ur yumeship with a humanoid black metal sucks ass and i hope you know that. you literally act or admit ur autistic knowing damn well youre completely NOT and is instead a seized child. stop falsely calming ur disabled because its fucking disgusting and it disrespects the main culture of disabled people
therefore fuck ur account, fuck ur friends, fuck ur oc and ur old one, fuck ur attention-baiting self esteem and all that shit. drop dead into a pile of rotten cabbage ive had enough
this, my friends, is brenda. or as she goes by now, flurrie. an old ex-friend of mine who has been bullying me behind my back for a while now, and has done real shitty things to me and my friends in the past.
you'll understand how i know this is her soon enough. it's time i put everything that she's done out here for everyone to see.
i would include more images, but if i were to do that i would be surpassing tumblr's image limit, so for the parts where there's only links, you'll have to click the links and see for yourself, sorry :( there's so much that i have to cover here. and sorry about the wonky screenshots as well, i can only put so many images in a post thanks to the aforementioned image limit.
(tl;dr: brenda has done many shitty things to me and my friends in the past, and now, she's made a callout post on me that contains false information and bullying, accused me of oc and art theft when SHE is the one who did the theivery, has been stalking my tumblr and scratch accounts, accused me of posting porn, attempted to doxx me, stole art from a friend of mine, harassed me with anon hate, and just cyberbullied and harassed me in general.)
below the cut is the full post.
for context going forward, the name i used to go by online back in my scratch days was divy, derived from my old scratch account's username and my oc, DivyTheLynx. my new account was Squirrelflight-N, where i began to go by squirrel.
she's done many shitty things to me and my friends in the past, back when we were all hanging out on scratch, the coding website. where all of her hatred of me began was, one day, my main scratch account, DivyTheLynx, had gotten unjustly banned. i had made a new one, but all my friends on scratch had made a whole studio dedicated to me. for a while, they had even changed all their profile pictures to the one my account had. brenda had gotten unnecessarily jealous about the studio, because her main account (UltimateHarms) had gotten banned as well (and later unbanned), but she didn't have a studio like mine. she went on to make comments such as these within the studio with her various alts:
(there's many more of this last spam one, but i'm not screenshotting all of it)
furthermore, she once asked for a birthday present for herself on my friend maple's birthday under one of the latter's own birthday present projects from one of our friends. she also faked her death for attention.
she commented this using the main alt she used after her main account had gotten banned, in her main account's comment section. within a day, she came back on and that showed that she faked it.
me and my friend group on scratch had been friends with her for a long time, but after her main account got unbanned (then later re-banned), she just wasn't the same. she was different and more mean and vindictive.
now, we get into everything she's done to me on deviantart, despite me never having an account there. strap yourselves in, folks, it's gonna be a long ride.
here's her announcing her callout doc on me, WHICH HAS A LOT OF BLATANTLY FALSE INFORMATION IN IT THAT I AM ABOUT TO DEBUNK.
right off the bat, i have never done any of these things. the "braincell-wrecking stupidity" and everything* after that, though, i guess you could say that i've done? if you're a total jackass like brenda, that is. we'll get into it as i go through the doc and tackle its most horrendous claims.
*"undiagnosed disorder offences", "lusty obsessions", and demisexuality i have done! if you think about it that way. for "undiagnosed disorder offences", i talk about most likely having autism and adhd on this blog from time to time. i don't know for sure that i have it, but so many of my autistic/adhd friends have told me that i probably do, and so much of how my brain works lines up with the two conditions. i'm working with my mom to try to begin the process of getting a diagnosis (if it turns out that i have it, which again, i most likely do) this summer, actually! "lusty obsessions" is what you could call how i talk about my favorite characters. do i simp for them? yes. do i lust for them? not information that needs to be public, in all honesty. and regardless of if i do or not, if i did, i wouldn't be posting about it online, seeing as i'm still a minor. and for demisexuality... i'm literally demisexual! also, she meant demigirl, not demisexual. and in all honesty that tw is just brenda being a little bitch about me falling under a more specific queer identity.
now, into the actual doc. if you want to read it all, feel free..? but keep in mind that it's just false claims against me with bullying mixed in, before it devolves into straight-up bullying me for no reason. it's 99 pages, plus a second tab with the sole purpose of shitting on my friends who have done literally nothing wrong (likewise with myself). i'm just going to be going over the most major claims of brenda's and refuting them with evidence.
^ from brenda's doc
she's claiming that i stole her oc, which is blatantly false and quite the opposite. she stole mine. here's my first post that i made with floea in it on my scratch account, right when i created her.
as you can see, it was posted back on july 13th, 2022. a far cry from brenda's first post about fluma, which was posted on december 3rd, 2024.
she also changed the date on the image of my post in her doc from june 21st, 2024, to december 26th, 2024, deliberately after she had posted fluma. here's my original post.
she also made fluma's birthday my own birthday. she's celebrated my birthday with me before back when we were still friends, so it's deliberate.
she drew fluma a few more times, seen here and here, but then she decided to pretend that i stole fluma from her through a post on her deviantart here. i've already debunked this, however.
next, she claimed that i traced her art.
tw for sui mentions below in the screenshots from her doc and her art post
the drawing of susie going "let's commit tax fraud together" is a yearly redraw that i had going for a few years. here's my first drawing of it, here's my first redraw on scratch on an alt that i had to use for a while and on tumblr, and here's my second redraw on scratch and on tumblr.
here's brenda's post on her da, which is obviously traced from my art. it's not even referenced, since the rest of her art looks nothing like this style.
she also redrew it later, appearing to be referenced instead of traced?
next, we have her claiming that i stole her sylveon artwork, when exactly the opposite is true.
here's my post, and here's hers. her screenshot of my post in her doc is unaltered. here's some of my art of sylveon from that time, to help prove that this art is mine (if you couldn't already tell). as you can hopefully see, this sylveon art is mine.
next, i just want to clear this up.
what she says about #unbandivy is true as i explained earlier, except for when she says they were "forcing" scratch team to unban me. it wasn't force, my friends were commenting it in some places that were related to me in some way in hopes that it would make a difference and make scratch team change their minds. it didn't, though.
my old account's profile picture is whitley/whi-two, a character from the pokemon adventure's manga. however, this is not her getting groomed. this is her being glad that she got the chance to walk away from blake/lack-two, who is an interpol officer that was secretly investigating her in suspicion of her being a member of team plasma. here's the scene:
most of the rest of this doc just devolves into bullying me, which is something that's not very neccessary to refute. just... sad, honestly. sad that she would feel the need to bully me because of her jealousy. if you look through the doc, you'll see the bullying.
also, when she's making fun of my old art and cursed edits, she included one that wasn't even mine! it was made by one of my friends on scratch.
though, i still have some more things to address.
"deltarune porn"? if you read my comments, you can see clearly that it is very far from porn. scratch wouldn't allow porn, anyway. also, i was vagueposting about the knight. i've always been very adamant about not spoiling people, and the only reason i vagueposted instead of spoiler blocked my text was because scratch doesn't have spoiler blocks in its text boxes.
the art posts of mine that she screenshotted are self reblogs, and in the original post, i did proper spoiler etiquette and spoiler tagged them. you can see this here and here.
next, we have my "whiteknights", also known as just my friends.
mason/ninja here is an irl friend of mine, yes. but they were not manipulated by me, nor were they an online persona of mine. just my irl best friend, who helped deliver news on scratch for me sometimes whenever i couldn't access my accounts for various reasons out of my control.
she then just goes into bullying some of my friends, maple and ivy. and being homophobic by calling the pair "the homotwins" and maple a "putrid homo" and such... yeah. there's nothing wrong with either of them, they're both great friends of mine. don't listen to brenda trying to paint them in a negative light.
here's brenda just straight up lying below, i covered when she faked her death earlier.
all that this stuff about my "whiteknights" boils down to is brenda bullying them.
next, we have her attempt at doxxing me.
instead, she got cloudflare's ip. as you might know, i am not, in fact, cloudflare. i don't live in san francisco, for the record, though that might be obvious due to the above images.
for the sake of my own sanity, i'm not going to talk about all of her attempts at bullying me, but i would like to say that she really has it out for my deltarune oc 3dyss, even being borderline(?) homophobic about her, misgendering the roaring knight, and shitting on my oc x canon with magolor and floea.
i NEVER posted corruptedshipping porn.
this post was fabricated by brenda in order to make me look bad.
asexual. i am asexual. not "assexual". also, more brenda homophobia.
the shiwhitl (she spelled it wrong) is a joke item that my friends and i made one day, the name being a typo that i had made. the name only comes from that typo (i think i was trying to say "show whitley" or something), and the shiwhitl is NOT a sex toy used for rape. it is a secret weapon inside of whitley's locket that has the power to liberate everything. the joke is that she's a member of team plasma, which is an organization in pokemon that goes around attempting to get people to liberate their pokemon. so in using the shiwhitl, whitley would not just be liberating all the pokemon, but everything in the world. maybe the joke is a little dumb, but hey! that's what jokes are at times!
she also cropped out the upload date, and the date implies that she likely made the definition herself. i came up with the shiwhitl years back when i was about 12, i definitely didn't know about sex things like this at that point. also, the example sentence here is taken straight from my old fic that my friend maple had turned into a comic about the shiwhitl, adding to the likelihood of her making this urban dictionary entry.
the rest of this doc is just bullying me in both my present tumblr posts and my past interactions on scratch.
onto her deviantart in full now, not just the doc.
this post is unfortunately deleted now, but i have a screenshot of it. here's the dead link to it, though.
she's still claiming that i stole "her" oc fluma, even though it's quite the opposite.
normally, i'd be flattered if someone drew an oc of mine for me. but not this way. the way brenda's done this is... just rude. she insults floea, too.
next, she made a very mean and insulting "meme" about floea.
... yeah. she's insulting her design in the description, as well. i honestly don't even know what to say about this outside of. bad.
next is this post of hers still claiming that i stole fluma. claiming that floea is dead and everything... assumedly because i don't post about her anymore. complete with another oc of mine, 3dyss, traced over a penguinz0 blank situation is crazy thumbnail.
now, she's stolen some art from me and a friend on her tiktok. here's her post with stolen art from me, and here's the posts of mine the stolen art comes from. 1 2 3 4 5
here's her stolen utau cover from my friend maple, who was one of our friends back on scratch that i'm still friends with, and she appears in the doc a few times. here's her original youtube video of the utau cover.
she also stole maple's art of whitley for the character's birthday, here's brenda's post on sketchers united, and here's maple's original post.
she's also been sending me more hate anons other than this one lately.
(in reverse chronological order below)
... yeah. saying she hopes i get raped, telling me to die and/or kill myself, and more. this is just plain harassment and cyberbullying. those two links are also not good either. of course. the oatext link is literally an image of an aborted fetus, and the gelbooru one is a japan-based porn site whos link most likely contains loli, as the site is infamous for its loli problem. i had a friend open these for me since i didn't want to see whatever probably bad crap brenda was sending, and she didn't even open the gelbooru one because of what it most likely contains.
she's also sent multiple fake responses in my data collection roaring knight form, shown below.
this is harassment as well. pretty much everything in this post has been either harassment or cyberbullying. also, she's white. and so am i. so she can't even be using the n-word, nor do i understand why she's using it on me.
she also admitted to stealing my oc floea in messages in her discord server, and said that people should send nudes to me, kill my tumblr account, and kill me.
me and my friends have done nothing to deserve this. brenda is just a jealous attention hog who's been jealous of me for a long time now because of something that wasn't even my doing or fault. she's always been jealous of me and our old friend group on scratch for getting attention, and i never even GOT that much attention! i was pretty small on scratch, and on here too! her jealousy of me had at some point turned into full-on hatred, and instead of being a normal person about it, she decided to harass and bully me both directly and indirectly. the direct ones were always behind the guise of anonymity.
brenda, if you're reading this, which i know you have to be because you keep stalking my tumblr, please, disrespectfully, fuck off. you have been bullying and harassing me for way too long, even including my friends in it for no reason. you've framed me of art theft and oc theft, when you're the real perpetrator, and i've had enough. stop fucking cyberstalking me and LEAVE ME ALONE. this is not a request, this is a demand. leave me the FUCK alone, i have done NOTHING to you to warrant all of this shit. fuck. off.
A review of Flame Toys’ IDW Rodimus Prime model kit
dont. dont do this.
For real though, he took my blood sweat and tears to put together and I genuinely wish I could say I was joking. HE IS BEAUTIFUL. But i cannot feel my fingertips. Also he has MINUSCULE stickers that the instructions book never mentions. I had to guess based on the picture on the box.
Posing him’s a little awkward, since his legs kept falling off, but that might be a result of me having put the ball joints at his hips together poorly, since the pieces were extremely hard to put together. That was a bit of a theme through the whole building process, many pieces didn’t easily fit together when they were meant to.
Over all, despite my complaints, he is beautiful and will make an amazing addition to my figures collection.
@allseeingmoth i love you bestie, i stayed home sick today </3
comsidering trying to write fanfic like thsi, p sure i have a fever and that meansssss fun times with the brain. who wants a fic where i give a chatacter a disease to cope
HELLOOOOOOOO I am back with another oc, this one had some fun lore behind it!
So like a week ago my mom and I saw this fucked up little car and she said “wait a minute…”
Transformers oc that was left on the battlefield, assumed dead, but in reality was still there. She has to patch herself up with what she can find. Then, what if she was their medic, so the repairs hold well. What if she cane back angry, but she came back and went right back to working. Her team keeps asking if she wants to be fixed, if she wants her frame remade, but no. She did those repairs with what she had available, her repairs work, and she is proud of them.
I rewatched the first three episodes of Earthspark last night with my mom.
Honestly. HONESTLY?
I think I originally hated it because I’d heard so many bad things and just went in EXPECTING IT TO SUCK.
IT DOESN’T SUCK. I still do not like the Mandroid plotline I still think Optimus’ cheekbones are a crime I still think Thrash, EVEN IF HIS VOICE ACTOR IS A FUCKING TREASURE, is annoying, BUT IT REALLY HONEST TO PRIMUS ISN’T THAT BAD! The action sequences are really good!! The (main) bots are really well written!! Optimus is a very absent father and Bee does NOT wanna be here!!! ELITA! ELITAAAAA!!!!!!
Anyway tonight’s goal is to watch until at least episode 8 because my mom has heard me talk about Soundwave (WHO I WILL BE WRITING AN ESSAY ABOUT) and I NEED HER to experience this episode.
Guys I didn’t hate ES. there were things I thought they could have done better and I don’t like mandroid but honestly the episodes had some fantastic lessons for kids, lessons I honestly wish I’d learned at the age this show is intended for. This was mostly a silly funny post about ES soundwave because I LOVE. HIM.
Also I made this post after an all-nighter and was NOT using my brain. To everyone who enjoyed Earthspark, I love you and you are awesome and this was not meant to be as negative as it ended up sounding
The idea STARTED as "haha what if the Federation of Planets from Star Trek but... Transformers" and oh boy it has SPIRALED! Kinda lost the original idea but that's okay because I had a better one.
The au kindaaaa is centered around the Thirteen Primes. In IDW, they all made their own colonies on different planets or moons or... you get it. Well, I had the thought, what if they aren't... dead? What if they're still in their colonies, just hidden away?
AND THEN I remembered the relics from Transformers Prime! So, an idea appeared, if the Matrix of Leadership was Prima's and it's what made Orion Pax into Optimus Prime, what if the other Primes' relics also make the bearer/wielder a Prime?
So... Yeah! I don't wanna spoil TOO many ideas because oh boy I am definitely planning on writing a fic or making a comic.
