Abstruse Elucidation

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Push the treaty on unwilling fighters

The lavish, timid, and meek’s grasp getting tighter

My lighter flicks, fast flash of fire

I’m tired of never feeling inspired

Locked away in a haven

Built for Darwin’s refugees

I can’t keep praying

For some catastrophic apocalyptic masterpiece

To save me

So hate me

For hating everything

The way it is

I never said

I was satisfied with complicity

Too bound to nature

And it’s intrinsically inimical nobility

I believe

We’re all clawing viciously

Behind our awkward smiles

Towards something a fraction

Closer to divinity

Only to smother our demons

With the façade of gentle sheep

Livestock to be slaughtered

And drift off mildly into fabled peace

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I believe it Time will seize this Moment we shared Don’t shy Don’t fear Connect the moment to the source The source to the code Elevate the mind Set it to a mode Mode made friction and the diction leads static A fission of my molecules Reality automatic

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It took the words

From my lungs

To see you suddenly

Before me

No words

No time to think

Your presence came

Disarmed and made

A fool of me

For fools we were

To believe

We would find

When chasing fate

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Addicted to all of our pain

Gets off on caressing out shame

Such a shame we were all our own guide

Had to suffer to find our own might

A slight against our mightiest dreams

And I dreamt I might

Disappear into the night

Right? Left..

Left us to fracture the strong

Strengthening the dividing light

I dare you suggest that I’m wrong

While this anguish shines so bright

No more...

How dare you say that you’re bored

Right to the heart of all that was ignored

The light reigns

They say it might pour

If this doesn’t cut right to the core

I implore you give me your gaze

Dark rays right after the mourn

So dark days might cut through

This stygian maze our hearts made

When we had faith the light was our friend

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We are dying to believe it I am still trying to see it Why the hell are all these demons Steeling my heart up like a secret And I’m never going to get it But I’m never going to give up Just give me one more reason and I’ll be right along In comes the lesson I’m blessed to be stressin’ Put my soul into the blender Spread it every direction Trade my heart in for a secret But the trick is ‘can I keep it’ Well we never said it’s easy But I’ll be right along We are going somewhere Something’s always calling Let your soul surrender Wander and be free Star dive to coast of the void Alive can we speak of what’s inside Time of your life Time will tell If we’re ever going home Time never lies Taught not to see Just smile and nod Don’t stand still Lest you turn to stone Just come right along

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Let me exceed

And breath life into everything

Around me

Proceed and see

The rest of life’s dream

Can’t fight the aims of fate’s design

Loving hands must give it patience and time

Dissuade the thoughts that foreshadow failure

Persuade the light to manifest belief

Peek inside our soul

And whisper healing

Open the void

And rummage for meaning

Persistent ambition to seize the dream

Existence is our only chance to be

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Sleep close in this grey wonderland

We stand to better our bested plans

Fear not

There is beauty in faith

In the face of apprehension

Through tension

Though misdirected

The prize is never far for

Those who never relented

And with pain and pressure

We’re sure to be untethered

Not forever

But at least until the weather passes

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inanimate for the moment

I show my bemusement

and even when the moment fades

the question lingers

did it always feel so hopeless

and did I choose this

path inside this maze

the answer like sand between my fingers

grasping at the dust

time left in its wake

stirring softly

still trying to find my way

try and try again

trial, error, reciprocate

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POV: you’re an inchoate spirit blissfully and naively yearning for manifestation, eager for reality that is currently completely unknown to you, still unaware of the endless circle of time because you currently do not reside within it

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unimpressed as I redress the wound

I would sooner fail this test

than feign interest

in a wound that wasn’t deep

off balance while I manage my words

this measured worth

and weighted measure

is nearly putting me to sleep

I cheat death

and sing to purge my breath

or risk falling idle inside

this catastrophic mess

blessed

if only because 

I cannot feel regret

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mirror masked sky lord

everything appears before me

each lens a telegraph

transfixed upon each moment

kaleidoscopic understanding

optics overwhelming

this innate translucence

maintaining holy prismatic opulence

I see through the façade

elucidation of false idols

these demons a menagerie

for my voyeuristic indecency

as I gaze inside 

and the world stares right back at me

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confused blooming of seeds

left fuming they had been left in the dirt

inert shaming of deeds

set in motion with the intention of worth

can’t scapegoat higher forces

that you swear gave you purpose

if that purpose left you seasick

for your own lack of mirth

didn’t come to tell the story

I just came to see it work

so often felt compelled

to set the wheel in motion

but it worked about as well

as growing fields in the ocean

[godoffire]

Abstruse I Elucidate

Designed to break

Give or take

A few blissful memories

Deities rise baleful

Less eminent each time

The pendulum abates

Attack, attack

The odds are stacked

Like ramparts, stalwart in their Animus

A vagary, but inchoate

We are seeds

Fulgent and restive

Peripeteia, our dreams hydrate

Odium leavened to sedate

Such is the the moiety of fate

Sagacious and dilatory

The clocks tick apposite

Our fray to expiate the recondite

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day2

a sleeping destiny

breeds waking nightmares

wherein a king of barren insolation

deemed me baron desolate

a chance at purgation

for the minds darkest recess

as if solar serration

could whittle that monolith

can’t censor the void

or its sensory deprivation

so I lie awake in dreams

annoyed and breathing

believing in nothing

for nothing is the root of all creation

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day1

finally figured out this dark energy

that's been all consuming every piece of me

lately felt like I've been crushed alive

inside by the refulgence of my glaring mind

spent so long killing time

naïve to its paradigm

its exacting ply

an eye for an eye

I'm sickened by my animosity

this atrocity of a far cry

from my dreams left in that

disturbed return to reality

woken woven into obscurity

only path back to grace

riddled with dissidence of my desires

and a trace of ascetic mastery

god forgive me if I never master me

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I stumbled down the hallways of eternity Each infinity a brevity amongst the many I held steady Let the ebb send me Upward and onward Inflating endlessly Saw me from your eyes And skies a different color All at once at one point Like I was my own lover And everyone was each other Holding dreams like vestiges Of someone else’s memories Following an unceasing string To sensories of things A dimension above Times erratic weather All written to me here Like a love letter Effaced and tattered Nay, gilded... By life’s measured wiles And efflorescent treasures