[acupofcoffeewith]

I am at that age where a car parked infront of my house pisses me off.

[acupofcoffeewith]

“Her love was like lavender, delicate and melancholy.” —Laura Chouette, The Painting of Mrs. Ravensbrook

[acupofcoffeewith]

“One day I realized, I am what I'm looking for. The love I've been searching the world for. When I devoutly love myself it's fulfilling, and it attracts others. They fight to love me twice as much.” — Euphoria Godsent

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[acupofcoffeewith]

How am I doing? I just cried about the fact that Mochas 10 and that our time left together is very limited. I’ve thought about impulsively quitting my job, I have suicidal thoughts and I feel absolutely shitty about who I am, how people stopped giving a shit about me years ago and that I don’t want to keep moving through this sludge.

[acupofcoffeewith]

should be some sort of rule that you have to pack your own bag or if you want the bag packed by the cashier than you HAVE to buy a new bag…

sincerely someone who shouldn’t have to handle your soiled bag (many are machine washable) 🤢

[acupofcoffeewith]

I want to kiss you in coffee shops, meet you where you are and wipe away your black mascara tears. I want to have you, to hold you, and to love every piece of you and I want to meet you half way there. Tuck your hair behind your ear, listen to your words dance off your lips and to warm your cold red hands between my knees.

[acupofcoffeewith]

Just wanted to say we haven’t been affected by the forest fires that are close by happening in Ontario, Canada otherwise than poor air quality and everything was very yellow today. I felt like I was living in a movie. To those closer and affected by the forest fires, I am so sorry. To those out of houses my heart aches for you. To those who have lost loved ones I am thinking of you. To those who need help through this. I am here.

[acupofcoffeewith]

Do you know what feels wild? To not love someone anymore who used to consume every part of you.

[acupofcoffeewith]

Romanticize the little shit to get by.

[acupofcoffeewith]

too many ads

[gundulablumi]

Emma

[acupofcoffeewith]

Maybe we should bring back the “up your ass and around the corner” as a comeback.

[acupofcoffeewith]

I don’t experience anxiety as much as I experience melancholy but I’m also very critical of my sadness and very selective on who I show it to. I don’t want to hand it off to everybody. I can mask it.

Problem with masking it so much is that people don’t necessarily know how to handle my low moods. Since I’m usually the type to joke around they try to continue joking with me but it just sets a fire inside my chest.

Making a joke out of depression? Yes let’s continue the stigma 🙄

Honestly the “take your meds” joke or comment is pretty dismissive and just rude. It’s not funny to be told to take my medication when I take it and still find myself struggling to cope.

In the bluntest way possible — leaving me the fuck alone is usually the way to go. If I am upset with you or by you. I usually just need time. . I’ll come around eventually.

[acupofcoffeewith]

Work related.

How long do you wait until you send a “are you on your way” text ?

[vimtos]

good night everyone except all the toxic people throughout my life who made me doubt my self-worth and took advantage of my kindness and patience

[clearpills]

from Gabi Abrão