My name is Algo. Algorithm.

23 and coding | Water is my primary habitat Adapting to the programming environment

[agotgoat]

My death is on you Let the thought haunt you So my ghost won't have to

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I looked outside and thought that it's a great day to sleep forever.

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I've always wanted for the world to end soon. I realized I just have to end mine.

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For a while I thought I'm done with this chronic despair. But then I think about human wants and expectations. It's not because I am unable to deliver, rather because of the way people project it, making it seem that it's everything about life.

[agotgoat]

I love you, despite your dark perspective in life. I love you, despite hurting me numerous times and received not a single apology. I love you, despite knowing you'll never love me too. I love you, and not the idea of you, of us, of me changing you. I love you for who you are, flawed and wicked. And I hate myself for this.

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Lost in Times Square, New York.

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Now I lay down to rest I pray and wish for the best That is to never wake And forget all the aches

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I've been giving hints to my family about my plans and they seem to not pay attention at all, which is nice. 1. When asked what I want in life, I slit my neck with my finger. "That's not a good joke" was the only response I got. 2. When my mom asked me about religion, I said "I just want to be with God, literally." Then she kept talking about how it's a great choice without noticing that I've just followed it with, "That is, death." 3. When asked about my American dream, I answered, "To die with a bullet in my head." They still thought it's a joke cause of the whole guns thing in Murica. I care less, am more heartless, and have no hopes at all. My condition's not getting worse, it's getting better.

[agotgoat]

I have always yearned for this life to end.

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It's been difficult to sleep at night again. It's coming back. Maybe it never left.

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I don’t want to live a long life for I believe I’ve had it all figured out. Perhaps I am continuing to live as I am eternally indebted to my love ones. Nothing thrills me anymore, nothing to look forward to. Yearning for the day this all ends.

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I find myself with knives everyday yet I don't stab myself with it. I consider it an achievement, maybe not for long.

[agotgoat]

Every time I sleep, I hope and pray to never wake up.

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Best part of today's work.

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For years, my birthday has been on a rainy day. Today I thought, could this be a metaphor for my current state? Now I'm uncertain, should I still wait for my sun to shine?

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Lost in Disneyland, Hong Kong.

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Lost in Universal Studios, Singapore.