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[aesterblaster]

tumblr textposts + bllk characters bc im bored

[franeridart]

doodles cause I heard we won kodansha’s best shounen ✌️

[fuhscia]

isagi is crazy.

[momo-no-hana]

about Yona leading the army...

I'm seeing people arguing about Keyshuk's request but honestly, I didn't find it absurd for her to be asked to "lead" the army and not Hak. Not because I don't want Hak to, but because I think that these are two different concepts. I'll explain.

Firstly, it's not true that Keyshuk doesn't aknowledge Hak's power. On the contrary. It's just that he doesn't trust him enough because of his (manifested) hatred toward Soo-Won and so, as the King's counselor, he's not willing to give Hak too much power, like the control of a whole kindom's army.

Furthermore, from Hak's own admission, we've learned that he has never really led an army in battle. This authomatically means that he is very low in the official list of possible leading generals, despite his recent achievement by which he has proved his power and leadership. It is just the way a kingdom is ruled.

But going on to the real issue, I think that Yona's role is not that of a warlord, riding her horse through the enemy's lines and cutting down foes. She has been asked to "lead the army" in case Soo-won is too sick because the soldiers need a symbol. Someone precious to them and that gives them motivation. THIS is Yona's role. She is the princess of Koka kingdom, she is the kingdom itself in the eyes of the soldiers and the people of the country.

And she holds the greatest power: the DRAGONS (and yes, also the Thunder Beast). Yona being there with the army means that Koka can count on a divine force that would protect and encourage the soldiers as well as intimidate the enemy. All things that a sick, although strong and respected, King can't guarantee anymore.

Considering all that, it seems obvious to me that the dirty work will still fall on the generals who are the executives in a war, those who fight alongside soldiers, those who give the orders and take action. THAT could and should be Hak's role. He is powerful, admired and feared. He alone has the power of a thousand and I think it won't be wasted. Hak will take part in the war and will probably have a big role, just like it has always been up until now.

Hak will be someone to fight WITH.

Yona will be someone to fight FOR.

To conlcude, I think that it won't be Hak OR Yona. It will be BOTH. Together.

[yona-chan]

I need more Hak and yona fluff!!! Can you recommend me some fics to read please:3 I'm desperate

Hiya! :D

Hmmm, well, it depends on how many you’ve read already as to whether I’ll be of much help, but I’ll try ^__^

If you haven’t, perhaps take a look at my fanfiction tag. Not all of the stuff there is Hakona, but I tag ships for fanfiction too, so you can weed out anything unrelated to what you want (this includes nsfw). Most of these fics are also posted on ao3 and fanfiction.net as well.

Outside of tumblr though (or, at least I haven’t seen them on tumblr):

There’s a great little drabble series by XXinsidemymindXX called “Wherever you go”. Some chapters aren’t Hakona, but check out 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 5, 5, 5!, 7, 9, 9, 9!!, 10, 13, 13, 13!!, and 15 for the most feels :3

“Arrows” by Starrymangos is another cute little one-shot (promised eventual collection) that I found adorable~

“Cellars: hotbeds of romance and intrigue!”, by LovelyLovelessInDenial, despite the… uhh… odd title, is actually a really strong and cute little fic that made me laugh too :) 

“Too High Up”, by SlightlyAngelic is cute~

“Don’t be a goddamn coward” by Codango is frustrating, but very Hakona.

“Drove Me Wild” and “Underneath”, by Clarixe are both short and sweet.

“Another splinter”, by XXinsidemymindXX, is more just from Hak’s view, but it’s well-written and gives out feels too. 

Aaand, if you’re looking for more nsfw, then:

“Sunset”, by LadyZeia, though not explicit is more mature and very nice.

Also by LadyZeia, “What I saw in the moonlight” is an AMAZING fic so far. It’s not so much Hakona, though there is a focus on the pair and more mature content to come I’m sure. It’s fantastically written though and really worth the read. Omg, I love it so much * ^ *

“privacy [or lack-thereof]” by pleaseletmetouchyourbutt is plain smut, but funny and a good read. She has some other fics that (from memory) are good too :)

And finally, “Midnight Pleasures” by whocaresimanotaku is an obvious smutfic XD I really want the second chapter and I hope the author hasn’t abandoned it T^T First chapter is still great though ;) Nsfw, of course, so be warned. 

Aaaand, that’s all I have off the top of my head :) I hope you enjoy them as much as I did :D :D

[myfandomrealitea]

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[userboxer]

[buck-nialled]

we’ve all heard of the NSFW alphabet, but what about a SOULMATE AU ALPHABET??

a...ging stops at 18 until you find your soulmate so the two of you can grow old together.

b...ody art (doodles that a person draws on themselves appear on their soulmate’s skin).

c...olors (aka the standard soulmate au where the world is black and white until you meet your soulmate and see colors).

d...amage done to a person also translates into their soulmate’s body (cuts, bruises and all).

e...sp (soulmates can sense one another’s presence and feel each other’s exact emotions even when miles away).

f...irst words/thoughts your soulmate says/thinks when seeing you are written on your skin.

g...uardian (it is said that the person who saves you from a near-death experience is your soulmate—drowning, car crash, etc.)

h...eartbeats (the soulmates share the same heartbeat—when one feels panicked, shocked, etc, the other can feel it too).

i...dentifier (a word or symbol which is imputed to your soulmate is somewhere on your body).

j...uxtaposition (your soulmate is the exact opposite of you, yet you find yourselves complementing one another).

k...eys and locks are randomly dispersed to soulmates on chains when they are born. when in proximity, the lock and key will act as magnets and bring the two soulmates closer together until the key is placed in the lock and a gratifying click is heard, unlocking the chain.

l...ast words your soulmate says are written on your skin, so you do not know it is them until they are gone.

m...arks or stains of the color black are somewhere on your body (palm of your hand, knuckles, knee) until you and your soulmate finally make physical contact. once the mark is touched, it fades to be consistent with the person’s skin color.

n...urse (the touch of a soulmate can heal you from affliction and vice versa).

o...pportune outfit (soulmates will eternally color coordinate, even if they have not met one another yet, and often times have similar patterns in their clothing).

p...assionflower (a type of flower soulmates have planted somewhere beneath their skin. Upon meeting their soulmate it will sprout through the skinand fully blossom as they reach the furthest point of their relationship. when a soulmate passes, the flower blooming from the other person does also).

q...uizzes revolving around one’s personal aspects, skills and ambitions are given to every person once they turn 18, and the results read who your soulmate is based off of your collective answers.

r...ed string bonds two soulmates together for a lifetime and all come in varying lengths—imagine the trouble of only being able to walk certain distances or having to sleep on the edge of your bed.

s...ongbird (any songs a person sings will get stuck in their soulmate’s head for the duration they decide to sing it).

t...imers are set on the wrist of every person once they are a certain age, slowly counting down until the day they meet their soulmate.

u...ndying (you and your soulmate must meet in order to end life—die—together. as long as you have not met them, you will continue aging yet remain immortal).

v...eiled (you and your soulmate must walk through life blind until running into one another by fate and finally gaining sight—those with no soulmate act as guides and help those in search of theirs).

w...riter’s choice (author can pick any au from the list to write).

x...FREE SPACE, the person who sent the prompt has the choice to make up an au or choose one from the list!

y...ellow fellow (colors of your vision changes depending on your soulmates mood. yellow is optimistic, green is envious, blue is upset, etc. and natural colors become present once the soulmates meet).

z...zz (in which soulmates first meet each other and share memories in their dreams before meeting each other in person—sometimes difficult to accomplish as dreams are hard to remember).

any writers on tumblr feel free to reblog so followers can send a certain letter to your inbox :) or just for ideas!

[systlin]

purge of 2002? of 2012? what ARE those?

Oh, how quickly the past is forgotten. 

They are part of the reason A03 is a thing now. Not the whole reason, but part of it. 

The Great Purges of 2002 and 2012 are when ff.net got a wild hair up their ass about THINK OF THE CHILDREN and nuked any fic posted on there that was explicit. Thousands upon thousands of nc-17 smutfics were lost.

It’s what led to the creation of alternate hosting sites for smutty fic…AdultFanfiction was the one I went to…but thousands of fics would never be recovered. 

[systlin]

Shit like the Great Purges and the Strikethrough of Livejournal eventually led to fans banding together to create A03, which I would have absolutely KILLED for when I was 15.

[persephonebooklover]

Back up ao3 was created by fans?

[systlin]

It’s…right on the main page. 

[fanfictionanthology]

I love this because I will bet you that persefv has read that bit we are all so inundated with hyperbole and advertising that says that the consumer is somehow in charge of whatever product they are shilling that we all just assumed this was another sales tactic.

[naryrising]

But we’re not even… selling anything…  *quiet sobs*

[wrangletangle]

No ads. No subscriptions. No data selling.

We are the definition of “what it says on the tin.”

[elfwreck]

Is there any way to spread this info? 

THE OTW WAS CREATED BY FANS SO WE’D HAVE AN ARCHIVE THAT WASN’T SUBJECT TO CORPORATE REVIEW. 

Nonprofit, so that nobody could ever say, “this isn’t making enough money; it’s getting shut down.” (See: Geocities, Quizilla, Figment, G+.) With lawyers involved and a firm awareness of the legalities of fanfic, so nobody would decide “we’ve gotten a nasty letter from a megacorporation with lawyers, so we’re hiding because we can’t afford to face a lawsuit. (Jedi Hurtaholics, Trevizo’s Millennium site.) With teams, so that an argument between co-mods didn’t result in the destruction of a whole archive. (Gryffindor Tower, Detention.)

AO3 IS OUR SITE.

It is by fans, for fans. Fans do all the coding. All the legal paperwork. All the abuse/tos violation complaints. Fans make all the choices about policies. Fans decide how to run the fundraisers. Fans write the blog posts. All the volunteer staff are fans; all the people who train them are fans. Fans wrangle all the tags. 

(And the other OTW projects, too. Fans manage the entries at Fanlore. Fans run the Open Doors project. Fans publish Transformative Works and Cultures.)

EVERYONE WORKING FOR THE OTW LOVES FANDOM. Wants it to survive. Wants it to be awesome for everyone.

(Knows that it can’t be awesome for everyone; some approaches to fandom just clash hard. But they strive to minimize those clashes as much as possible, because they love fandom.) 

AO3 is not some company that decided, “we’ll make a site for fanfic and then…” I don’t know what people are thinking is the reason. Money? Data harvesting? Tax shelter? Amusement and pity?

Nope; AO3 was fans saying, “Livejournal sucks; we’re tired of this fucked-up ‘rebuild every three years’ garbage; WE NEED TO OWN THE DAMN SERVERS.”

That’s the “of our own” part of the name. OTW isn’t a “them” running the site “for us.” It’s “us” making places for “us” to share what we love with others of “us.” 

[dirtydragonthoughts]

This this this.

I was there for all of that shit, and AO3 is a godsend. If you enjoy or create fanworks, support AO3, donate if you can, and remember why it’s there in the first place!!

[olderthannetfic]

Fandom history really does get lost quickly. For current 20-something fans, AO3 has always been there.

[actually-i-have-no-idea]

I never told you

an angsty sakuatsu fic

Warnings: angst, missed love, sad boi Atsumu

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Sakusa Kiyoomi.

An insufferable, overbearing, germaphone. He’s rude and somewhat condescending. Sarcastic and apathetic.

He’s good at volleyball and he likes Atsumu’s sets. Atsumu is the only person allowed to high five him and throw a sweaty arm around his tired shoulders after games.

His jacket is slightly too big on Atsumu and smells like clean laundry.

He teases Atsumu and makes him stay later than everyone else to clean the gym. All the while, he picks at Atsumu’s bravado. Eventually Atsumu gives up the facade. There’s no need to hide anymore.

Sakusa Kiyoomi is really good at cooking because he prefers not to eat in restaurants. His favorite dishes are the ones that have potatoes or plums. Atsumu finds that he rather likes those ones too.

He doesn’t smile much, too worried about everything around him or too focused on the matter at hand. When he does smile, it’s small and he keeps that happiness close to his heart, like a secret.

Atsumu believes he’s the only one to bear witness to these private moments.

Until one say, Sakusa Kiyoomi smiles very openly and very big. He’s looking at his phone.

Astumu’s chest hurts as it twists and tangled and he thinks about what (or who) might’ve caused such a bright, beautiful, display.

It happens more often and the knot in Atsumu’s chest gets tighter every time he sees it. He thought he was special. He thought Sakusa Kiyoomi thought he was special.

One day, he’s hanging out with his twin and he watches as the same type of smile he’s seen on Sakusa Kiyoomi spreads slowly across Osamu’s normally deadpan face.

“Hey, are ya listenin’?” he needs to pull his brother’s attention back. He needs that smile to go away.

“Mmm,” is all Osamu responds, still smiling like an idiot at his phone. Atsumu wants to smack it away.

Instead he asks, “Who’re ya talkin’ to anyway?”

Osamu looks at him, the remnants of that smile still visible on his face and says the one name that makes Atsumu’s heart plummet.

“Sakusa.”

Atsumu supposes he set himself up for this in a way. He introduced them, after all, and they immediately bonded over their mutual enjoyment of making Atsumu’s life miserable.

He knew they traded recipes and had the same sense of humor. He should have expected it, really.

Except he didn’t.

Atsumu thought he had time. He thought that he could focus on volleyball and Kiyoomi would do the same. Then one day, when they felt they played enough, he would tell overbearing, condescending, apathetic Sakusa Kiyoomi how he felt and things would fall into place.

It was his own fault.

“He shouldn’t be with him,” Atsumu says to Suna Rintarou one day. He was the only one who understood Atsumu’s hurt at the moment.

He didn’t want to say it. He wanted to be happy for his brother and his best friend. But the knot in his chest that appeared that first day he saw Sakusa’s big, dumb, love struck smile only grew tighter.

“Who do you think he should be with?” Rin asks.

“Me,” Atsumu whispers. And it’s the first time he says it out loud. The first time he’s told anyone.

Rin’s face shifts from confusion to realization and then twists into some contorted version of sympathy. Because Rin understands but Rin also knows that Atsumu didn’t do anything about his feelings. Not the way Rin tried to.

Atsumu feels bad for Rin. But at least he got closure.

Miya Kiyoomi.

He’s still insufferable, overbearing and a germaphobe.

He’s still rude and somewhat condescending. Sarcastic and apathetic.

He’s still good at volleyball and he still likes Atsumu’s sets. But Atsumu isn’t the only one to high five him or throw a sweaty arm around his tired shoulders after games anymore.

His jacket fits Osamu perfectly and smells like Osamu’s cologne.

Miya Kiyoomi still teases Atsumu and asks him stay later than everyone else to clean the gym. He doesn’t stay though, instead opting to go home early for dinner. Leaving Atsumu to clean the gym and pick up the pieces of his shattered bravado by himself.

Atsumu builds his facade back up. He needs something to hide behind now.

Miya Kiyoomi is still really good at cooking, but now it’s just for fun because now he’ll eat in at least one restaurant.

He smiles a lot now and the smile is big and shiny and beautiful and shared with everyone.

Miya Kiyoomi.

Atsumu loves the sound of that, but hearing it pulls and claws and rips at his chest. It’s bittersweet and may one day drive Atsumu to the brink of insanity.

Because it’s not his last name that he took. Because when Atsumu looks at pictures of them, he sees what could have been. Because Atsumu loves his brother and he loves his best friend.

Because Atsumu lost him before he even realized what he was missing.

[actually-i-have-no-idea]

Uh hello hi :) welcome to my blog. My name is Elle and I like anime and writing!!

I would love take writing requests for haikyuu fics if you have any!! I have a full time job and other responsibilities, so I’ll do my best to respond to them when I can. Writing is a big time creative outlet for me, so I’m happy to do it!!

I will write for BokuAka, KageHina, and SakuAtsu at the moment. Maybe more later on, I’m not sure! If you want something in particular though, just ask! I’m always open to new ideas :)

I can write angst, fluff, (attempts at) humor, and certain aus.

I won’t write nsfw. Sorry!! It’s just really not my vibe. You do you, but I’m not comfy writing it.

I am open to other fandoms too! I would consider AnY, Furuba, PJO/HOO, BNHA, and a few others. Again, just ask!

Link to all my fics

Ao3

[catasters]

[everythingfox]

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[hellnhonor]

Iki Hiyori a sorta popular 16 year old : romance doesn’t interest me Thank You Very Much, I want to be a wrestler anyway

A 1000+ year old unknown homeless god with sweaty hands and daddy issues : hi

Iki Hiyori : you know what? I changed my mind

[moanlightlust-deactivated202109]

prompts

compilation of prompts by me, and many others to hopefully inspire you♡

cute/fluff:

“I’ll feel much better if you let me walk you home.”

“I wanted to say “I love you” for the first time without stuttering, but that failed.”

“Apparently all our friends have a bet going that we end up together.”

“you make me feel alive. for the first time ever, i feel like i can breathe”

“i fucking love you” “hang up, and tell me this when you’re sober”

“i really want to kiss you right now” “do it then”

“Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?”

“i’ve been falling in love with you since the first day we met”

“Sorry… your hair was in your face… thought I should move it so I could see you better.”

angsty/sad:

“i dont know how to exist in a world without you”

“The worst thing is, that even after all of that, I’m still in love with you.”

“did you at least think of me, when you were having sex with her?”

“no. the moment you saw me as a bet was the moment you fucked up.” 

“If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart.”

“i swear, if you say another word, i’ll leave.”

“that ship has sailed. i’ve had my one great love already”

“Would you just shut up and listen to me for two goddamn seconds?!”

“if i asked you to stay, would you?” 

“i don’t know who you are anymore”

“of course i still love you. but i hate myself for it.”

“We’re not just friends and you fucking know it.”

“i can’t have this argument with you again” “but-” “no. i’m done”

filth:

“Seeing you between my legs is so hot.”

“I may or may not have left some….marks.”

“I think we were a little too loud last night.”

“Really? You wanna have sex….here? Now?”

“the noises you make are incredible”

“You’ve been giving me bedroom eyes for the past half an hour - time to show me what, exactly, was on your mind.”

“we’re just…friends.” “friends don’t do this type of shit!”

“she may be all lollipops and candy bars, but I bet behind closed doors she’s hand cuffs and gags.”

“bite your lip once more, i dare you”

“what you gonna do about it, stud”

“I could just pull your bikini bottoms to the side, no one will notice.”

“god i love your hands” “lets put them to good use then”

“i know you can be louder than that.”

“come on. i want the neighbours to hear you scream”

“do you like that? like being in control?”

funny/miscellaneous:

“Never trust a man whose smile steals the breath right from your lungs.”

“Did you just slap my ass?” / “Actually, I firmly grasped it.” / “Did you just quote Spongebob?”

“I’m not a damsel in distress. i’m a damsel doing damage.”

“You couldn’t handle me even if i came with instructions.”

“where have you been all my life?” “hiding from you”

“shut up with all that soulmate shit”

“I’d punch you, but that’d ruin that pretty little face of yours.”

“sorry, is that supposed to impress me?”

“Maybe you should leave the cooking to me.”

“so it’s a date?” “nope. not a date” 

“it’s because i’m so attractive isn’t it?” “i say this. and i cannot stress this enough. i find you completely repulsive.” 

“alright daddy long legs, next joke please”

credits to some of the accounts whose prompt lists inspired this one: @connorshero, @starman-thorsus-canos-jock, @glitterquadricorn, @calumsendgame, @alloveroliver, @justforshitsandcackles, @whcczes, @hellsdemonictrinity, @poeticparker, @dresupi

[everythingfox]

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