Perspective.

I'm writing this because I like what I do and I want to share it with you.

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When the fleeting moments of life linger, And you begin to dwell on such beings That once were, what are you to do? Do you marvel up high where your youths dreams still hover, stagnant and long forgotten? Should stare down unto to ground where your hopes have fallen? Fossilized, fragmented creating your foundation. Gaze into the hazy past where your hopes were high and you floated amongst your dreams? Perhaps. I suggest a different approach. Let the moments linger. Dwell for a while. Marvel and stare. When you're ready set a path straight ahead. Let those moments ride out and once again, if you're lucky you shall float amongst your dreams. When the fleeting moments of life linger, why don't you linger?

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I don't have the words to describe how much I love you. I can't describe how you make me feel, so light, so happy. I've never felt a smile so big, so childish than when I'm with you. When I hear your voice I become intoxicated, when I see your eyes I become lost, when I see your smile it's a light that brings me home, to you. When I hold your hand it becomes hard to walk, but when I rest my head on my shoulder I feel as if I can conquer the world. And when we sleep together I have never felt more secure, more content, more great-full of all these things and people in my life. When I hear your laugh all my worries are taken away, in one fatal swoop. Baby, my love, my dear, my most beautiful lucky charm, I love you with all that I am and all that I will ever be.

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Reality

My heart beats for your smile My soul leaps at you laughter My mind eases with your love With you my dreams have become a Reality

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Little Jack

Little jack was fat But not as nearly as fat as his loving cat But the cat not nearly as fat as jacks dad Matt Now Matt the fattest of the fat only sits in a chair But so fat was Matt that he had eaten the chair With only his fat So little Jack with his fat cat laughed at fat Matt Fat Matt chomped up little Jack and his fat cat Now fat Matt sits alone at home His fat eating the house and even the thin mouse.

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I hide within my mind

Hidden now I see the lights High above the mountain skyline My heart, it cries while these lights die. I still hide within my mind nothing now To make me smile. I see you now Hiding beside me not once did I see you, So occupied by the dying lights. Suddenly my heart smiles, I step out cautiously Out of my hiding place and into my heart. And now no longer hiding I see the lights Once high above the mountain skyline Now within your bright eyes.

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Find that something to write, find your hope, find that fire inside that you once had. Put aside your emotions, only for a few moments, let the silence fill your heart. Allow your love to pass, let your hate fade, hold your head high. You’ve got so much left to do, you’ve still got to write and...

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In the end...

As time elapses this pit in my heart fills New memories form slowly washing out the old The pain grows softer and I once again smile The world begins to take shape again The colors are becoming more vibrant And my tears more elusive. There are still moments, brief, but still moments When the memories and the pain become unbearable. Like a tidal wave drowning me but I survive, I let the rush of emotion pass over me and I stand I stand tall head held high because I know all time goes by.

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Leave it for the birds.

The leafs begin to grow green as the sunlight gently brushes my face. The rain plays a soft song and washes away all of the days stress. The wind keeps me cool as it blows away all of the rage and the moonlight eases any doubts I had today. As I begin to sleep the birds start to awake, singing song to one another, telling me that it’s going to be a perfect day

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Envy me

Envy me Wish to be just like me For I am your deity I am your golden ox I will become your only True sin And your only True savior Build me statues To build my ego Worship me Love me And then begin to hate me Tear me down Loathe me Wish for those you hate To become just like me For I am your spite I am your lord And to think You once envied me.

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I enter a quiet room Filled with people Heads down, phones up Only the light of their screens Illuminates said room I begin to walk through the crowded room Head up, phone in pocket Watching, waiting to see a head rise A pair of eyes is all I seek And yet once at the front I see only bowed heads And then I speak Now I rule this kingdom! Bow down before me! And continue to bow they did.

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Let it fall.

So I stand now Alone in this the snow As the flakes wisp past my face I watch as many walk past Holding hands and smiling Laughing and joking While I stand only Hoping and dreaming And dare I say praying That maybe one day Just one I may once again Hold another and smile. And still the snow continues To fall.

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Woke up heavy, body aching, heart still throbbing, and eyes swelled from the tears of last night. I walk outside and watched the sun rise in all of it’s glory, Reds, oranges and yellows paint the blue sky. As these white fluffy clouds slowly drift by. The wind blows ever so gently, taking the trees to and fro. The birds laugh and enjoy the free ride. And I wonder why did I ever cry.

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Moving on

Thinking of you with somebody else Holding you hugging you kissing you Holding your hand, has been tearing me apart, all hopes I had of talking to you once more have dissipated and now all I have are these memories we made, these dreams we crafted are now mine and mine alone. I just don’t know what to make of them. Shall I linger a little longer of the pages past, or shall I turn the page and finally begin this new chapter?

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Stardust

And your eyes as deep as the night sky, Your heart as bright as the moonlight On this hollowed night. And then lucky I To have made contact, With those, Beautiful deep blue eyes. And so it was, our love began To blossom as the endless Stars in our wondrous galaxy. Together we lay, Hand in hand, As the heavens bless us In everlasting stardust.

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Have I let you down? Have I put you on the ground? Have I broke your heart? Would you like to harm me? Good. Stand up, use what you have Against me to become better To stand high and let your True feelings fly No reason to hide Because I’ve let you down Now stand

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This man he stands so proud Full of youth and vigor This poor and lonely man What does he know? Pride and vigor will get him nothing Only false hopes and lonely dreams And yet this man he stands in defiance He has obtained his hopes And he has grasped his dreams But what does that matter? This man he still stands alone.