what did i forget

i want to be small like a kid again trauma blog. adult.

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[murderous-666-666]

" There are all kinds of addicts, I guess. We all have pain. And we all look for ways to make the pain go away. "

- Sherman Alexie

[carloslikesdoritos]

Trust me, not even the love that u got from your can't save you, to get addicted

[cocainegirly]

I can’t wait to get high. I don’t care about anything but drugs anymore man

[moresoulpoetry]

Let's destroy our bodies so we can find our souls.

[gothigh2fly]

"At some days, I really miss being constantly drunk or high. At least my life then had a purpose."

[letterswithblood]

cigarettes make you calm

alcohol makes you forget

drugs make you happy

starving makes you proud

sex makes you feel loved

self-harm makes you numb

sleep makes you stop feeling

[lost-cause-666]

I wish I could feel something without needing to be on drugs or hurting myself.

[mentalillnesssucks01]

I never felt so much hate, disgust and disappointment at the same time just by thinking about me, who i am, how i look and what i do

I’m better of dead, but nobody wants to admit that their life’s would be better without me

They should just let me go, to fuckin end this torture. We secretly know it would be better for all of us.

[rotten-innocence]

Haha I Want To Relapse

[iwanttobefuckingdinosaur]

⚠️TW : self harm⚠️

[aagainandagainand]

unbridled sorrow runs pulsating in the sinew, maddening

the gravel runs hot against the soles

painfully painstakingly pushing

ants crawl out of the hill

searching, desperate.

despair runs raw in the heart, tiny and consuming,

gravel gives way to soil; cool against the circle brands

washing infiltrating corrupt

tiny black bodies congregate on the heels

searching, finding.

hungry

they find the holes

hungry

the sinew guides them

hungry, hungry

they have found haven

quivering lonely, the muscles throb screaming

soil hope bleeds under the nails

fading grey sick

tears fall from the mouth

the eyes give birth to love

bright blinding lethargic

visceral silence fills the bones

unwavering suns bleach them

cleansing rains never come

tiny black bodies hold mass

reverent veiled holy

they weave and weave themselves in preparation for their arrival;

as their children, spindly and fair, breach from their backs

[aagainandagainand]

bunny man screams at night bunny man screams at night bunny man screams at night bunny man screams at night bunny man screams at night bunny man screams at night i rip the claws from his fingers bunny man screams at night the shadows of his fallen tears paint the floor red he sobs

bunnyman screams at night ä

he screams he screams he screams he screams

he screams as i kiss his wounded hands

he sobs

for he lacks the answer

to his own

question.

bunny man screams at night

he still screams and screams and screams and screams

he still screams as i tear the fur from his back

his muscles quiver and throb as the red turns to ants

and he still sobs

he sobs for the answer

because the answer

is him.

oh, how he wails.

[aagainandagainand]

i can feel myself fading.

my bones crumbling and

the weight of my heart

dragging me down

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