! #sunset #Bohol #port #lategram

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I was awake for about 24 hours for this, for the company, for the fun, and for the sense of fulfillment of being able to be somewhere else again. #Bohol # chocolate #hills #cssupport #outing #heliophile #travel #nature

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Year-end goal: learn to #swim #lategram #costabella #beach resort #swimmingLikeIKnowHow

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A big hug from me for everyone! #happy #sunday #mybighero #hugs #beyourownhero

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Where are at? #lategram #myfavhefriend #selfie #groupie #whotookthispicture?

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It’s a stormy morning, but we’ll live through this. We always have. Keep calm and dance with the storm! ✌ #keepsafePhilippines #typhoonQueenie #vscocam

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Horizontal, vertical, skew ones, and the offbeat 👻 #bw #blackandwhite #solipsism

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I was awake for about 24 hours for this, for the company, for the fun, and for the sense of fulfillment of being able to be somewhere else again. #Bohol # chocolate #hills #cssupport #outing #heliophile #travel #nature

[wordsnquotes]

As much as I feel sad, I think that not knowing is what really bothers me.

Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.

Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet (via wordsnquotes)

[a-bit-off-beat]

We are not the world to each other; we don’t even hope to be as important as anything that we each can't live without. We’re happy to be just the little somethings; the non-event of the everyday life like an old key chain, or a neglected bookmark, or the chocolate candies we pig on at random moments. However, we both know that without them shakes off our everyday life for those little somethings complete our everyday existence.

[a-bit-off-beat]

the beginning of an unending story

The dream guy I always wanted to bump into since like forever. I saw him years back, the same geeky guy of old, and it was like the classic tale of watching him from afar. It was just a pure admiration of someone who embodied the ideal person I wished to befriend. I saw him alone, silent as if his silence was breathing life to some other universe within himself. I saw him with his girlfriend, I saw him with his friends. I saw him like how I saw everything and everybody else, except that I didn't know if everybody else was as quiet and nonchalant as he was. I saw everything there was to see, but I mostly un-saw them all, but him and about him. Then everything faded into nothingness. I don't know when exactly did I stop looking at him even if i still saw him around, all I'm sure is, I did. I didn't care afterwards.

Then, I had to talk to him, a beginning and an ending of a non-event too trivial it should have been forgotten to oblivion. Nothing happened after that, for the sheer reason that we didn't have any freaking reason to talk about anything. We were not the hi-how-are-you kind of friends. We’re not even friends in the real sense of the word. We’re closer to being just acquaintances. No more, much less. It felt like we didn't know each other. I felt nothing. He became one of the many faces I knew and would forget, and would not matter in my lifetime, or in some point in the future. I wasn’t surprised. I would have been if I felt otherwise.

Years passed. I finally bumped into him.

[kushandwisdom]

[kushandwizdom]

Everything Love

[a-bit-off-beat]

#everyday #david #levithan #quotes

[lilmoth95]

[wordsnquotes]

Logical thinking keeps you from wasting time worrying, or hoping. It prevents disappointment. Imagination, on the other hand, only gets you hyped up over things that will never realistically happen.

Jodi Picoult, House Rules (via wordsnquotes)

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It’s been a long time since I’ve been me.

Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet  (via wordsnquotes)