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BLOCK DON'T REPORT • MDNI

[aces4ndthorns]

he/they - 23 - MDNI - TW €D content

block don't report • my ed doesn't magically go away when you report me, and i already have multiple backups made

[aces4ndthorns]

me: oh i don't think i really have an €d at this point!! i mean yeah i try and count c4ls and everything but i'm just making sure i'm healthy! look on vacation im just e4ting whatever, obviously i'm fine-

also me: i'm about ready to sob in the middle of this poor coffee shop because they dont have almond milk and im wasting c4ls on a drink in the first place

[mitastrawb]

[aces4ndthorns]

sometimes there's nothing i want more than hands like yours 🪽

[aces4ndthorns]

apparently im just fucking f4t and can't f4st without b!ng!ng now somehow so we're gonna switch to om4d and hope it works 🫠

on the plus side i got 20k steps in today + workouts so even tho i b!ng3d a good 2700c4ls i should have burned at least 1000 c4ls to make up for it

days like today are when im still not 100% convinced i have any €d cause i feel like im faking it with how much i 4te

[sabbaticxlt]

Masc inspo posters ygs have my absolute love 💜💜

[aces4ndthorns]

i b!ng3d last night and STILL feel nauseous about the fact i did so. i hate this. today is my last day of work before we break for summer so hopefully i'll be able to get away with f4st!ng more after today as well

[aces4ndthorns]

i wanna look so th!n that my doctor's office is forced to ask questions instead of congratulating me, is that too much to ask?

[aces4ndthorns]

b!ng3d badly yesterday so now im debating how high the c4l limit should be today. 300 maybe?? def not the usual 800

[aces4ndthorns]

i dont know whether i should continue my f4st and go 48hrs instead, or just stop this evening and om4d. historically ive b1ng3d if i go over 48hrs, but also i tend to end the f4st in the afternoon so maybe if i wait until nighttime i wont??

[aces4ndthorns]

ended up e4t1ng so hopefully i dont overe4t later!!

[aces4ndthorns]

i dont know whether i should continue my f4st and go 48hrs instead, or just stop this evening and om4d. historically ive b1ng3d if i go over 48hrs, but also i tend to end the f4st in the afternoon so maybe if i wait until nighttime i wont??

[aces4ndthorns]

new rule - if the sc@le doesn't go down that morning, my int4k3 does instead

[aces4ndthorns]

i already know i'll regret e4ting it later, so why even entertain the thought??

[sweetlyrainyskull]

D1et1ng till I end up in a th1Nsp0 🫦

[shits-still-fucked-up-right-now]

why would you ever kiss me? im not even half as pretty.

[aces4ndthorns]

one of the saddest parts about my old accounts getting t3rm3d is i had just found some harm reduction accounts. i was actually gonna follow their advice, and then literally 5 minutes after finding it someone got my account t3rm3d.

maybe it was a sign to me that im not to the point where i need it yet?? i can't even remember the user because i hadn't found them that long

[aces4ndthorns]

the ashes prove my passion always burns eternally 🪽