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⋤A WILD MISSINGNO. HAS APPEARED⋥

⋤All About Alban.⋥

Im using this as a base for journaling myself and my recovery, while possibly finding others similar to me so i stop feeling " out of place" and am able to come to terms fully.

i am a MissingNotic para

I perfer if MAPs wouldn't interact, but i cant stop you. If your anti contact, then I don't mind- I will keep an eye on you, yes- but I don't mind. Otherwise please dni for your safety and recovery.

⋤More About Me⋥

I'm a minor. I'm not that smart sometimes, nor too quick. I'm autistic , and I'm dating someone ( For their privacy if i ever to refer to them in any way for what ever reason [ will be positive] i will willing call them mouse . I'm mixed I'm Mexican and Romani and because of how my race and religion are heavily affected and influence by my race ( in my opinion). I would perfer if Zoo's wouldn't interact, as to me it goes against my veiw on religion

Now. I'd like to say; As this will act like q journal to my journey to a recovery. This blog will contain talk about; Sex, Murder, blood, possibly medical things, and sleeping with it all. Im a dormaphile, hemophilie, erotophonophilia/autassassinophilia, possibly Peiramaphile( Judging by info i see this is medical based.) and possibly more. So please keep that in mind when reading. I'm going to represent myself with drawings of Kabutops!missingno, or this ( bottom) image, why? because i think it's cute, and its a thing i heavily kin. So i use them for coping art ( Here if i do post it will post very littles amount.) I love my understanding partner, and I'm doing this blog hoping that it will help me get better for them.

Im a minor and a dog/cat owner and dog-kin; I'd would perfer if Zoo and MAPS wouldn't interact, but i won't stop you. As if i excluded you i'd be a hypocrite in terms of pro-recovery.

⋤G4m3 Cr4$%ed⋥

[Blinkies and other collecteds under cut]

scr-ppup

[ID/A dark red line with gold lining and a repeating star and half moon pattern./end ID]

Para-punk

[PT/Para-punk/end PT]]

Para-punk label is a stance and an identity that in short supports general punk beliefs, alignment to the left on political views with anti-government sentiment and economic beliefs, it also supports the recovery and help of paraphiles.

[ID/two rectangular flags of 7 even horizontal stripes, the colors go from top to bottom as emerald, dull emerald, dark teal, teal, vibrant red, dark red, and black. The first flag has a symbol that consists of a small circle underneath the anarchy A (a crookedly drawn A) symbol with a half circle arrow coming from the top of it and curving from top to left side with a plus sign/black red cross symbol connected to the circle and positioned on the left side of the A. The second flag is without a symbol./end ID]

[ID/A dark red line with gold lining and a repeating star and half moon pattern./end ID]

Requested by @a-para-doxical-situation

The colors of the flag has been inspired by these two (this link & this link) paraphile flags I found (anti c), one for paraphiliac disorder awarness specifically and one a general paraphilia flag. Otherwise it's the general interpretation of punk & leftist coloring for the red & black at the bottom.

This stance is not to be weaponized and used against folks. It's meaning is to uplift. Thank you.

Taglist: @radiomogai @obscurian @mad-pride

sysboxes

[Text: This system wishes all rroma a great international romani day!]

[ Text: This system is Romani]

[ Text: This system is proud to be romani]

Happy International Romani Day from Mod Luxray, this blogs resident Rroma!! Me mangav tut! Dja devlesa!!

#im romani^^#teehee

cannibalchicken

🧍‍♂️

fruitsoftheweb

How Surface Texture Affects Bloodstain Patterns

willgrahamscock

make prev drink a potion

love potion (they’re now obsessed with you)

friend potion (you are now permanently bonded)

transform potion (prev is now a creature of your choosing)

health potion (prev is now healed of all ailments)

curse potion (prev now bears The Curse forever)

invisibility potion (the horrors can no longer find prev)

blood potion (prev is experiencing tooth pain and sun sensitivity)

evil potion (prev is now allowed to be evil, oh god what have you done)

strength potion (prev is no longer encumbered by small tasks)

size potion (prev can fit in your pocket, for safer and easier travels)

mysterious potion (what… was in this again?)

you accidentally spill all of them on prev (uhm prev is visibly… uh happy)

Voting ended onApr 12, 2024

play potions with your followers, but watch out..

brightside-brigade

health potion. Feel better, fren.

brightside-brigade

transform potion! Boom! Insta transition!!!

#Accidentally spilled all:(#albans alliterative laughs

willgrahamscock

make prev drink a potion

love potion (they’re now obsessed with you)

friend potion (you are now permanently bonded)

transform potion (prev is now a creature of your choosing)

health potion (prev is now healed of all ailments)

curse potion (prev now bears The Curse forever)

invisibility potion (the horrors can no longer find prev)

blood potion (prev is experiencing tooth pain and sun sensitivity)

evil potion (prev is now allowed to be evil, oh god what have you done)

strength potion (prev is no longer encumbered by small tasks)

size potion (prev can fit in your pocket, for safer and easier travels)

mysterious potion (what… was in this again?)

you accidentally spill all of them on prev (uhm prev is visibly… uh happy)

Voting ended onApr 12, 2024

play potions with your followers, but watch out..

brightside-brigade

health potion. Feel better, fren.

brightside-brigade

transform potion! Boom! Insta transition!!!

dollishvampireblood

You already look so cute but you would look even cuter if you wore my guts around your neck like a scarf..... ♡

gender-mailman

Sleepgorture!

A gender connected to being a gorture sleepyhead; this gender is connected to gorture aesthetics, sleepycore, and being soporine

Coined by me. Requested by no one. Tagging @en8y

eternica

[ image id : two rectangular thirteen striped flags . First flag has the second and twelfth line as a zigzag and the fourth line is wavy with blood dripping down , the tenth line is wavy without the blood . There is a heart in the middle that looks like the top of meat . The colors are as follows from top to bottom on the first flag , dark red , scarlet red , light scarlet red , pinkish red , orange red , orange , and scarlet red . The second flag has the same colors but the second and first line are switched . / end id ]

Cannixual Attraction

[ Pt / cannixual attraction / end Pt ]

+*°•🥩¿ - A form of attraction characterized by sexuality and cannibalistic urges , this could include but not limited to wanting to cannibalize or be cannibalized by someone one may have sexual relations with etc .

Bases used by @webby-mogai 's term " cannibalistic attraction " hy haven't seen one for sexual cannibalistic attraction yet so hy have coined it .

This is not a gender . Do not tag as such . Do not post anywhere without hy permission .

eternica

Less Eyestained Version

[ Pt / less eyestrained version / end id ]

Hy made less eyestrained versions because now I realize it may be inaccessible in color . Hy however have no spoons at the moment for putting in an image id so anyone is free to help ^^' .

Tagging for help of id @accessmogai

cute-emo-boi

Rb if u have a 'disgusting attraction™' :3

cannibalm

Please, please stop screaming. Please. This is it, I promise I won’t cut you any more. I’m sorry, I couldn’t help myself.. you just taste so good..

Huh…? …Why am I unbuckling my pants? I only said I won’t cut you anymore, not that I wouldn’t fuck them. Just look away, baby. I’ll cum quick.

⚔Para confession. ⚔

I'm so tired of myself, i hate the big 3 and having one sometimes its so frustrating and i can't stand it it makes me sick when i think about it. i crave so much to be with something i shouldn't, for somthing thats not of this world, skin barely attached to the bones, the corpse. I feel so gross about it though, i know due to my culture- My personal veiw on religion, and my morals, i shouldn't. I CANT. but its so SO tempting, the way i crave it. the way i want it. i want a corpse. to myself, it can be fresh or few months old i dont care. I want my corpse perserved and used i CRAVE and Fantasize about it so often i get red and melty at the idea of a barely attached jaw, rotten tounge, all of it. But its wrong. I know i never could, my culture religion and morals seeing the dead as sacred and that would be the ultimate disrespect. But also my own phobias, fears of hospitals and having tk explain how i got it at all... i dont know this was a ramble..