Wise words. Originally Beckett, expanded on nicely by Colin Greenlaw.
They were adopted by one of my directors, Adam Miller-Batteau, and became the mantra for our devised/ guided production of Romeo and Juliet back in June.
The idea is that everything that doesn't work out in life quite as you had planned is just a stepping stone towards success. We learn from our mistakes in order to progress both in the spheres of work and play. I'm currently writing up my academic reflections on the three productions I was involved with as part of the Production and Performance module on my MA course and thought it would be useful (and maybe interesting to somebody?) to order my thoughts here too in a less formal context.
Here were three very different productions:
Othello dir. Zachary W. Magan
Romeo and Juliet facilitated by Adam Miller-Batteau
Ferdinand and Luise dir. Kathrin Rosenberger
Before I begin I would like to say how much I enjoyed each and every one of these processes and production experiences. I challenged myself in a number of areas in this period of my training and think I achieved as much as I hoped I would. But perhaps not as much as I knew I could...
Although I have received precious little 'training' during my study of Drama and Theatre Studies I have worked hard on my own time to improve my physical ability, vocalisation and imagination. I have read a great many books about the do's and don'ts of acting, which usually contradict each other. (some I could REALLY recommend include Uta Hagen's Respect for Acting, Cicely Berry's The Actor and the Text and Declan O'Donnelan's The Actor and the Target)
With Shakespeare I have received much more specific training practically (my knowledge of Stanislavski and contemporary method acting is rather academic, try as I might) and it has, surprisingly, become something of a comfort zone for me.
It seems odd that something considered to be 'great' or a 'cultural idol' should come, comparatively, easily to me. I am, however, very aware of the privileged position I am in, aged 22, having not been to Drama School and having a very detailed knowledge of the ins and outs of the bards greatest works of theatre.
I have discovered (re-discovered I should say) the joy of hard work. Which is nice. Daddy will be proud...
Whilst working on Ferdinand and Luise, a lovely new translation of Schiller's Kabale und Liebe (Love and Intrigue), I was required to speak in German almost throughout. I do not speak German. This was, needless to say, challenging.
The reason that it went well in performance was the amount of home work I put into preparing the script. I learnt the lines well in advance and studied the precise inflection and meaning of each syllable and nuance of the language.
In theatre studies this is sometimes known as 'actioning'- when you break a script/ part down into smaller units (or chunks as we called them in R&J!) and really work at getting precision into the performance through preparation. I think that it is quite telling that I found this process so rewarding. I really ought to be putting similar levels of background work, analysis and thought into every role I play. If I honestly want to succeed in this business I need to be working my ass off.
To that end I've begun diligently scribbling and crossing out and rescribbling all over my new script for Miss Julie ( www.theakzedaggy.com for booking and other info!). But more on that another day.
The Marshall, in Ferdinand and Luise, does not have a counter point in its parent playRomeo and Juliet. My original academic plan was to compare and contrast the two through rehearsal. Bearing in mind cultural and chronological between the plays, their authors and the societal structures they represent.
I shocked my professor by camping it up with this role. Apparently he has usually seen me in more 'butch' 'soldiery' roles. Which is nice, I guess!
It was great fun to do, really nice to play against type, but I think I need to work on my comic timing in general before straying too far away from naturalism and tragedy again!
Adam's production reminded me about the importance of ensemble. Something that is very easy to lose sight of when you get involved in the sort of detailed text work I was talking about before! We had a great time devising ways of exploring Shakespeare's most famous play.
Zachary's Othello was the closest thing to my normal sort of work. But in many ways it was the most challenging. The Moore of Venice is a dark, dark play. I was playing Othello's Lieutenant, Cassio. The effort to combine realism and Shakespeare is intensely enjoyable. I was constantly being reminded to stand up straight or do something more befitting the moment.
I shall probably revisit this topic soon but for now I'm spent (and ought to work on my essay/advertising).
hope this provides interesting reading. I'll update you on progress for Miss Julie soon and hope to do a reaction to the Vortext Collective show I worked on for the Exeter Festival, if its of interest.