Dreamer's Garden

Hippie, gypsy, lover, student, nurse, stoner, dreamer, and fangirl extraordinaire.

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This.

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When you see how much better everyone's life is when you're not around..

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All I see all around me are images of pain, and feelings of suffering. What makes us desire these so? Where is the peace we so desperately seek? This world is a terrible place.

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When you're all alone and the dark thoughts start creeping in..

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I'll steal your soul with a smile on my face 💕😈😘 #demonized #supernatural #myfavoritefilter #snapchatsawitfirst

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From start to finish 😋 Hawaiian Dutch, Forbidden Fruit, Dead Prez, Bloodhound, & Sour OG

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Hitting hard right now

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Morning Adventure

Horror story of the day: Woke up this morning, absolutely normal day. Made a pot of coffee and prepped a big cup so I could get started and do the adulting. Went to sit outside as per my morning day off ritual, but since it was a little chilly I out on my hoodie with my hood properly in place. Sat down on my bench in my little sun room and started planning how to tackle the disaster that is my house, when in the upper peripheral region of my vision I see something twitching above my head. Thinking it's just a piece of my hair flailing around I go to move it out of my vision, because it's annoying. Then suddenly THE BIGGEST FUCKING COCKROACH IVE EVER FUCKING SEEN IN MY LIFE GOES FLYING TO THE GROUND. I grabbed the nearest weapon I could find, which just so happened to be a fork I use to aerate my plants, and I stabbed the bastard until it stopped moving. All the while holding my cup of coffee and not spilling a single drop.

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Today would have been your 100th birthday. I miss you so much, everyday I wish you were still here. I hope I've made you proud, and I hope you still watch over me. I love you Grandpa ❤️ #happybirthday

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I've been sinking into an all time low. It feels like I'm drowning when I know I'm fine. My heart feels empty and heavy. My brain is running in circles.

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My reaction when people ask me how I work two full time jobs 😂😁😱😵 #imdeadinside #workingwoman #nursinglife #relevant #excusemewhileidisappear #itdoesntmatteranyway #nobodylovesme

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Some days are better than others. Some days I wanna crawl in a hole and die.

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Little baby chamomile sprouts 😍 #howdoesyourgardengrow

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Trying to figure out how to letter with acrylic paint

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Always coffee first ☕️🐱 #grumpycat #coffeeislife #coffeefirst

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🌲❤️ #yosemitenationalpark #tree #nature #love