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sunday, 5th of march.

Yesterday did not go as planned. He didn’t came by, although I said to him I‘d be disappointed if so. Therefore I also was not able to ask him to go with me to the museum next weekend. Well fck you. You made me cry once again today. And me, I want you still. This is so fckd up, I swear.

It’s time to make a decision now. I‘ll let go of my feelings for you, I‘ll let go of my imagination of us being together, of you kissing me, of you loving me and me loving you.

I need to move on for myself.

February 28th, '23

Ahhh, I‘m so fcking done with this, with your shit. Although I want you, I need to let you go. I can’t waste my time no longer for a „maybe“. I‘m 24 now. I don’t want to spend 4 years more thinking there could be a chance for us to be together. I have to move on now, even if it hurts. Not knowing and hopeing does cost me soo much energy and hurts too. I forgive myself and I forgive you. I‘m thankful for what you learned me and what you let me experience. But now, it’s time to close that door and move on to new adventures and a new definition of love.

#thoughts #february #2023