No Regrets, Just Love

I’m the only one of me. Baby, that’s the fun of me! 💖🦋🌈

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Quarantine Day 38

So here’s a little rundown on the Metro Manila lockdown just to keep in track.

ECQ Season 1 (March 17 - April 14, 2020)

ECQ Season 2 (April 7 - April 30, 2020)

ECQ Season 3 (April 24 - May 15, 2020)

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Quarantine Day 26

The Enhanced Community Quarantine was supposed to end this week, but the government decided to extend for another 2 weeks and I haven’t been productive for these past few weeks either. Help!

On the other hand, I finally got the chance to watch these anime films!

Sprited Away

Your Name. (Kimi No Na Wa.)

A Silent Voice

Weathering With You

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Pope Francis on Twitter

“Jesus experienced total abandonment in a situation he had never before experienced in order to be one with us in everything. He did it for

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So, I was watching this Netflix film ‘To All The Boys I’ve loved before’ last night and this line just really hit me hard.

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Isayama’s Message in Bessatsu Shonen Magazine June 2019 Issue

“How many hundreds of times do I still need to tell you ‘go watch Game of Thrones’ so that you will watch it?!”

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Noted 👌🏻

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apparently, I joined this tumblr place at 05/30/2015 8:58:27 AM.

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#tumblr #memories #abbybianx #personal

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Fourth Sunday in Ordinary Time

Reading 2 1 COR 12:31—13:13

Brothers and sisters:

Strive eagerly for the greatest spiritual gifts.

But I shall show you a still more excellent way.

If I speak in human and angelic tongues,

but do not have love,

I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal.

And if I have the gift of prophecy,

and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge;

if I have all faith so as to move mountains,

but do not have love, I am nothing.

If I give away everything I own,

and if I hand my body over so that I may boast,

but do not have love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind.

It is not jealous, it is not pompous,

It is not inflated, it is not rude,

it does not seek its own interests,

it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury,

it does not rejoice over wrongdoing

but rejoices with the truth.

It bears all things, believes all things,

hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never fails.

If there are prophecies, they will be brought to nothing;

if tongues, they will cease;

if knowledge, it will be brought to nothing.

For we know partially and we prophesy partially,

but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away.

When I was a child, I used to talk as a child,

think as a child, reason as a child;

when I became a man, I put aside childish things.

At present we see indistinctly, as in a mirror,

but then face to face.

At present I know partially;

then I shall know fully, as I am fully known.

So faith, hope, love remain, these three;

but the greatest of these is love.

February 3 2019

Fourth Sunday in Ordinary Time

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Fifth Sunday in Ordinary Time (Reading 1 JB 7:1-4, 6-7)

Job spoke, saying: Is not man’s life on earth a drudgery?

Are not his days those of hirelings?

He is a slave who longs for the shade,

a hireling who waits for his wages.

So I have been assigned months of misery,

and troubled nights have been allotted to me.

If in bed I say, “When shall I arise?”

then the night drags on;

I am filled with restlessness until the dawn.

My days are swifter than a weaver’s shuttle;

they come to an end without hope.

Remember that my life is like the wind;

I shall not see happiness again.

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Yêu Thương

Yêu thương là một thứ thật mong manh, dễ vỡ. Nhưng dù cho có vỡ nát, tan tành, vẫn để lại thương tích và ký ức.

Con người ta, không đủ yêu thương cũng bất hạnh, quá nhiều yêu thương cũng bất hạnh. Chỉ nhận yêu thương cũng không đủ và chỉ cho yêu thương cũng không trọn. 

Một trái tim có thể yêu bao nhiêu người một lúc? Vì sao khi yêu nhau ai ai cũng nhất mực là chỉ riêng một mình chiếm giữ yêu thương của đối phương? Trong tim những ai từng yêu đều có người đầu tiên, người yêu nhất, người làm tổn thương nhất, người chia sẻ nhiều nhất và người của hiện tại. Thật may mắn nếu có thể cộng điều 1, 2, 4 và 5 vào với nhau, quên điều thứ 3 đi, nhưng một khi đã yêu một ai đó thì chắc chắn nó sẽ lần mò xuất hiện. 

Có trong tim không có nghĩa là đang yêu, chỉ có nghĩa là yêu thương tồn đọng, nhỏ giọt. Có thể khi nhìn thấy sẽ rung động, nhưng chỉ là nhất thời nhớ lại một chút yêu thương còn vương vấn. Hiện tại không nên so bì với quá khứ, lại càng không nên tỉ thí với tương lai. Hiện tại nên cứ là hiện tại, là người được cho là đang yêu và là hố đen của tình cảm. 

Lỡ một sau này hiện tại có trở thành quá khứ, thì cũng trở thành yêu thương nhỏ giọt, đọng lại một chút đau lòng, một chút nhớ nhung, âu cũng chỉ là vòng xoay luẩn quẩn. 

Khi nào cân bằng sự yêu thương thì sẽ tìm thấy được điểm đến. Điểm đến là hội tụ của sự yêu thương. 

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Hannah Baker's Poem // 13 Reasons Why

Today I am wearing lacy black underwear For the sole purpose of knowing I am wearing them. And underneath that? I am absolutely naked. And I've got skin. Miles and miles of skin; I've got skin to cover all my thoughts like Saran Wrap that you can see through to what leftovers are inside from the night before. And despite what you might think, my skin is not rough; nor is it bullet-proof. My skin is soft, and smooth, and easily scarred. But that doesn't matter, right? You don't care about how soft my skin is. You just want to hear about what my fingers do in the dark. But what if all they do is crack open windows? So I can see lightning through the clouds. What if all they crave is a jungle gym to climb for a taste of fresher air? What if all they reach for is a notebook or a hand to hold? But that's not the story you want. You are licking your lips and baring your teeth. Just once I would like to be the direction someone else is going. I don't need to be the water in the well. I don't need to be the well. But I'd like to not be the ground anymore. I'd like to not be the thing people dig their hands in anymore. Some girls know all the lyrics to each other's songs. They find harmonies in their laughter. Their linked elbows echo in tune. What if I can't hum on key? What if my melodies are the ones nobody hears? Some people can recognize a tree, A front yard, and know they've made it home. How many circles can I walk in before I give up looking? How long before I'm lost for good. It must be possible to swim in the ocean of the one you love without drowning. It must be possible to swim without becoming water yourself. But I keep swallowing what I thought was air. I keep finding stones tied to my feet.

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May 2, 2017: I promised myself that on I'd be traveling to Palais du Trocadéro 10 years after! 😙

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Oh yeah!

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Keep the Faith! 🙏

May 23 - Submitted all my admission requirements

May 30 - Took the Graduate Admission Test

June 7 … and so it’s been a week. I’ve been so anxious lately. Looking for the previous experiences of various people who were once in my shoes. Here am I thinking of all those positive things and still keeping my hopes up. I just hope and pray that things would all go well.

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SOS

Help! I'm in serious trouble now. It's as though I haven't really studied at all. All these years of hardships in my academic life weren't really paying off. I feel sorry that I just realized that I haven't really got those literacy skills. I thought I just suck at numbers, but I suck at everything. I lack knowledge and understanding on every concept. I'm not really good in writing at all.

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Feeling Tip top I'm not gonna stop tapping my shoes

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Look at my dork face right after I was done with the Exam 😝

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Intro

Hey, is this thing on? I'm not really good in introduction at all. I'm just new here and checking out on how to use the features of this blog thingy. What could you expect from here, It's just me and my nonsense babbling. I'm kinda lost for words since it's been a long time that I've expressed myself this way. Hmm.. Oh yeah, I'm gonna use this to practice my long forgotten skill in writing (if I really do had one). What would more could I say? . . It's raining cats and dogs outside. The thunder's also kinda freakin me out. . So I'm outta here!