daydreamer

you’re a daydreamer, & it’s the same thing over ( and over ), we’re RUNNING for our lives, in a slip-stream, oh, you WAKE UP someday & realize, you were dreaming of a life you forget.

[slytherinwritess]

The weight of the sky burdens your shoulders, but darling you have a heart made of lions, and you are stronger than you think.

atlas didn’t crumble; so neither will you // liza dv.  (via slytherinwritess)

[monstaim]

Minghao looking good in his Thrasher outfit (x)

[helloiamperfectlyperfect]

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* I.O.I - Downpour

[fyeahgyuhao]

[160618] Thank U Festival

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tvehyun.

             ‘ you don’t have to apologize, ’ he tried to give the other a warm smile, maybe that would make him calmer. anyway, taehyun appreciated the other’s c o n c e r n; that said a lot in the FRIEND that he always trusted that the younger would be. ‘ i was at a wedding, a ex’s wedding, and this isn’t the kind of cliché that i’m going to be crying over because he wasn’t marrying me instead. no, i’m quite happy that he found a girl good enough to support his mannerism, ’ tae laughed softly, it wasn’t a melodious laugh but it wasn’t altogether a lie. he kept his fingers around his cup in the hope that it would serve to warm him somehow. ‘ it’s just… weddings. they’re so beautiful they kind of make me out of blue, you know ?? ’ he shrugged briefly. ‘ but it’s okay, you don’t have to worry about your hyung, but thank you. ’

     ‘ a wedding ? ’ he repeated, questioning in his tone, a sort of questioning that he didn’t get the chance to establish --- because the moment he’d opened his mouth again, taehyun was already speaking. oh. well, he supposed that made sense --- even if the explanation didn’t do anything to ease worries that had begun to accumulate in his mind. he just couldn’t help himself sometimes. ‘ just the environment ? it made you a bit sad even though there wasn’t anything all that sad about it ? ’ he asked, eyebrows drawn together before there was a shake of his head. ‘ we just need to get you thinking of something else ! something that makes you happier --- what makes you happiest ? ’

[kidolsruinedmylife-deactivated2]

My kink : the synchronized sound of the shoes on the floor during dance practices

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tvehyun.

             he thanked the sugar with a simple nod, it didn’t take long to get his attention back to ace once again. ‘ suddenly i’m hearing this more than i usually hear lately, ’ the laughter that escaped his lips was nothing if not forced, showing one side of himself that he was sure that the younger didn’t know until there, and which he didn’t W A N T E D the other to know — that’s why taehyun settled into his chair and tried to compose himself. ‘ i’m just fine, kid. thank you, ’ he bowed again, too much for someone who was just trying to act normal. ‘ just because i didn’t hit at you right when i saw you doesn’t mean there’s something wrong, okay ?? i’m going to give you some b r e a k from your accidental aegyo. ’

maybe he shouldn’t have said anything, but concern for the elder only grew as ace was shown a side of taehyun he hadn’t seen. they hadn’t known each other long, granted --- but it didn’t stop the dancer from caring too much. ‘ sorry, ’ he apologized with a bow of his head, features melting into a soft smile. ‘ you just seemed a bit upset, that’s all --- i didn’t mean to assume you were. ’ a soft sigh left ace then, though it wasn’t at all uncomfortable. ‘ but if you were --- i don’t know. being upset alone isn’t much fun, so if you were ... you could talk to me. ’

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vnki.

p r o c e s s i n g  words, hitched breaths rolled over lips ( guilt was burning more, stinging flesh — he didn’t want to make ace feel anything other than HAPPY and by jeaki being here… he wasn’t following that goal ), but composure was quickly forced upon his being — as the lump that was swelling, choking the boy, was  s w a l l o w e d  — so, he was able to match words with actions. “ i’m sure, ” he responded, words slipping in a whisper, as reassurance melted over features ( a gentle smile settling ), “ please, don’t look so worried. ” it was CLEAR he’d had practice, pretending and  l y i n g —— even if it was more difficult when in front of ace ( jeaki was only doing it for his benefit… right? ). fingers curled around the arms of the chair he’d been positioned in and he forced himself to his feet ( dismissing the  w a v e s  of nausea and dizziness that played, the moment he was upright ), slow steps  c a r r y i n g  his body in the direction of the other, “ i just want to go home, ” he hummed, words hinted with desperation ( though there was a brightness forced upon features ), “ i —— i just need to get dismissed… and we can go — i think. ” a  s h a k e n  breath exuded, before a falling smile tugged back upwards, “ i’ll find the nurse… they’ll let me go now i’m accompanied… just wait here ? ” 

         ace’s gaze finally averted following jeaki’s words, asking him to not look so worried ( a feat he himself couldn’t claim even if he tried ), leaving the boy a w k w a r d l y staring at his shoes. ‘ sorry. ’ he mumbled, the apology falling from his lips  uncomfortably, a feeling which he’d try to swallow down quickly. hues found the other once more when he was standing closer, telling him that he just wanted to go home with a tinge of desperation in his voice ... and his heart clenched at the near plea, a subtle reminder that he’d do anything for the boy in front of him if he only so much as asked. ‘ we’ll go home. i promised you, didn’t i ? ’ though lips tugged upward with words uttered, the smile offered didn’t quite reach his eyes. something felt off, he felt as if jeaki was walking on eggshells around him --- what had gone wrong ? ‘ no ... you stay here. i’m not sure they’d let you leave with how pale you look. i’ll talk to them, okay ? i’ll get you released and home in no time. ’

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stardusthqs.

✧*.    “ call me GRANDPA one more time, i swear to god ! ” their threat’s immediate, commonly following instances where the younger refers to him as other names relating to age. through the bickering, minjae’s voice seems to have risen, and when he directs attention toward ace once more, the sudden change throws even him through a loop. “ sorry, ” voice hitches partway, the singular word sounding choppy. cue the clearing of his throat, as minjae uses his FREE hand to gather the nearby notebook. “ he can be a bit of a h a n d f u l sometimes, ” they pause, tilting their head in momentary thought. “ – or rather, ALL the time. ” there, that sounds better, he thinks. tension eases in their shoulder blades and they’re visibly more relaxed ( though, it’s not that sehyun burdens them – if anything, he’s a joy to be around ). sehyun’s akin to a child however, constantly leaving minjae on his toes, expending his energy through looking after him and attempting to keep up with him. “ now, where were we ? ” their head’s an ENTANGLEMENT of various thoughts ; the elder’s unsure of where they left off, having forgotten even what the day’s lesson plan is. 

    ‘ IT’S .... it’s okay, really, ’ the dancer nodded his head once, gaze darting between the two other males before he settled himself back in the couch ( with his notebook held tightly between fingers ). ‘ is he your ... brother ? ’ he’d already made a wrong assumption once, but his curiosity had gotten the better of him again ; he couldn’t help but wonder what their relation was, and why they’d seemed so at-odds. ace shook his head from his thoughts, turning his attention back to the notebook held in his hands. ‘ we were ... i was reading the paragraph you wrote for me with a few unfamiliar words. i can ... i’ll start from the beginning, if that’s okay. ’

[larmoyante]

I do believe his mouth is heaven, his kisses falling over me like stars.

Richard Siken, Crush (via larmoyante)

[tvehyun]

                *˚. ★ red eyes focused down on the cup on his hand — an espresso with three extra shots, just because taehyun NEEDED to keep himself awake, at least until he got his home back. anyone who knew the dark haired male could say that something was w r o n g just looking at his hand; he hated coffee, just thinking about it usually gave him goosebumps. now he had it in his hand, without any s u g a r and the liquid more like POISON coming down his throat. he needed that. a drink that matched enough with his life. bitter and not enough ( the way he felt ). proper suits were nothing NEW on seoul’s streets, if anything was anything but normal, but that still didn’t make taehyun feel less out of place. having an experience o u t of his body was starting to be tiring, and it was a sip of the sour liquid that brought him back to reality, the bright light of the coffee-shop hitting his teary eyes more than he wanted but was hard to not notice another stare.‘ hey you, ’ he gestured toward them, or better saying towards the counter. ‘ can you pass me the sugar right there ?? apparently i can clean up N I C E L Y, but i won’t ever be nice enough to drink coffee properly, ’ the forced humor wasn’t enough to hide the sadness in his voice.

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     ACE’S EYES HAD LINGERED ON THE OTHER with his brain half full of curiosities and half full with concern for the elder ; taehyun was someone who always came across as cheerful and happy ( sometimes, almost happier than himself ), and seeing them in such a state unlike one he’d ever seen before rose a particular sort of alarm in the boy. ‘ hyung, ’ he began as he passed the sugar to the other, his eyebrows strung together in thought. ‘ is everything okay ? ’

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stardusthqs.

IM.JAE : by ‘ quite different, ’ i hope you mean ‘ good ’ IM.JAE : ah, you did~ thank you !  IM.JAE : what colour were you thinking ?  IM.JAE : though whatever you do, don’t let sehyun dye your hair.  IM.JAE : unless you want your neck and forehead the same colour 😒

A.ZHU : ofc i meant good !! A.ZHU : i don’t know, i haven’t had any color since i was a trainee A.ZHU : i did blond and pink for awhile but !! i want so many colors A.ZHU : i’ll end up with a rainbow head A.ZHU : ah 😰 did he do it on purpose or is he just bad at coloring hair ?

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vnki.

guilt had  f l o o d e d  through blood, like a POISON ( intoxicating his body further, as each second  p a s s e d ), following the moment his message to the other had been marked with DELIVERED —— and he knew that he couldn’t back out, hide his whereabouts && act that nothing had gone wrong… that he hadn’t let the demons take over and had them almost WIN ( a bittersweet victory ). with the knowledge that he was being collected ( making him feel like a child, about to be claimed by a parent from the schoolyard ), jeaki FORCED his frame the bed and flopped, somewhat lifelessly, his aching limbs over an arm chair ( discomfort seeping through skin ), despite it being against the recommendation of nurses ——— jeaki wasn’t one for disobeying ( it was KNOWN that his nature strayed him from such behaviourism’s ), however, all he had done, since his submission, was the very opposite of the nurse’s recommendations. he knew that he should have been occupying the hospital bed for several days longer, before he would have been presented with the SUGGESTION of submission into a mental health facility, he’d done this before ( and more than once… really, he thought he’d never be doing it again ) and he was well aware of the procedure… so, for THIS occasion, he opted not to follow it. and they couldn’t stop him. there was a hushed creak, that broke through the painful silence, triggering the small male to jolt upwards in his seat ( an attempt to look  l e s s  weary —— even if his drained skin told another story ), before his dark hues rested. acquainted with the boy he had ached to see the most ( and, yet, why did it hurt so much ?? ), warmth attempted to paint onto features, a forced smile spreading on his lips —— despite the REACTION… he was going to fake everything ( he couldn’t hurt the other… jeaki felt incapable of doing so ). “ ace, ” words bubbled, his voice was weak ( broken ), “ —— i told you, nothing serious… didn’t i? ” and, though, it hurt to  l i e, he knew it would hurt more to tell the truth.

       THE SIGHT OF THE OTHER DREW EYEBROWS TOGETHER, features contorting into an expression of confusion. jeaki appeared paler than usual ( which was to be expected, he supposed ), but he also seemed much weaker than he’d been prepared for. a knot tugged and twisted in his stomach, and despite part of his mind yelling at him to calm down --- his protective nature over the person he loved never made him out to be the most rational person to come across. he swallowed, thickly, unable to avert his gaze from the other’s frame. god, let his mind be wrong, let jeaki’s assurances be truthful. ‘ you did, but ... ’ the boy paused ; if there was one thing he’d never been able to do, it was to force anyone into saying anything they didn’t want to speak about as it only admitted guilt and a feeling of hypocrisy in himself. BUT, there had been an intense curiosity ( and concern ) burning the back of his throat, unable to go unnoticed no matter how much he’d wanted to push the questions down. the last thing he wanted to do was doubt jeaki. ‘ you don’t look ... you  ... ’ he struggled, choking on words caught in his throat., nothing but panic flowing through every thought that crossed his mind. ‘ are you sure ? ’

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☆.。.:*・ @vnki​・.:*・°☆ --- continued from this !!

        ACE HAD NEVER ENJOYED HOSPITALS ; they always brought him a melancholic feeling, memories of his father’s last days surfacing in the forefront of his mind. and while it had been years since the summer fell apart, years since he’d spend days upon days in a small hospital room in hopes to simply talk to his father, he held himself together considerably well as he walked through the hospital entrance. the dancer had approached the front counter after the slightest bit of hesitance, a s k i n g for the room number where jeaki had been admitted. it was nothing serious, jeaki had told him, so he had tried his hardest not to worry himself over something small --- but something in his gut told him something was wrong, even if it was usual for the elder to say there was no need for concern. fact was, ace couldn’t help himself in the slightest when it came to jeaki. after a short conversation with the nicest lady at the front desk, ace was making his way down a silent corridor, eyes moving side to side in hopes of catching the number of the right room, until --- he’d found it. after trying ( and failing ), to suppress a small smile, he entered the room jeaki was in, only for shock to strike him the moment he laid eyes on the other. the situation felt oddly familiar. ‘ you don’t ... ki --- what happened ? ’

[liviahq-blog]

i.livia: asked my hairdresser to surprise me nd he came thruuuu #blesst 🙏 🙏 i.livia: tell me how fuckin adorable i look in pink nd ill buy u only the /best/ sagyupsal for dinner 💋

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A.ZHU : i already ate dinner ! A.ZHU : but the pink looks really cute !!  A.ZHU : it really suits you 💖