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I know my place. I am inferior. I am a caged fag. I am here to serve those who deserve my service.
If you thought your session was going to be over just because I made you come - you’re wrong.
We are going to spend the rest of the afternoon together on this very porch. What you are going to do is open up and share allllll of your deepest, darkest thoughts and secrets while I enjoy this cigar.
You’re going to listen to me very carefully. You’re going to answer my questions very carefully. I’m going to record it all very carefully.
Then - and only then - we can really begin.
Meanwhile, in my backyard …
Wow an old post from my original blog, where has this been floating around at?
When the order comes to Flex he obeys like the good Jock he is.
Take a pic… become a Ken?
I need to be himbofied.
Yes, Sir
He is responsible for keeping you to be virtuous and docile now you’re married.
Stronger as a collective, not as individuals.
Individualism has limitations and when men realise this, it is the first trigger that their mind is ready to explore the alignment to collective brotherhood.
Just one simple message to a Unity brother can help you find your way and move you to a life of order, discipline and clarity.
We are here. We are waiting for you. Hail Unity!
If my master wants me to turn into a meathead muscle man, I will do so.
You know what to do
Yes sir
The Church Wants You (All of you) - Part 2
Peter stood with his arms crossed beside the kitchen counter.
"Rick, listen to yourself."
"I'm listening."
"No, you're not."
Rick rubbed his face.
"We're talking about pretending to be someone we're not."
Peter pointed toward the pile of bills.
"And they're talking about taking our apartment."
Silence.
The words landed harder than Rick wanted to admit.
Peter softened his voice.
"I'm not asking you to join anything."
"I'm not joining anything."
"I'm not asking you to believe anything."
"I'm not believing anything."
"I'm asking you to survive."
Rick stared at him.
Peter stepped closer.
"One year."
Rick shook his head.
"Peter—"
"One year. Council elections are next spring."
"You don't know that."
"Nobody knows anything."
Peter laughed bitterly.
"But everybody says the same thing. The old council is losing support. People are angry. Utility prices. Mortgage increases. Store closures."
Rick looked away.
Peter continued.
"If they're gone next year, everything changes."
"And if it doesn't?"
Peter didn't answer.
That worried Rick more than anything.
---
A long silence followed.
Finally Peter sighed.
"Come on."
"What?"
Peter pointed at his hair.
"If we're doing this, let's do it."
Rick blinked.
"What?"
Peter pointed again.
"Look at me."
Rick looked.
Dark curls.
Longer top.
Messy texture.
Modern style.
The exact opposite of what most young men in town now wore.
Peter smirked nervously.
"Give me one of those stupid haircuts."
Rick actually laughed.
For the first time all evening.
"Oh, absolutely not."
"Rick."
"No."
"Rick."
"They all look identical."
"Exactly."
Rick laughed again.
Peter spread his arms.
"Then make me identical."
---
Twenty minutes later they had moved into the living room.
Rick had dragged home some equipment from the shop months earlier.
Clippers.
Comb.
Cape.
Scissors.
Peter sat in a wooden chair.
Looking deeply uncomfortable.
A black barber cape covered him from neck to feet.
Rick snapped the cape closed.
"You still have time to back out."
Peter stared ahead.
"You still have time to stop being dramatic."
Rick switched on the clippers.
The familiar buzzing filled the apartment.
For a moment everything felt normal.
Like before the bills.
Before the graffiti.
Before the town started changing.
---
Peter swallowed.
"I hate this already."
"I haven't even started."
"I know."
Rick grinned.
"Good."
The clippers touched Peter's neck.
Hair immediately began falling.
Dark curls slid down the cape.
Peter visibly winced.
"Oh God."
Rick chuckled.
"It's hair."
"It's my hair."
"You sound eighty years old."
---
Slowly Rick worked around the back of Peter's head.
The longer curls disappeared.
The sides grew shorter.
Cleaner.
Neater.
More structured.
Every few minutes Peter would glance toward the dark television screen trying to catch a reflection.
Rick pushed his head gently forward.
"Stop moving."
"I want to see."
"You'll survive."
---
More hair fell.
Rick blended the sides carefully.
His hands moved automatically.
Years of experience.
Years of fades.
Years of modern styles.
Ironically, lately he had been cutting dozens of nearly identical conservative hairstyles.
He knew exactly what Peter wanted.
That somehow annoyed him even more.
---
Peter touched the cape.
"How bad is it?"
Rick smirked.
"Very."
Peter groaned.
"I knew it."
"I'm kidding."
"You're lying."
"I'm definitely lying."
Peter rolled his eyes.
---
The clippers buzzed higher.
Rick worked the fade.
Short near the ears.
Longer toward the crown.
Cleaner than Peter had ever worn it.
Eventually Rick stepped back.
The transformation was already obvious.
Peter looked younger.
Sharper.
More conventional.
Less rebellious.
Less artistic.
Less like Peter.
Rick hated how effective it looked.
---
"Mirror."
"No."
"Rick."
"No."
"Mirror."
"Sit still."
Peter groaned dramatically.
---
Rick sprayed water through the top.
The curls flattened.
A comb moved through them.
Back.
To the side.
Back.
To the side.
Creating a neat side part.
The kind Rick saw every day now.
The kind Ethan and the others wore.
The kind that seemed to be taking over the town.
---
Peter stared at the floor.
"This feels weird."
"Because it is weird."
"You know what's really weird?"
"What?"
Peter laughed.
"The haircut actually looks good."
Rick sighed.
"I know."
That answer made them both laugh.
---
The dryer came next.
Warm air blew through Peter's hair.
Rick shaped the part carefully.
Every strand placed deliberately.
Every line clean.
Every edge neat.
When he finally switched off the dryer, silence returned.
Rick handed over a mirror.
Peter looked.
And froze.
For several seconds he simply stared.
Turning his head.
Looking left.
Then right.
Then left again.
---
"Well?"
Rick asked.
Peter swallowed.
"I look like one of them."
"You do."
"I really look like one of them."
"You really do."
Peter touched the side part.
The short faded sides.
The smooth top.
The precise shape.
The clean appearance.
Everything.
---
Neither spoke for a moment.
Then Peter stood.
"One more thing."
"Oh no."
Peter pointed toward the bedroom.
"The shirt."
Rick groaned.
"The shirt."
---
Peter disappeared into their bedroom.
A few minutes later closet doors opened.
Hangers rattled.
Drawers slid.
Rick sat on the couch wondering how his life had somehow reached this point.
---
Then Peter emerged.
Holding a white dress shirt.
The only one he owned.
Along with black suit trousers.
He looked at them uncertainly.
Like they belonged to someone else.
Maybe they did.
---
He removed his polo shirt.
Tossed it onto the bed.
Then stepped into the black trousers.
The fabric felt different.
More formal.
Less comfortable.
More restrictive.
He fastened the waistband.
Pulled them into place.
Smoothed the front.
Adjusted the belt.
Then picked up the white shirt.
For several seconds he simply held it.
Staring.
Thinking.
Doubting.
---
Rick watched from the doorway.
"You don't have to do this."
Peter looked over.
"Neither do you."
Then he slid his arms into the sleeves.
The cool cotton settled over his shoulders.
The cuffs fell neatly into place.
One button.
Then another.
Then another.
Slowly working upward.
The shirt transformed him almost as much as the haircut had.
The white fabric looked crisp.
Orderly.
Intentional.
---
When he reached the collar, Peter hesitated.
His fingers paused.
Rick noticed immediately.
"Too much?"
Peter laughed nervously.
"Maybe."
---
Finally he fastened another button.
Then another.
Until only the top one stays unbuttoned.
The collar framed the new haircut perfectly.
Exactly the way Rick had seen hundreds of times lately.
---
Peter stepped in front of the mirror.
The room grew quiet.
The man staring back barely looked like the same person who had sat down for a haircut forty minutes earlier.
The messy curls were gone.
The casual style was gone.
The relaxed look was gone.
Everything looked sharper.
More formal.
More respectable.
More acceptable.
At least according to the town.
---
Rick stared.
Peter stared.
Neither knew what to say.
Finally Peter looked over.
"Well?"
Rick sighed.
"You look ridiculous."
Peter laughed.
Then looked back at the mirror.
A small smile appeared.
"You know what's annoying?"
"What?"
"It kind of works."
Rick groaned.
"Don't say that."
Peter laughed even harder.
And for the first time all week, despite the bills, despite the mortgage, despite the fear hanging over them both, they managed to laugh together.
Always accept the Boss's instructions and commands. They are always the best for you and your work.
Joining the cadets is the best thing a boy like me can do
Young men like me require dicipline, order, authority, hierarchy and the opportunity to obey. My father making me join the cadets was the best decision he ever made for me. I am free from laziness and full of purpose
Sir yes sir!
In the beginning, I remember asking him, “Why are you doing this to me?” he responded, “The better question boy is, why are you letting me do this to you? Answer that one and you’ll have the answer to yours as well.” Up until that point we were just playing, but then I realized it was all happening because I was a faggot.
I needed all of it and he he was only too happy to fill my need. I do think he cultivated a bit of it, but I’m a caged and collared fag, who cares what I think
I put a cage on for the first time a few days ago and it felt right. Then I found a collar and put that on. And it felt right. This morning, I'm going to experiment with being plugged.
When everything feels right and at peace, I know that I am a fag.