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.𖥔 ݁ ˖My Fics Masterlist .𖥔 ݁ ˖
I've put together a masterlist of my fics!
Plus: Fic Rec Notion (Over 120 Remadora, Prongsfoot, Moonchaser, Marauder fics)
My fics are under the cut!
jk rowling posted a photo upskirting a trans woman and when asked why the fuck she would do that, she responded to say that the victim “chose to wear fishnets and a miniskirt”
but no, for sure! she’s a feminist! for sureee she’s all about protecting women and girls. this one just asked for it, right? it was how she was dressed.
in other jkr news, from august in the uk trans people will be legally required to use the bathroom that adheres to their sex. that 70k jkr donated to the supreme court case? yeah. they’re starting to enforce that. legally.
but yeahhh have you seen these clips from the show 🥺🥺 it’s so #nostalgic guyssss 🥺🥺 (throwing rocks at you)
been replaying disco lately 🪩💫🖤
It will scab and it will itch.
if i were a guy i’d sooo be picking fights at bars as a repressed homosexuality thing
Fuck it, sure why not
I know I said I was back in the building like 2 weeks ago and literally just updated the fic, but I’m, apparently, not. To continue the slightly murky metaphor, I am locked outside the building, without a key, no address, and no real inclination to open the door anyway.
Maybe it’s the quiet pride that’s just gone, maybe it’s my current wrestle for hormones and health care, maybe it’s the number of people I’ve seen talking about merch and the show, maybe it’s just time…but I’ve had no real motivation to carry on writing for this fandom, nor these characters, for a little while and in the past week it’s almost completely dried up to nothing. I don’t really want to look at — or interact with — anything related to it at the moment.
I’m just…tired. I think.
So, on the chance this matters to someone: I’m not abandoning my fics entirely (I might write this and then get smacked over the head by motivation and get right back to it, you never know), but they are going to be on hiatus for the time being, I think.
I’d like to try writing other things (suggestions for what are very very welcome. Good Omens? Disco Elysium? I don’t know, friends), and hopefully I’d round to putting some of my original works down on paper at some point.
Who knows.
opened my wip and didnt immediately write a thousand new beautiful and perfect words so i'm going to smash my laptop with a hammer
My favourite remus & sirius dynamic fits to Noah Kahan's Willing & Able and to some people thats a red flag
The next chapter of The Feeling Of Being In Motion is up!
Remus hasn't seen Tonks since he walked out on her 4 years ago. Now she's turned up on his doorstep looking for a babysitter, and he'd quite like to see her again...
🔗Chapter 1 -> chapter 2 🔗
Snippet
"Did you have a good night?" He asks, and then wonders if he's allowed to, or if enquiring about her evening is strictly barred for ex husbands.
She shrugs. "Good enough. I don't get to go out much these days." He doesn't think it's intended as a slight, but he feels the prickling of shame along the back of his neck. "Then again, never did, did I? There's always something." She shrugs again, cracks forming in her nonchalance the longer he looks at her. It bothers her. Always had.
Tonks looks around his kitchen slowly, eyes drifting over the clean counters, the washing up in the sink, Teddy's bag that he has packed away, and the letter he's left on the kitchen table that threatens to unfurl and give him away. There's the sinking feeling he's being appraised, like she can see the last few years in every crevice of the room.
"You baked with him?" She asks, eyebrows raised behind her fringe. "You're not a baker."
"Oh I know. I mean, look at the state of them."
Tonks laughs. A genuine one, not the cold, harsh thing she'd left him with before. "Oh shush, that's not what I meant." she reaches for a mishapen, over baked cupcake and pops it into her mouth whole.
"That was brave."
"It's good!" She insists around the mouthful. She swallows thickly."Really."
"Well, you can thank my mother for that. It was her recipe, very difficult to mess up."
"Thank you, Hope, then." She says softly. She smiles and something twinges deep in his chest, that familiar sensation he's always associated with her. Flying and falling and burning all at the same time. Then Tonks clears her throat, and the feeling is gone.
Okay im done with this heatwave now thanks xoxo
never stop being obnoxious about fictional character online. you will find like-minded people and it will literally save you
I finally got around to writing a Good Omens oneshot 🥺
Embody Me (1930 words) by Vaguely_downwards Summary: Before Anthony Crowley had ever met Asa Fell, he'd dreamt about him.
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Once, he had dreamt about the stars. About holding them in his hands, the heat of them, the power. He'd dreamt about the way they burst into life, colours and whirling shapes that rose and fell before his eyes. Whole nebula and binary systems at his command, fingers dipped in galaxies that he smeared across an empty void. Asa Fell had been beside him, hair the purest white against the explosion of the universe. He had complemented Crowley's stars, and Crowley had made more just for him. He'd pointed at them as he made them: Procyon, Sirius, Alberio, Alpha Centauri. When the morning came, Crowley had swapped his politics degree for astrophysics.
It's very interesting that Tonks is so often characterised one-dimensionally in the fandom as always happy, cheerful, goofy, or, hell, even childish, given the way she's portrayed in, like, every book she's in.
That idea just doesn't hold up to scrutiny, and I'm pulling out my soap box and going on a rant.
Tonks absolutely brings the jokes in The Advanced Guard chapter. She's not afraid to make fun of herself ('did you hear me break that plate') or ask really stupid questions ('I suppose it varies, just like with wizards?'), or make fun of Mad-Eye ('you do know that's disgusting don't you?').
But, beyond 'The Woes Of Mrs Weasley' ('my head of house said I lacked the necessary qualities [...]like the ability to behave myself'), she doesn't crack jokes at the quite same rate ever again.
She's still funny, the narrative hasn't actually forgotte, it's brought up all the time ('at least Tonks is a laugh'). But it's not the key thing that she is in every single instance.
There's so much more to her.
By Christmas in Ootp, we see she's got a bit of a bite: casually threatening Stan Shunpike with violence ('say his name again and I will curse you into oblivion' muttered Tonks, menacingly') and being serious and abrupt getting the kids to school ('And [Tonks] shoved Harry forward toward the steps').
She's "bossy", in charge, and in control there and in the Advanced Guard ('“We’re not going through clouds!” shouted Tonks angrily.'). From the very beginning.
There's a vindictive, vengeful streak that rears it's head in DH ('I just wish I got her, I owe Bellatrix') whilst being very casual about violence ('we definitely injured Rodolphus').
And that stems from her almost irrational guilt complex that, whilst not the most pressing issue, is part of her struggle throughout HBP ('She thinks it was her fault [Sirius] died').
She's a solider and a fighter. The only other member of the Order who matches Tonks being in every key fight, is Remus. She's the protege of the most successful auror in the country, is known to be smart ('And she’s more intelligent,'), and commits treason the first time the opportunity comes up.
I'm not sure I'd really classify Tonks as always cheerful or always goofy in just The Advanced Guard when she is definitely 'on' and, we can assume, lightening the mood ('stop being so cheerful Mad-Eye, or he'll think we're not taking this seriously') never mind all. of. the. time.
She's just funny.
It's a one-dimensional pigeon hole that you don't usually see other funny characters (like Remus or Sirius) getting stuck in at quite the same rate that Tonks seems to.
There's so much left unsaid about Tonks, the contradictions she's made of, the journey she goes on far in the background that has nothing to do with the kids, that it makes me want to hold her between my teeth and shake her like a chew toy.
Oh my god, yessssssss.
When I say that Tonks' humour in these introductory passages is performative, I don't mean that she's not genuinely funny - because I think she must be.
Firstly, there is a lot going on for Tonks behind the scenes and, while I never want to be someone reducing female characters to their relationships with the men around them, I don't think we can discount Lupin's attraction. Not just sexually, but the draw that reels him in as a friend and colleague first. And I'm pretty sure a massive aspect of that is keeping up. Which we know she can do because...
She's clever. Cleverness does not always equal wit, I grant you, but it certainly helps. We are told that Tonks is the youngest recruit to the auror office in some time. She tells us a little about the exams she has had to pass to hold the title. Tonks might lack the ability to behave herself, but she is not lacking in conscientiousness and grit. She's a smart cookie who, while the evidence may not be in the text for me, I just know can banter with the best of them.
She's actually quite dry. This one is a reach, but I firmly believe her brief appearance as an elderly hag is a direct reference to one of Lupin's "too old" protestations. This joke has a bite to it that is present in none of her interactions with Harry.
Because she's also emotionally intelligent. Tonks can read a room. And this is where I come back to my essay on performative humour. Tonks' jokes when she is part of the Advance Guard are made to put Harry at ease. Some are at her expense because there is simply no better way to make a friend of someone in those circumstances. One exists solely to humanise Mad-Eye because she might not know what it is to be trapped in a room with a murderer wearing her mentor's skin, but I'll bet the farm that she knows what it is to be intimidated by Mad-Eye and his brilliance and expectations.
Of course, we get more of this type of humour when Harry is disappointed by his exclusion from the prefect-hood. (And he definitely is - absolutely no arguments because I don't remember the exact quote, but he has such a horrid thought about Ron that he's sickened himself.) And after this, the narrative does not require her humanising jokes. Harry develops a self-confidence that Tonks does not have to provide through deprecating humour.
Tonks' outward funniness exists to serve a purpose for her and it is largely selfless. She can laugh at herself because she respects herself. Her own humour, the brief glimpse I think we see of it behind largely closed doors, is much more subtle.
In fact it has a subtlety ironically missing from a lot of her portrayals.
As always, I’m nodding along to every point. Tonks' emotional intelligence – and the ease at which she uses it – is so important to me.
I don’t thinks it’s a coincidence* that Tonks talks to fill the silence when characters need it.
Sometimes that’s just her being funny, other times she’s just providing something else to think about, and I absolutely think it comes from a place of both accurately reading the room and choosing to respond with empathy most of the time.
Beyond the ones already mentioned:
She does most of the talking before Harry’s hearing
she distracts Harry with friendly curiosity when everyone else is avoiding him after he sees Nagini’s attack
she tells everyone what a good job Ron did after the 7 Harry’s scene
she apologises to Harry for Remus’ behaviour at Bill and Fleur’s wedding (when Remus himself is completely silent)
There's an small element of emotional labour going on that's rarely noticed, until she, burnt out and traumatised, stops doing it in HBP.
Its important to support queer authors this pride month, not just queer stories
100 books based on 33 votes: Fun Home: A Family Tragicomic by Alison Bechdel, The Color Purple by Alice Walker, Stone Butch Blues by Leslie
Just a place to start if you're not sure where to find some you might enjoy.
Absolutely criminal that Sunburn (Chloe Michelle Haworth) didn't make this list, so I'm adding it to this post. You can buy it from Waterstones using this link: (Or, you know, note its information and take it out from your local library. Have at it.)
jackie kay mentioned!!! she never gets enough attention on these lists usually ❤️ everyone should read trumpet, it's devastating
adding some faves from living lgbtq authors who aren't already on the list:
matrix by lauren groff - fictionalised lesbian marie de france (who's clearly very hildegard von bingen inspired), following her from novice to abbess. highly recommend to anyone who's ever been obsessed with nuns and medieval feminine mysticism (...same).
young mungo by douglas stuart - early 90s glasgow, catholic boy falls for protestant boy. so fucking good, so very honest about its setting.
tipping the velvet by sarah waters - victorian lesbian coming-of-age adventure. admittedly haven't reread in a long time but sarah waters' books were my everything as a teen, i can't not mention her.
!!! These are great too.
I’m also going to add Martyr! By Kaveh Akbar (he’s on the list, but this book, man)
And some others I’ve been reading recently:
Ponyboy, Elliot Duncan
Loverboy Butch, Wesley James
Swimming in the dark, Tomasz Jedrowski
Im currently reading the Build-A-Boyfriend Project by Mason Deaver and it’s sweet so far
Its important to support queer authors this pride month, not just queer stories
100 books based on 33 votes: Fun Home: A Family Tragicomic by Alison Bechdel, The Color Purple by Alice Walker, Stone Butch Blues by Leslie
Just a place to start if you're not sure where to find some you might enjoy.
Absolutely criminal that Sunburn (Chloe Michelle Haworth) didn't make this list, so I'm adding it to this post. You can buy it from Waterstones using this link: (Or, you know, note its information and take it out from your local library. Have at it.)
Its important to support queer authors this pride month, not just queer stories