Stalia Secret Easter Bunny
Hii @bilesallenskiimagines I’m your Secret Easter Bunny, I’ve had a lot of fun talking to you, it was nice to get to know a little bit someone who also loves Stalia! Again sorry for not asking questions till just weeks ago.
I’m sorry, I’m sorry for everything I did that hurt you, I know I’m late I should have written you this letter just after that happened. But as the coward that I am I couldn’t bring myself to do it.
I am aware that these words written in this paper won’t fix all the damage but I was hoping that at least after I tell you my side and if you want we can meet.
I kissed Lydia, after all those years of being obsessed with her I finally had her, I had spent years dreaming of what dating Lydia and hearing those three words come out of her mouth. But in once I got it felt empty, the thing I expected to feel, the butterflies that everyone said I’d feel when I kissed the one didn’t appear, and then I saw you. I saw you, your electric blue eyes shining bright but they weren’t accompanied by that beautiful smile you used to wear, those eyes were filled with tears and the smile drawn onto your rosy lips was forced. I’m sorry I should have noticed earlier that Lydia was just an obsession like when we are kids and we want a toy so badly but when we get it, it isn’t what you expected, after that I spent hours trying to figure out why and you were the only thing on my mind, I broke our promise I left without you and now that I’m coming back I hope your still there.
If you’re still there please come meet me at the place where I showed you that I trust you, come the 26th of October.
Here I am, Lydia’s lake house basement, there still are the claw marks. Being here brings so many memories, all hose full moons trying to control my powers and then that night, the night that I felt most scared but also the night I felt more loved and cared about.
That night I discovered that just the sound of his voice helped me concentrate more than any exercise or practice Scott ever made me do.
“Hey” I turn around to see him; my anchor, my first kiss, my first time, the first person I cared about in a long time, the one that made being human worth it.
“Hi” and just with that his signature smirk appears “listen can we have that talk somewhere other than here, I just don’t feel comfortable right now”
And with that we ended up walking around in the forest, surrounded by the sound of the wind making the warm-coloured leaves fall, dancing around till they hit the ground.
“I’m sorry” his soft voice brought me back from my trance “I’ so sorry Mal, I know I can’t just fix everything I did but please just let m-“
“Just shut up and come here Stiles” I hugged him, I hugged him and the black hole that I felt inside me disappeared, I don’t care if I had him as a friend, as a brother or as a boyfriend all I wanted was for him to be by y side when I needed him to.
Hope you liked it! (I’m not the best at writing)