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For some reason I can’t reply to posts so uh this is me completely giving up
This might make me move blogs and i, uhhhh don’t want to do that dkfkdkddkdk i can’t even look into my ims what kind of 😬
all of this was so Dramatique but if you want you can follow me @ garconlost or i’ll probably follow you thats just how it be
For some reason I can’t reply to posts so uh this is me completely giving up
This might make me move blogs and i, uhhhh don't want to do that dkfkdkddkdk i can't even look into my ims what kind of 😬
em.bergs , lucallemant lundhi 18 04:19 ( @alterlovetm )
lucallemant. c'était vraiment cool la nuit dernière, nous avions tous vraiment besoin de ça lucallemant. Charles ne peut pas revenir. je ne le laisserai pas s'approcher de Manon, je m'en fiche. lucallemant. même si elle pouvait me détester. il ne mérite pas Manon.
For some reason I can't reply to posts so uh this is me completely giving up
one too many x chromosomes
lucas still refers to eliott as “mon mec” because he’s Still In Love With Him and eliott is still his mec /:
the scene from mamma mia here we go again when they break out into the song ‘ angel eyes ‘ @morsurerouge , @alterlovetm
eliott.
the whole night has been a lot, and he doesn’t really know where he is that his parents and lucas are both at, because lucas hasn’t met his parents yet, so that’s a bit weird. chelou, nous aimons chelou. (his dad left, he thinks he’s talking to his mom out ━ wherever they are, but ━ that is lucas. ) he hadn’t realized he was staring at the ground, staring at bare feet and bare ankles and hands in his lap, until he wasn’t staring at the ground. ❝ salut ━ ❞ he so wants to jump up and just pull lucas in, but he’s looking at lucas confused, because lucas’ eyes – aren’t right. ❝ pensais-tu que je suis mort?❞ he made it off, safe. the water wasn’t that cold, and lucas was in first class, so he would have gotten in the lifeboat, but he ━ ❝ je ne suis pas vraiment jack.❞ he doesn’t die, he’s not ━ he didn’t drown. ❝ tu n'es pas réellement rose. tu n'es pas une fille, t’es mon mec.❞ please don’t cry, lucas, he doesn’t want to see lucas look like this. (it’s your fault, eliott! he doesn’t want to listen to that part of his brain. he doesn’t want it to be his fault that lucas is upset.) he’s still a little lost on where he is, he doesn’t know how he got here, and when his dad showed up or ━ he just knows that lucas looks like that for a reason and he doesn’t want to hear the reason. reasons. (whatever eliott did.)
there are many facets that make a person different. lucas wasn’t afraid – he was afraid that sleeping, and eliott going out to swim was going to lead to something horrible. while it wasn’t the worst it could be, he still stood there trying to not shake or even cry right in front of eliott ; that’s not going to get them anywhere, that’s going to make things worse. and, he doesn’t know. lucas doesn’t know what to expect. as far as he knows, eliott’s parents were just going to let him see eliott – maybe there’s a timing thing somewhere – that makes him feel even more sick. but, glances back and forth between eliott and the wall , the entire room – nothing prepares him for being able to hear that. ‘ did you think i died ? ‘ he can’t even stomach that. his eyes are burning. he can feel himself breaking more. “ je – “ it’s hard, actually so hard to do anything right now. he doesn’t want to make things worse. it’s just that he can’t do this. lucas moves closer to eliott, reaching for his hand – he’s not letting go. “ no, no – nous ne sommes pas Jack et Rose, “ a pause. “ je me suis endormi et tu es parti et j'ai pensé - “ he meant to turn away , just to not make anything worse – to not cry like this. to not feel his arms shaking like they did. “ je n'aurais pas dû me rendormir – je – je ne pouvais pas te trouver, “
eliott.
@garconlost u know i had to
he knows that that’s his father’s voice, and he recognizes the old jacket over his shoulders, because it smells like his father’s cigarettes and it’s the one he used to wear around when he was ten and it was still way too big for him, long before he had grown a what seemed to be a foot over one summer, and he thinks that the pants he has on might be from the lost and found or maybe there’s a special box marked just for people who are trying to fell off the titanic. but then ━ that, that’s lucas ! he must be imagining it, because lucas is sleeping, of course, but he would like to think that lucas is here. that would be very nice. it’s lucas’ voice and his mother’s voice and he wonders where she came from because she wasn’t here before. ❝ is lucas here? did he make it off the boat, too?❞ he doesn’t know exactly who he’s talking to, because everything is still moving in that horrible, horrible blur, and he hopes that lucas is safe, lucas has to be safe.
it might be haunting at first – or forever – because lucas doesn’t know when he stopped shaking, sitting on those steps. he was never hesitant to follow behind, and know what was going on or what was happening with eliott. something hung over him, that he couldn’t shake off – what if eliott wasn’t found and lucas had slept through it all ?? the first instinct was that eliott’s parents were amazing. on the way there, a lot of almost quiet ‘ i can go home if you don’t want me there just please keep me updated ‘ but lucas had remained quiet, he didn’t even know if he had the heart to say he was more than just ‘ eliott’s friend ‘ which, made him feel sick. he’s not back in the closet it’s just .... “ salut – “ it’s cracking inside of his throat. he knows by default at this point, he’s going to cry – has been crying, and it’s so visible over his features. it’s hard to tell if he can reach out, but they’ve let him in the room with eliott, maybe that’s a sign for something. he’s stepping a little closer – carefully. “ ça va ? “ but that can’t even leave him casually, it’s still too soon – he thought eliott was gone.
just found your blog and may i say... i love i t... everything about it is a big yES.
first of all BIG HEART EYES @ U bc ur so sweet and i literally got this earlier today but i didn’t know what to do ! it’s felt like a mess here lately, because I’VE been a mess lately bc of recent events in eps, it just be like that sometimes but uh, this made me so happy, thank u – i’m keeping it forever 💛💛💛
Sentence Starters
“I’ve never seen one of these completely to my taste so i decided to make my own!
ANGST
“I can’t do anything right.”
“Please don’t cry.”
“Why are you awake right now?”
“Why are you lying to me?”
“Wake up! Please wake up.”
“Forget it, you’re a fucking asshole.”
“Don’t you ever do that again!”
“Is that blood?” “…..No?”
“Please don’t lie to me again, I can’t take it.”
“Do you even still love me?”
“Nobody’s seen you in days.”
“Why are you awake?”
“I’m worried about you.”
“Can you shut up for once in your life?”
“Holding everything in doesn’t help, you know.”
“Are you hurt?” “No.” “Then why are there bruises all over your face?”
“If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart.”
“Leave! Me! Alone!”
FLUFF
“Go with me?” “As long as you hold my hand.”
“Is there a reason you’re blushing like that?”
“Have you seen my hoodie?” “Nooo.” “You’re wearing it, aren’t you?”
“Have you always been this beautiful?”
“OH you’re jealous!”
“Can we stay like this forever?”
“Please just kiss me already.”
“I think you might be my soulmate.”
“Sleep over? Please?”
“Are we on a date right now?”
“I think I’m in love with you.”
“He’s so pretty I think I’m gonna faint.”
“Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?”
“Am I your lockscreen?” “You weren’t supposed to see that.”
“I missed you so much.”
“Do you think the moon is jealous of how pretty you are?”
“I’m here for you.”
“I wish we could live together already.”
MISC
“All I do is drink coffee and say bad words.”
“Quit touching me, your feet are cold!”
“I think I just ripped my pants.”
“Sharing is caring, now give me the hoodie!”
“Can I pet your dog?” “Do I know you?”
“Did you seriously just get your foot stuck in a toilet?” “Maybe.”
“If I die, I’m haunting you first.”
“But I’ve never told you that before.”
“Stop being grumpy, it’s lame.”
“So, uh, I locked the keys in the car.”
“Is the cat in a onesie?” “Uh, no?
“Can we please stop running? I think I’m dying.”
“You come here often?” “Well, I work here. So I think I’d have to say ‘yes’.”
“Aren’t we supposed to be working?”
“Give me attention.”
“YOU SAID TO BE HONEST STOP HITTING ME!”
“Okay, so maybe I didn’t see that coming.”
“I’m too sober for this.” “You don’t even drink.” “Maybe I should start.”
eliott.
❝ no, no, no ━ ne te sens pas mal, tu mérits des choses comme ça, tout le chose. ❞ he thought his heart would break at lucas’ words of no one has ever done this for me before, and he vows, again, to make sure lucas knows, he always knows how much he deserves to be happy. that’s all eliott wants, to make lucas smile like he’s smiling now. to make him look happy and content and to be in eliott’s arms. he passes over the money, the dark cloud threatening the back of his mind. it’s all overwhelming, so many things all at once, the swirling, swirling of his mind, the feelings that bubble over his chest every time he thinks about lucas, and boil over his skin whenever he’s around lucas. ❝ tu mérits tout. ❞ his voice is full of joy, he knows it’s joy, it’s joy, it’s love. but lucas deserves much more than he can give him, a boat and some fake champagne are not enough for everything lucas deserves. he thinks he’s shaking but he’s shaking because of things besides his nerves relating to lucas, because lucas hardly makes him nervous anymore. ❝ bien, bon, je suis content que t’aimes.❞ je t’aime, je t’aime, je t’aime, lucas. his hands on lucas, his arms around him, he’s so close he can feel the heat from his body, he can smell what makes lucas lucas. lucas’ fingers intertwine with his own and he’s looking down at them, almost as if he forgot that they could hold hands. he’s a fool, how could he have forgotten how perfect lucas’ fingers slot between his own.
❝ ton mec est le plus beau? impossible.❞ he can’t stay away anymore, (not that they were that far apart to begin with) his free hand is sliding around lucas’ waist, pulling him close, because they deserve to kiss on this boat, in the soft lights around them, and he’s leaning down to kiss lucas, he has to kiss lucas. ❝ parce que ━❞ a kiss,❝ mon mec est le plus beau. dans toute la france. sur tout le terre.❞ a longer kiss, and his fingers tease at the hem of lucas’ shirt, hand already slid under lucas’ jacket. ❝ t’es le plus parfait petit ami des ━❞ he’s nodding along with his words and he’s so close he can’t look at lucas properly without his eyes almost crossing, but he loves lucas, so it doesn’t matter, ❝ des ━ tout les temps.❞ all of time. them. forever, tout le temps, eliott et lucas, pour tout l'infini.
he’s really just not used to this, because he feels speechless. blue eyes are looking to the other boy, moments of quiet and just wondering how he got to have all of this. wondering, how it’s not too good to be true anymore, that this is love. it’s like drinking fresh water all of the time, eating sweetened strawberries. it’s love. “ ouais ? “ he’s so, so, dumb ! he needs to find a way to stop immediately saying that, but he feels breathless, it’s a whisper – eliott is taking his breath away and it’s the best kind. the next flow of words: ‘ tu mérits tout, ‘ it sends his heart over the edge, and the smile is falling, eyes are focused – because these are new words, new experiences, and a lot of first times for everything. lucas feels so lucky, he doesn’t feel so deserving, not really. but he wants to show eliott how much he actually is in love with him. his heart is rising and falling, as if it doesn’t know how to function properly right now. “ ç'est parce que je suis avec toi, “ a pause. “ je suis heureux, très heureux, “ he has to say it, he has to right now – because eliott deserves to have the little things like that. the sweet things. lucas, has ideas on how to give back, but that can be for later. there’s a gasp that’s leaving him as soon as eliott pulls him close, grin recovering onto softer features, and he’s breathing him in like a favorite memory.
the kisses have made him drunk, a little non-responsive to what’s being said at the moment. “ dans tout l'univers ? “ a whisper, and, he’s trying so hard to not drown himself in more kisses like – deepening the soft ones, pulling him back because words don’t really matter right now. he’s leaning more in, exhaling when the other boy pulls away as if that was his last bit of air that was leaving him. the final exit, and he would be so content with something like that. eliott’s hands, when they meet his skin are the effect of burning trails. every inch and unmapped route, and eliott is begging to leave something along them. “ merci pour tout, “ you didn’t have to do this, sits dangerously on his tongue, because really lucas knows he won’t win this side of the conversation. “ tu sais – “ he’s feeling a little head-rush from a lot of things. “ théoriquement, il a été prouvé que la porte sur laquelle Jack et Rose avaient flotté était assez grande pour les deux? “ brows are slightly raised, almost in amusement, a smile is following but – “ je ne te laisserais jamais traverser quelque chose d'aussi grave, parce que je suis ici. “ maybe not exactly floating on the door in freezing water, maybe the door represents all the bad things in life. “ je promets, “ eyes stay on the other boy, and he’s bringing his hand close to plant kisses. it actually feels a bit frightening, talking about something that’s not serious – because it means more, and lucas needs him to know that.
nopeeeeee fuck that :) je suis très malade ,,,,,,,
“ je me sens un peu mal sachant que vous avez dépensé de l'argent pour tout cela, “ it still feels like he can’t really breathe right now– no one’s done something like this for him. he’s never expected anyone to do that, he’s never thought he was going to have anything like this. it’s making his heart leap, and he’s looking at eliott, at the water. his mind goes straight to titanic, to when they watched that – he’s kind of laughing to himself here, for just thinking about that. arms are around eliott’s waist, and right now lucas feels like he can’t let go. “ vous êtes très suprenant. “ it leaves him in a whisper, and he’s gazing up, his face is feeling warm – he thinks he won’t be able to keep his emotions from expressing everything, all at once. ‘ kiss me ‘ has been written on his face since the moment they arrived. his hand is slowly moving along eliott’s forearm until fingers are intertwined. “ j’aime tout, “ he thinks he’s falling deeper and deeper in love with eliott, how dangerous that is for him to do that – but there’s a lot of things to consider : the very important one being that nothing else matters.
his legs are shaking – his heart is beating so fast. his face falls serious because, he’s again, thinking about how no one else has done this before. not for him. it makes him have a tighter grip on eliott’s hand. “ mon mec est le plus beau, le meilleur petit ami de toute la france. “ these things, only meant for eliott to hear – but lucas will tell everyone, like he always wants to.
@cestlemoment u knew this was happening /:
i will never Let It Go that one of the places lucas mentioned to go see was sephora
homme de ma vie.
17:45, mercredi, mars 13 / @garconlost
[ à lucas ] tu me manques, déjà 😍 [ à lucas ] aujourd'hui était tellement tellement tellement tellement sympa 💛💛💛💛💛 [ à lucas ] j'aime t'avoir dans mes bras 💕💕💛 [ à lucas ] je peux encore sentir tes lèvres 😘
( à eliott ) merci d'être venu ça ne serait pas pareil sans toi 😊💛 ( à eliott ) je me suis presque endormi dans tes bras 😭🙈 ( à eliott ) tu me manques toujours 🙈 ( à eliott ) peut-être que Lisa va oublier d'être en colère et vous pouvez venir juste ce soir 😍s’il vous plaîtttttttttttttt 💛💛💛😘😘
