ABLAQLILY

Music, Orcas, photography is my life. And Seungho and MBLAQ. CEO OF MBLAQUSA.

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Solar eclipse, personified.

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So cool

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So handsome

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Your future self is watching you right now through memories.

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not if i drink enough alcohol! take that you prying creep

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lol I'm with him 🙌👏

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Model and deaf activist Nyle DiMarco discusses his eponymous foundation

Model and deaf activist Nyle DiMarco is known to many as the Season 22 winner of the reality competition show "Dancing With the Stars."

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Wow he is hot! I love signing. It is so beautiful.

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8 Hands, 1 Piano! Watch more!

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Whoa this is awesome!

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Well, you know.. I’ve just always been this way.

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My love for Emma is like my love for chocolate

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Always second best

I'm just very upset. That nothing I do is ever good enough for anyone. I'm so overwhelmed and I get put down because I'm not at their beck and call. Or clean everything everyday or whatever the bitch is for that day. Yesterday was a very hard day. My friends friend lost her baby. That affected me so much. I cried for hours. Among those tears I spent that time making a portfolio that I was afraid to send. On top of which Ella was helping me manage the extreme pain I was in. She gave me a bath, made dinner and was there for me. Other then the times jenn had come over, someone helped take care of me when I needed it. I never ask for it cause I hate being a burden. I have been angry and hurt since harley died. A very at Krista and my mom. Lonely without her. I have been struggling to remember I deserve happiness too. To be someone better then I've been since that stupid person took my life away from me. Accusing me of something I never did. Trying to put the pieces back together. I am not selfish. I lost everything the last five yrs. my friends, my job, my house, my cat...im a shell. Going. To school was a step to being back a part of me. I'm over weight because I never feel good enough for anything. Everyday I have to look in the mirror and encourage myself to be something and someone. And remind myself I deserve better. I have spent so long trying to be worth something. I didn't become who I want to be. The person I long to be everyday. I regret everything in life most of the time. So I try to be someone that is second best. That is who I've always been. Everyone's second best. The things I am proud of in life that I thought would make people proud don't. No one cares. Somewhere along the way I failed everyone. And now I'm just that person. Nothing more. Always less.

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Awww

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160720 [FANART] Seungho 

Credit : @ cantnoir827

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Via Jeffrey Ooms (HansonGuy.com)

Hanson will be on ABC’s Greatest Hits show which begins airing this Thursday. They will be on the July 7th episode at 9pm EDT.

[2ndjoon]

Official MBLAQ Albums + Concert DVDs Clearance

Albums

2nd Single Album [Y]

3rd Mini Album Mona Lisa

4th Mini Album BLAQ% Ver

5th Mini Album Sexy Beat w/ Mir Photocard

5th Mini Special Album Love Beat

6th Mini Album Broken w/ Joon Photocard

7th Mini Album Winter

MBLAQ Vol. 1 BLAQ Style 3D Edition

$10 each, $15 for those with photocards

Concert DVDS + Photobooks

Men in MBLAQ 2011 First Live Concert DVD

This Is War Music Story DVD Collection

Mona Lisa Style First Special DVD

$25 each

Mostly still in perfect/good condition but do pm me for more pics if you are interested.

I ship worldwide but additional shipping charges apply.

CONTACT:

Twitter: @2ndjoon (for fast replies)

Email: [email protected]

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Beauty don’t care 💋

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Mmm sexy...

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Aww I love TTA Taylor. He's forever my first love.

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160626 Seungho’s Twitter & Instagram with Chaemi’s Letter

It’s a letter from Chaemi during waiting time

I’m called oppa(30 years old), Kyungho-hyung(manager Kevin) is uncle(32 years old), Hyunghak(Kwangrok-sunbaenim’s manager, 28 years old) is ajussi ?? lol Why? kekekekekekeke #Seungho #Chaemi #RockNRollGrandpa #Letter #Hoot

[Chaemi’s Letter]

To. Seungho Oppa Oppa, Hello? It’s Chaemi. Uhm… When I saw oppa first, I felt awkward, But I became familiar with you. So, when we took farewell last time, I was sad. By the way, I was so happy to meet you again. Even though we’ll say goodbye a bit later, See you again~^^ Bye - bye - From Chaemi

https://www.instagram.com/p/BHGTVnjht79/

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Awww....

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Falling away

I miss being young. So much sometimes it hurts. I miss being normal. Instead of the shitty fucked up person I am. Where I had a possible life and could be someone. Where I wasn't afraid. I miss the mblaq days of 2009. When I first fell in love with them. When they were so popular. When Seungho was my anchor in life. And Korean was a new world. When I couldn't get enough of them. When I dreamed and made plans. When I felt connected and whole. When everything made sense. When life seemed livable. When I could have fun and no one cared. When I could be myself. When I had a good job and dreams were possible. When I was healthier then I am now. When my family and friends were healthier. When I had my own place and I still had time to be me. When I was datable and guys wanted to be with me. When I wasn't accused of something I didn't do. When I wasn't stripped of my reputation and people didn't see me different. When everyone believed In me. When my dreams didn't die. When I wasn't fat and unwanted. When I didn't love with my mom and relied on her for basic life. When I could walk and stand for more then and hr. When I wasn't robbed of being a mom and wife. When dreams crumble and your not enough. When I wasn't faking happy. When all I want is to start over. When my kitty comes back to me cause I miss her everyday. When my dog comes back to me chase I miss her everyday. When my heart is broken because he doesn't want me. When I'm forgotten everyday. When I contemplate leaving the world that I've created. One in which I'm alone. One in which sadness and heartache and despair live and breathe everyday. One in which im weak. Where dreams are forgotten. I'm this blob who can't do anything cause she's to scared and fat to be anything else. One in which daily I remind myself life is worth it. No matter what. Even through the shit and pain and hell my entire life has been. Where Seungho is still my life jacket keeping me from drowning. He's been slipping away. Slowly he's been slipping. Where I feel god slipping. He can't. Cause I need something to hold onto. Idk what to do. I just keep feeling like I'm drowning. It's worth it. Stay in the light. It's worth it.