AEGIS OF

[aegisof]

[markthompsonartist]

Idle Fingers, Unpicking Time - 2009

168 x 127cm

Oil on Canvas

something un-urban…

[aegisof]

add up the things you’ve done and put the total in the tags. tagging - all the thought blogs

1. had sex: $10.00 2. smoked: $3.00 3. got drunk: $7.00 4. went skinny dipping: $5.00 5. kissed someone of the opposite sex: $5.00 6. kissed someone of the same sex: $5.00 7. cheated on a test: $2.00 8. fell asleep in class $0.50 9. been expelled: $5.00 10. been in a fist fight: $10.00 11. given oral: $10.00 12. got oral: $10.00 13. prank called the cops: $3.00 14. stole something: $2.00 15. done drugs: $5.00 16. dyed your hair: $0.50 17. done something with someone older (like a few years): $3.00 18. went out with someone over 18 (if you’re under 18): $4.00 19. ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50 20. cried yourself to sleep: $1.00 21. said you love someone but didn’t mean it: $1.00 22. been in love: $4.00 23. got caught doing something that you shouldn’t have been doing: $1.00 24. went streaking: $4.00 25. got arrested: $5.00 26. made out with someone: $2.00 27. peed in the pool: $0.50 28. played spin the bottle: $1.00 29. done something you regret: $3.00

total: $61.00

[deeplifequotes]

Walk with me… we’ll figure out where we’re going later.

[ohproserpine-deactivated2015053]

You’d break your heart to make it bigger,

Richard Siken, excerpt of Landscape with a Blur of Conquerors

[dailynovels]

[aegisof]

me @ myself: what are you thinking? how are you feeling? who are you? what have we done to each other? what will we do?

[meiselr]

Missing him feels like chapped lips and his name is the cold, bitter winter.

r.m | Excerpts #12

[rhory]

[therinich-blog]

“Looking back in bitterness going back to the broken pieces of the past, staying in those memories, hesitating to step forward to reality”

- in the drunken state of our need for affection, the damage we’ve inflicted on one another became a catalyst to the mornings following. before, i had enjoyed the sweetness of your lips, the grazes of your soft between my fingers-…the smiles that i had tucked somewhere deep in my heart to keep it warm. 

now, i am amused by how broken i feel in your presence, how laughable of a man i have become because of your young soul that i consider so precious. 

i do not know how to keep things in their unbroken state. i have never known anything but the tragedy that lays in my wake, and i am afraid to approach your eyes and fingers because what if i had already broken you. 

do you have shards falling at your feet, crackling and tumbling from a hole in your chest? does it hurt?

i do not know, and so i step back…

distance creates less of a mess, doesn’t it?

-

“I’m a stupid, blind, old man denying such a bright light giving up the glow to live in the peace that we made before”

aesthetic boards | relationship for: @huffaeg  lyrics from “Ohio” by Hyukoh

[aegisof]

i never understood what made your lips on my neck such an intimate affair until your teeth grazed my pulse and i realized you could tear open my throat and make me bleed out in your arms but instead you chose to kiss

[illuminology]

The Japanese say you have three faces. The first face, you show to the world. The second face, you show to your close friends, and your family. The third face, you never show anyone. It is the truest reflection of who you are.

[larmoyante]

Find me now. Before someone else does.

Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

[yuryinwonderland]

“Boo.”

❝ Chyort poveri! ❞ Yury shouted, shoulders tensed and hands raised above his head in a protective manner. His whole body was frozen in place, muscles pulled together tightly and eyelids shut as he waited for something to happen.

But all that followed was silence, and then laughter.

Yury turned around, wide eyes staring at Aegis who stood behind him. It took the Ravenclaw a moment to realize what had just happened before his hands launched forward, smacking his friend against the chest. ❝ Tih moodak!!! ❞

Yury was a friendly boy, someone who’d never dare to even hurt a fly and who spoke words filled with kindness. But when he was absolutely scared shitless, curses in his mother tongue were tossed around left and right without hesitating. Aegis most likely couldn’t understand what the Ravenclaw said (thank God), but saying Yury sounded unamused would be a huge understatement.

What had happened for this to happen, you wonder? Well, Yury was a curious little pureblood, unfamiliar with most things that were a big part of a muggle’s life, so when Aegis suggested visiting an amusement park, Yury naively tagged along, unaware of what was waiting for him.

House of Horrors. Yury should’ve known by the name and the eery music alone, but Aegis reassured him. It would be fine. It was just a fun ride, like all the other rides they’d ridden before.

The second they got into the cart, Yury began to freak out, his gut feeling telling him to get out immediately and run far, far away- but the ride had started before he could free himself from his seat. Shivering, crying, hidden within the safety of Aegis chest; that’s how Yury managed to get through the horrific house of horrors. 

Never, ever was he going to go to an amusement park again.

[lyricscity]

[miripuffle-blog]

C I N D E R E L L A    ▻ Aegis and Miri

@huffaeg

“Where there is kindness, there is goodness. And where there is goodness, there is magic.”

[toodlooooo-deactivated20171217]

hogwarts houses moodboards: hufflepuff

you might belong in hufflepuff, where they are just and loyal, those patient hufflepuffs are true, and unafraid of toil.