I felt lost and found with every step I took

Tell me your story.

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Y’all, my life is a fucking mess right now. Idk how I’m gonna recover from anything.

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Vixie and Reagan

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Hello tumblr.

It’s been awhile.

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you dont need to post this lol but please ass something to onlyfans so i can justify resubbing<3

Not likely to happen

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Update: i think the lexapro is working.

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4 weeks since Lexapro.

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I never meant to become the villain in my own story but sometimes, it just be like that.

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Didn’t expect to be here again so soon.

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Something exciting is happening.

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Five years ago i lost my best friend to mental illness. After that, i swore I’d get help for my own demons. I did. And I’m still working on getting more help. I miss him more than you can ever imagine.

I remember the day i found out. I lost it. I went to bed and i tried to go to work the next day like nothing. My coworker could tell i wasn’t okay, my boss sent me home and i drove straight to his moms house. I knew i had to be there. And i stayed with her for over 2 hours just talking. Two days later, he visited me in my dreams and hugged me. It felt so real. It was like he was telling me that he was okay. I wish i could hug him one last time.

Remember we said we’d marry each other by age 30 if we weren’t already? Remember when you got me a stuffed monkey for Valentine’s Day after i got dumped? I still have the letter you wrote me freshman year. I can never get rid of it. I cried when i found it again.

I miss you. So much. And i love you. Forever.

Thank you for everything.

See you in my dreams.

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I never gave myself enough credit when it came to my knowledge of music. I knew what i liked and that’s about where it stopped. Vic has seriously brought it out in me and now I’m finally projecting it into something. We’re seriously on to something and it’s gonna take some time and hard work but I’m all here for it.

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Hold up, you posted more on onlyfans?? Shit might have to resub

Since I’ve been getting complaints, let me out out that it’s not much. I’m not super active on it so anyone that chooses to subscribe, take that into mind. I work two jobs and don’t have as much time.

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Everyone was quick to be in my business when drama was on blast but now y’all want nothing to do with me because i called you out on how you are.

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I need to stop eating like shit before bed. Pretty sure i gained back all the weight i just lost. Thanks, hubs.

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Finally told my mom my big secret. Maybe that’s what i needed.

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This wasn’t the comeback i was hoping for.

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My life is all over the place right now. I knew this month would be hard but damn. This wasn’t what i had in mind.