so i'm not going to do any super descriptive post about this because talking about this makes me very uncomfortable, but i dont want anyone else to go through what i went through with this person. i also dont want to give too much attention to Dolly either because i know that is what she wants and it is why she always talks about dating Chris even though Chris has expressed his discomfort with having a girlfriend on the internet anyway but yeah.
i also want to give some love to those who came out to talk about their experiences with rose (i forgot her @ because i didnt interact with her but yeah) and the other ppl with juno/bri. you all gave me the courage to speak up about my own uncomfortable experiences with an adult here and that is why i feel open enough to make this post or to even make this account despite me making the decision never to come on this app again. i want to thank people like @nickssidewitch and @sleepysturns for talking about their experiences with Dolly and exposing Dolly's lies on here. they made really good posts with valid points on how Dolly is lying to everyone and how she has manipulated people and stuff so here are the links that i could find about her. kiki's posts 1 and 2, sleepysturns post, mattslvrxo post. there's probably more but thats all i saw.
a bit about me: i'm 15, i used to have an actual fan account on here but i deleted it when i started to feel uncomfortable in this space. not only because of my experiences with Dolly, but also just due to other adults making this space uncomfortable for other minors. im staying anonymous because i dont want to be back in this space and because i dont wanna be attacked by anyone, and i dont want any friends to be attacked either.
so here's my experience with Dolly: she and i used to talk a lot before i left. she knew my age- it was in my pinned post. it started out with me as an anon but then she and i would talk in the dms. it was normal talk at first, like sometimes i'd talk about going to high school and how a teacher was a pain in the ass, or sometimes we would talk about fanfics, or sometimes we would talk about her relationship with chris and stuff and how @sturniolofruitloop was in a relationship with matt (this isnt true either btw) and wtv.
but then the conversations would start getting icky and sexual. like at first it would be her making jokes about chris or matt or both like "you know what i mean ;)" jokes. but then she would talk about one time chris having a piss kink and doing it in her mouth. i didnt stop her from talking about that because i even though i felt uncomfortable, i didnt think i should have felt uncomfortable by that? like i felt kinda guilty idk. there was one time where we were having a talk about relationships and my lack of confidence in them and then i said something about how i felt like i was missing out on relationships and sex and whatever and i was saying how one of my friends already lost her virginity. i know thats something i probably shouldn't have brought up even if it was just an example of me not making milestones, but where the problem lies is that dolly continued from that example. she made a comment like "well when you get older, you can join me and chris ;)". she even would make sex jokes about having had a threesome with matt and chris before and how nick kissed her.
there were a few more conversations we had after that though, some sexual, some not. the reason why i kept talking to her is because i didnt wanna seem mean, and i also thought that me talking about my discomfort on those topics would make me seem weak or that i didnt trust her or something. i did express me not liking to talk about sex sometimes because i never had sex, and one time she did stop but then she got back to talking about it some conversations later. in hindsight i definitely should have said something more but again i was kinda scared and i didnt wanna lose a friend or make myself a target or anything.
you're probably asking why i don't have proof of this happening and i'm actually really sorry that i don't have screenshots or recording or something. but there was one day when she was offline where i made the decision to jus stop talking to her since i didnt believe she was dating chris anymore, i was starting to feel uncomfortable especially after people started having suspicions of rose being a weirdo, and she also wanting to start talking on another platform. so that is when i panicked and i deleted our conversation and blocked her while Dolly wasnt online at some point. i wasn't thinking of "exposing" her or anything especially since there was already attention on rose that i didnt wanna take away, and i also didnt want to be targeted or anything by Dolly or Star (sturniolofruitloop) or any of the fake Matt and Chris and Nick pages because they are known to attack ppl who dont believe them or who stop talking to them or something.
i have seen on Dolly's page that she and some anons are already invalidating my experience and they are even making it about her and kiki, when kiki has zero to do with any of this other than me going to her because i felt like she was a safe space to talk about this with, especially since kiki is already aware that Dolly is lying about dating Chris and Star is lying about dating Matt and stuff. i spoke to Star about my experience as well, but she kinda talked to me in a way where it was my fault that these things happened to me because of the fact that i didnt really express my discomfort other than one time. she is keeping the middle road since she is Dolly's friend and she is faking along with her, but that doesnt make any sense to me, but idk if thats wrong or not.
i know it is kinktober and stuff and i dont wanna take away from that from anyone but i just couldnt hold this back anymore because dolly is back and is already trying to harm other people and get them to believe her and stuff, and i dont want other people to be uncomfortable or hurt by her. :(