Blue boy° @ailoveyoumsorry - Tumblr Blog

Update:

You did fall in love with me. You said it to firs this time . I liked that. But now I sit with

A runny nose, dizzy head, and a bruised self confidence ..wanting you. And you are not here

And that sucks.

You will fall in love with me

I'm fucking sad

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ailoveyoumsorry

You beautiful

When my dysphoria got the best of me some times, she didnt comfort me. I'd compromise. But I cant compromise with something I genuinely need. So then it turned into "we just dont click emotionally at all" . Screw you dude, that hurt me .

When you're in a relationship, are you in it to build a future or to pass time?

I don't have a girlfriend anymore because "this is not something I want in the long run". So now I'm alone. Fucking alone . Because I'm not one for wasting time.

svnflower-blog

I want to live simply. I want to sit by the window when it rains and read books I’ll never be tested on. I want to paint because I want to, not because I’ve got something to prove. I want to listen to my body, fall asleep when the moon is high and wake up slowly, with no place to rush off to. I want not to be governed by money or clocks or any of the artificial restraints that humanity imposes on itself. I just want to be, boundless and infinite.

knowing

My night

I'm starting to get anxiety for the past few nights. It's not a nice feeling and it makes me think of the future. Which distracts me but worries me the more I think about it because idk anyone who's gonna wanna be there when I feel like this . I don't see it being someone my age , tbh. Older, or just more mature.