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@abstrakt-kisser
Hello, call me Ethan, Alex, Midas, or Mimi/Minerva. I'm 23 years old, and use she/him pronouns. I have a plethora of names.
This is my selfshipping blog.
My main F/O at the moment is Abstrakt from Fo.rtn.ite. I think I am non-sharing with him.
I have anxiety and other mental health conditions. Please be patient with me.
Pro.shippers please dni.
Credits for the dividers go to: @pixopix
Anyway I've updated my blog appearance a bit! :)
I feel okay right now.
Being online makes me anxious lately. And it also makes me feel sad and stressed sometimes. I want to be online, but at the same time I don't want to be. It's odd.
But I feel okay right this moment. So that's good.
need to go home and stare at some jpgs of that guy
Is your F/O a leader or a follower?
Definitely a leader
Leans leader
A bit of both
Depends on context
Leans follower
Definitely a follower
Imagine your f/o loving you more than you could ever hate yourself.
Every mean thought you have about yourself is met with twice as much love from them. Every feature you try to hide is something they want to badly kiss. Every habit you find annoying makes them smile because it’s so unmistakably you. Every flaw you’re convinced makes you difficult to love only makes them hold you closer.
You could spend hours listing everything you dislike about yourself, and your f/o would patiently go through that list one by one telling you exactly why they adore each thing.
You hate your laugh? It’s their favorite sound.
You hate your body? They treat it with so much tenderness, like being allowed to hold you is a privilege.
You hate how sensitive you are? They love how deeply you feel and would never make you ashamed of it.
You hate the parts of yourself that are messy, awkward, needy, angry, or scared? Your f/o sees those parts and doesn’t run. They stay. They learn how to comfort you. They love you through every bad day, every insecurity, and every moment when you struggle to believe you deserve them.
Your f/o doesn’t love some imaginary “better” version of you that you think they deserve. They don’t love you despite everything you hate about yourself.
They love you…the whole complicated…imperfect, messy yet wonderful being standing in front of them.
And whenever your mind tells you that you’re unlovable, your f/o pulls you against their chest, kisses your forehead, and quietly reminds you:
“You could never hate yourself enough to make me stop loving you.”
<3333
Going to a cat cafe with your f/o and before you can even joke about adopting one a cat crawls into their lap and they look at you like this: 🥺
How I talk about my f/o's
Hello selfshipper, i would like to play a game. Infront of you is your f/o, you must- Wait. Wait i havent finished yet. Stop trying to run to them i havent finished
I know we might not talk much, I hope that everything turns okay for you, you are an amazing person, never hurt yourself... You are truly loved, and we love you/platonic
Sending lots of hugs ;3
Thank you so much, Anon. This made my day, to be honest. I have a lot of days where I am cruel to myself verbally and otherwise. So it helps to hear outside sources tell me positive things.
I think I got too in my own head about that "situation" from last year. It's not really even a situation because nothing happened, and nobody made a big deal out of it except from me bringing it up over a year later for no reason.
Anyways. I will try to move on from it now. I see now that people haven't all gathered with pitchforks and torches and that I didn't do anything malicious. I made a mistake and quickly corrected it as soon as I realised. So that should be the end of it hopefully.
Thank you again for taking the time to send me an anon message. :)
I hope this isn't out of line and I'm not a doctor but this sounds kind of like an OCD spiral with your notes on "needing to confess" and being stuck in a thought spiral. I hope you're okay /gen try to be kind to yourself.
Thank you anon for your ask and honestly you're not out of line at all in my opinion. Thank you for letting me know about OCD spirals. Thank you for reaching out to me about this.
I don't know if I have OCD, but I do have a lot of other mental health conditions. I have wondered before if I might have symptoms of OCD, but then I push that idea away because I have a lot of other conditions and then I worry that if I did try to get assessed for it, that the doctors would think I'm overreacting and it's my anxiety that is making me worry that I have OCD traits. And then I think that even if it was confirmed that I had these traits "People will think i am faking all these conditions and disorders." As in, what if people think It's impossible for me to have OCD traits if I also have other things going on..?
I don't know if it's possible for me to have it, if I already have anxiety and bipolar and some other things. I am also in the process of getting an autism diagnosis.
I lost 2 followers and I think it was because of that post. I think Im a negative and useless person and I cant even vent about it without my mind screaming "You will only be seen as attention seeking for posting this!!!
but im not prepared for so much hate and threats for my stupid past mistake.
But now its too late. And my paranoia and self hatred and irrational stuff makes me feel like i need to tell everyone here about that. That i owe it to everyone, and its punishment for myself that I tell everyone I made that mistake. Im such a fucking idiot
i should try to make myself delete my blog because I am useless and worthless in this community BUT I highly doubt i will. God Im pathetic!
I'm being told by a friend that im not a bad person, and that i did nothing wrong. but I still have irrational thoughts and idk what to call it. Are they intrusive false thoughts???? Because I know for a fact im not the ... p word.
i am attracted to people my own age or older. But what if people assume other things !!?!???
Yes, he is 18 and 19 at the start of the show, but i selfshipped with him afterwards once he was 23 in the timeline. I no longer selfship with him because last year as soon as I learnt that people might assume he's younger than 20 I stopped selfshipping with him.
im genuinely getting a headache
Hii, I've been working up the courage (curse my anxiety, lol) to send you this ask, so here goes:
I'm super curious about your selfships! Are there any fun facts or nice stories about you and Tin Man that you would like to share? And I'm not sure if you've posted about this before, but what was your first date with him like?
Also! I'm intrigued by who your new f/o is 👀
I also want to thank you for liking my posts and reblogs so often, and for being a nice positive person in the selfship community ^__^ I hope you have a good day!
Hi, Mimi! No need to worry. You can send me asks anytime, and I'll always answer ^^ 🍀✨
(Sorry for this one coming up this late..curse my nervous ass..)
Heh, glad to hear you're interested ^^ 🌟
*Deep breath*.. Okay.
Firstly..well..Tin Man and Mary used to be friends before they ended up becoming a couple. Nick was actually the closest friend Mary had in the land of Oz, and the person who understood her perfectly..💖(despite Mary having crush on him from the very beginning..She didn't know it was a crush tho, and couldn't figure out what it was..😅)
Secondly..Ooh, you're attentive 😉 I didn't tell about Mary's and Nick's first ever date yet. Heh, if we're talking about true true date..It was in Purple (Baum's variant – Yellow) Country: they've gone for a walk and despite Tin Man showing Mary whole capital.. their date ended up being in the park..On the special spot where Nick usually rests mentally: on the small hill under branches of the purple willow..
It was really cozy and romantic..🥹💗 (It was a surprise for Mary. Tin man planned everything)
Aaand..about second f/o..Oooh..Heh, well.. I'll reveal him soon, i think. But for now, he's still a mystery..❄️✨
(The only thing I'm gonna tell as a hint.. He's from Genshin Impact. Nothing more)
Thank you so much for your ask, Mimi ^^ ✨
I enjoyed answering on it) Also thank you for being nice person <3
Have a good day/evening/morning too 😊🍀✨
(image was taken from the internet)
This is so cute!! Friends to lovers is such a good trope, and you two are perfect together! ☺️ The first date on the hill under a purple willow tree sounds so sweet, aww– Nature is wonderful, and I'm imagining the scene, and it sounds lovely ^__^
Also, ooo, Genshin Impact!? I haven't played it but I've noticed a few mutuals love it, so it must be good!
(In honesty, I wasn't sure if I should reblog this because I don't know much about reblog etiquette on here. But I wanted to reply to your answer, so I'm reblogging it. I hope this is okay ^__^' )
had to do this one quickly during work but happy birthday our beloved virus freak
I wanna write and draw about a Pokemon Diamond AU for me and my partners/selfships again.
Pokemon Diamond was my first Pokemon game, and it was such a comfort for me. It's now nostalgic for me. The graphics and aesthetics are appealing, and it's got potential for a lot of fun and cozy scenarios.
I have made content like this before, on my old, first ever, selfship blog. I wrote a story about Floroma town and basking in the sun in the meadows with De.smo.nd M.il.es.
If you were handcuffed to your girl blorbo with magical unbreakable handcuffs for 24h, would you be okay with this?
I trust her, I’ll be fine
I trust her, but it’ll be a stressful 24h
It depends on what kind of day we’re having
This is gonna suck…
Other/nuance
Hey this is a reminder to anyone who needs it.
You are safe with your f/o.
Your interests are safe. Your secrets, thoughts, feelings are safe. Your body is safe. Your belongings are safe.
You two may fight or argue but it would never reach a point of physical or verbal abuse.
Even if a fight goes sideways, you two will find the time to make it up and mend things.
You won't be dismissed or ignored or be an object to put up with.
You won't be intentionally triggered or yelled at.
You're safe. You're in good hands as long as you and your f/o communicate.
You don't have to imagine a world where your f/o hates you.
