aeb_abyaras

| 21 | Working Student| BS Psychology Major| Journal Writing 101| English 102

[aebsjournal]

Hello all. It might be true or not but since I found my positivist journal given by my sister, I might not be able to write as much here. It might depend, but because of my myositis, I might be wrong since I have a hard time writing. I'll see. It might take a while before I post again. I'll update when I can. 😊

[feeplings]

Pre-orders are finally open! (March 16 to April 3)

Hi everyone!! (^w^)

After weeks of preparing, it's finally here! I'm so excited! There are bundles, stickers, art prints and notepads that you can choose from.

All the information you need can be found in my shop carrd. Of course, if you have further questions and concerns, you can DM me or send it via my QnA form.

Reblogs are very appreciated, thank you so much. 🧡

Read more to see the menu and some general information!

feeplings shop

general information for fiona's shop.

FAQ

Are you accepting international orders? Yes! You can view the shipping info on my carrd, and the prices are on their respective forms (local, international). There are unservicable countries though, so please check that list first before ordering.

Will group orders be allowed? Please DM me!

How much are shipping costs? Locally, it'll range from ₱80–₱160. Internationally, it should be no more than 25USD!

cont... (updating this as we go)

For international buyers who are interested but find that this is currently out of your budget due to different standards of living in your country (i feel u), please don't hesitate to DM me and we can hopefully find something that works for you. :)

Thank you for all your support! <3

[aebsjournal]

Hello all,

Its been a while. I forgot I had a Tumblr all this time because of how busy I was but here I am. Im back. For...Im not sure how long again...hahahaha 😅

Anyways...

Ummm...theres been a lot going on with my life honestly a lot like I dont know where to begin but ex disappeared on me, randomly messages me out of nowhere when he feels like it, and keeps the convo that way, stressing me out like a wheesle. My broken hearted "friend?" who "tried" to get our friend to be together also did the same bullshit on me and Idk if he ever plans to talk to me again but as of now were not in talking terms until someone starts new. We both just cant talk especially since hes been impulsively using girls for the sake of the companionship he doesnt genuinely like yes I was one of the "many" he liked. Ugh. My "best friend in a way" got me to cut ties with her after 14 years of friendship and 9 years of drama but the only reason why Im still talking to her is because shes still likes this guy I count as a boyfriend but were not official yet because I have yet to be ready to be committed and I dont feel like its time. Soon. It will be. I hope. But yes shes been making moves on him since November and its on and off so Im on the look out for her. She also has this thing going on with other guys too so...Im done. But yeah thank for reading! Advance Happy Chinese New Year! I hope your New Years and the year will be fruitful and prosperous! Kung Hei Fat Choi!

[storytimewithnikokat]

Ok, this isn't a story, but this is still an important post! Most of my stories are of mature nature and should be read at your own discretion.

My stories could include the following:

Gore

Sex/Adultery

Religious/Political topics

Extremely dark humor

Abuse of any kind

Mental Disorders

Sensitive topics (including self-harm, suicide, etc.)

And more

A big reason why I tend to write stories with these types of themes is because I would like to shine a light on these topics.

People tend to find these topics uncomfortable to talk about, which is understandable, but these things aren't getting the attention I believe they should be getting.

Now, all of my stories will be entirely fictional, so these themes will be overly exaggerated at times, but half of the point of these stories is just bring attention to these topics. Otherwise, its entirely for entertainment.

As for one final disclaimer, I must express that not all of my stories will contain these themes. It's one thing to use stories to bring light to uncomfortable and scary topics, but its a whole other thing to use such topics as pure entertainment.

With all that said and done, I hope I can bring you smiles and tears, and open your mind to a world you may or may not have known.

I'll see you soon.

-Niko Kat

[aebsjournal]

This is the first time ever I have written a love letter to my grandfather. I am not one who normally writes letters to my loved ones however he was a special case since he has been going through a lot for some time now and I thought that I writing a letter was a nice to talk to him and remind him that my family and I are here for him.

Sorry about this...but if you are wondering why the pictures are blurry there is a reason for that and I have to continue letting it be until it is time to take a clearer picture. Hahaha. I was in a rush to take the pictures, IPad is heavy for my hands. 😅

[aebsjournal]

[aebsjournal]

Hello, the semester just ended a few days ago and I'm here rediscovering what Im going to do aside from school.

While thats happening, I might not sure what to feel now that the semester ended.

It feel relieving and happy but it is not easy to go back to what I was. I still feel the same from what I was then aware that theres no school work involve but I still feel like the semester is going. *sigh*

Is it really over even if I feel it is but the feeling wont go away?

Yes ane no but Im accepting this feeling and I am going to stop and decide one day. 😞✊

[aebsjournal]

I forgot about Tumblr...Huhu. Maybe I can get back into it since school is over. Hmmmm.

[aebsjournal]

What I have become? What has this pandemic turned me into? I can't understand. Please make sense. Something...anything! I beg of me. I need to know how to be human again. AHHHH.

[aebsjournal]

When I thought my myositis was all over and I thought wrong because it returned this new semester. 😭💔 I need to find those medications for my hands soon. It won't go away. 😢

[aebsjournal]

Where does my motivation go to?

Playing Genshin or School?

Genshin...🥺👉👈

[aebsjournal]

Hello everyone! I am aware it's been a while but I'd just like to share this about my Myanmar online friend and what's been happening in her country. Thank you!

https://twitter.com/aeb_abayaras123/status/1359964700713259008?s=21

[jeonginthusiast-deactivated2021]

tagged by @cncochills (tysm!)

Keep:

• sleeping & eating well

• writing

• exploring new things

Stop:

• reminiscing my awful past

• being on my phone for hours

• anxious-childish imbecile

Start:

• doing even more hobbies

• be physically active

• be mentally happy

tagging: @aebsjournal @10-miles-away @doczombiecat626 @nikokat @anyone

[aebsjournal]

Tagged by @heathercypress

Keep:

1.Sleeping (Oh you know it! Hahaha)

2.Playing Genshin 😅

3.Studying

Stop:

1.Letting your past control your present

2.Sleeping late unless you have the time!

3.Trying to get yourself to do schoolwork as I get it.

Start:

1.Continuing to do the tasks on your personal checklist

2.Get your first account

3.Save the goods in the account

tagging: @nucleartexmexfood @feeplings @miahxbee @returnpulse @serenai26 @danloui @anyone

[themourningroutine-deactivated2]

Reblog if you have made a friend online that you would love to hang with, but they live far away.

[bechloe-beatchell]

*REBLOGS FURIOUSLY*

[readwriteanddraw]

All of the GFC honestly

[jeonginthusiast-deactivated2021]

my dream team squad 🥺 and my childhood friend 🥺 and my kpop mutual friend 🥺 and also @aebsjournal 🥺💞💞💞

[aebsjournal]

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[aebsjournal]

OH I DO HAVE SOMETHING TO WRITE ABOUT TODAY HAHAHA I HATE LIFE I CAN SAY THAT AGAIN RIGHT NOW HOLY SHIT BUT LETS JUST KEEP IT SHORT SHALL WE?

IVE BEEN WITH THIS HUMAN SINCE BIRTH AND ID ONLY WANT TO RANT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED EARLIER TODAY TO SAVE YOU ALL THE TROUBLE

SO THIS RELATIVE OF MINE LIKES BUTTING HERSELF IN WITH FAMILY RELATED AFFAIRS WHICH IS FINE SUPPOSEDLY RIGHT BUT HERES THE TWIST SHE OVERHEARS THE CONVO BUTTS HER IN LIKE SHE OWNS THE CONVO THEN OVERPOWERS MY VOICE TRYING TO TALK TO MY DAD ABOUT THE MATTERS

NEXT SHE CLOSES THE DOOR ON MY FOOT WITHOUT EVEN LOOKING PROBABLY AND GIVES ME A WOUND CUT SAYS SORRY IDK IF IT WAS EVEN SINCERE OR GENUINE BECAUSE NEXT THING I KNEW SHE WAS ASKING WHERE I GOT THE BREAD THAT I WAS EATING I TOLD HER HES MY FRIEND DOESNT BELIEVE THE SHIT OUT OF ME AS USUAL AND ASSUMES IM LYING WHEN SHE HAS NO FUCKING PROOF MY EX AND I ARE BROKEN AND ONLY FRIENDS

IDK WHY SHES TRYING TO GET HERSELF INVOVLED WITH A DEAD RELATIONSHIP BUT ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HER AND HER BF OH I DONT KNOW WHATS COMING FOR HER NEXT 🙂

It really sucks when your family doesnt like or rather approve of your ex doesnt it? Maybe parents are involved with her mood swings about my ex? Im not sure but I wouldnt mind talking to them about it and not hide from me however. HAHAHA

[aebsjournal]

Watch this story by Bea Sarayba on Instagram before it disappears.

245 Followers, 423 Following, 38 Posts

Hello, Please check this out in case we do not follow each other on FB and IG. This is regarding my concern about my dog. Huhu. Thank you! Well-appreciated! Please comment if you cannot see my story too! 😊

https://t.co/KjoQYX4ApN