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I feel OBESE after having my son, but it’s good to know that I still GOT IT hehehehe. I got to skip the line at the license branch because the security guard thought I was pretty 😹😹 hell yeah!

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I don’t usually respond to Facebook drama, but this INCENSED MEEEEE. Like mf are you calling me poor because I don’t wanna spend $200 on some tee ball pictures!? Lmao like what!!! I literally haven’t spoken to this girl in over 10 years, and we were never even friends, just classmates. She wasn’t even in all AP classes, so I never saw her. It’s giving privilege lol. She blocked me after, too, so I know she felt like a dumbass.

Also just because I CAN afford shit, doesn’t mean that I wanna spend money on it! I’m cheap! 😹 I’d have rather spent that $200 taking my daughter to go do cool shit, but I’m a memory hoarder.

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took out my birth control and immediately got pregnant even though they said it might take a while 🫠😹 ya girl is fertileeeee hahahaha dayum

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There wasn’t a heartbeat on the ultrasound, she stopped growing at 6 weeks 5 days. I’ll always remember my sweet Baby B2. But FUCK does my heart hurt so bad…

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took out my birth control and immediately got pregnant even though they said it might take a while 🫠😹 ya girl is fertileeeee hahahaha dayum

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SO i kinda figured he was gonna do it on 11/11 because he asked me like 3 months ago if we had plans on that weekend 😹 but anyway, so we went out to dinner at this super fancy restaurant, and i thought he was gonna do it there but he DIDNT. but i drank like 3 espresso martinis and was turnttt 😹 so after we left i was like “i thought you were gonna propose!!!” and i listed all the things i just said and he was just like ope lol. but he said we were gonna go to our friend’s house to watch the fights after dinner, so we headed that way….. OR SO I THOUGHT. the gps said we were close to our destination, then josh was like “i gotta pee” but i’m like we’re almost there?? just pee there? but he has a baby bladder, so i was like whatever go pee lol. then right at 11:11 on 11/11 he was like “yeah we’re not going to keg’s. we’re actually at the place i got adopted at from korea. i started my life in america here and i wanna start my life with you here” 😭😭😭😭😭 i was sobbing!!!

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I CANT BELIEVE IM A WHOLE ASS FIANCÉE!!!

IM STILL IN DISBELIEF!!!!!!!

11/11 at 11:11pm 😭♥️

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it’s so crazy trying to have a baby on PURPOSE lol. like fuckkk that’s so hot hahahahaha impregnate meeeeee

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i can’t WAIT to pop out this next baby and get me some new tig o’ bittiezzzzz!!! breast feeding has destroyed my awesome boobs, i want DDDs 😹

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almost 100 pounds down since march. holy shit. i relapsed so hard into my eating disorder and no one bats an eye because i’m still not small. society is weird isn’t it?? even my own family just congratulates me 😹 lololol oh well. not eating helps me cope with stress, so maybe it’s good i don’t have people harping on me about it. i kinda wish someone cared, but i also don’t want people in my business. josh cares, but i told him not to bother me unless i get really sick. i still eat at dinner time and only purge if it’s really bad food. for once i’m not starving because i’m sad! i’m not super depressed or anything. i just wanna be a hot mom and partner for josh. i’ll be small again by the end of the real, i’m almost at pre-baby weight. i wanna be just 10 pounds less than that.

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my gay side has been trying to come out SO hard lately 😭 all i can think about is smooching and loving on a beautiful woman ugh!!! idk why i keep thinking about it… i love josh so much. our relationship is amazing, and our sex life is poppin!! the bi girl in a straight relationship problem is R E A L. i wish i could have a girlfriend, too, but i’m a hypocrite and wouldn’t want josh to see anyone else but me 🫠

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my ego was boosted by a hundred million yesterday at the fair. i ordered some food, and when i went to the pickup line i smiled and said thank you. the worker literally stumbled over their words and said “sorry but i think you’re one of the most beautiful people i’ve ever seen” 🥹😭 bitch THANK YOU WHAT. she made my whole entire life, i can’t even. i felt like i was in a movie lol.

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about to k m s because my birthday is in less than 2 weeks, and i can’t find anything to wear 🙃 i’ve lost 70 pounds and still feel like a WHALE

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i just love my daughter so much y’all, my vocabulary isn’t big enough to put it into words. there is nothing in the world that i wouldn’t do for her. it’s so scary that she’s gonna be out in this terrible world one day, i just want to keep her safe forever.

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i’ve lost 30 pounds in one month WOOHOO. now for the other million lmfao

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make that 45 in TWO MONTHS

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60 pounds doooooowwwwwwwnnnnnnn.

still fucking miserable lmfao

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i just watched juno for the first time in like 10 years, and WOW that shit hit DIFFERENT since having a child!!! bitchhhhhh i was fucking sobbing, like heaving with tears when she didn’t keep her baby. i couldn’t imagine giving up the child that you grew inside of you for 40 weeks, labored for hours over, and painfully pushed out of your hoo-hah. that’s a type of pain i could never bear, i feel so hard for the moms that have to make that decision because it had me over here sick afffff. gonna hold my kiko baby extra extra extra tight

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i’ve lost 30 pounds in one month WOOHOO. now for the other million lmfao

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make that 45 in TWO MONTHS

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i’ve lost 30 pounds in one month WOOHOO. now for the other million lmfao