I can't escape

(Sidebar image belongs to Sinshana) I'm all alone, Aren't I? Blood flows from my arms. || Yuki Kaai RP blog Affiliated with Shiigurane Asylum Will RP with anyone. Please read About and Read me. May be NSFW for gore and etc.

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From the atmosphere that surrounded the creeping hallways, It was shown that it was midnight. But Yuki wasn't still sure of her thoughts about the part of the day, as their are no windows in sight. All about the asylum was just like the hellhole it's supposed to be. The bloody mess that covered and trickled down the wall, the heavy stench that surrounded every corner of the said building, also the rotting floor that would creak every time you step on it.

With nothing to do, Yuki strolled around on the hallways. It was really frightening at this time of the day, but nothing's really new. Everything was like that from the start. Everything inside Shiigurane Asylum is something you need to be scared off. Nothing's new around here.

Yuki wasn't scared of any spirits that lingered around the hallways, because as of now, she know nothing if there's even any. Also, The ravenette had grow used to the voices she had been hearing. They were a;ways there, and always kept her company. Even if she wanted it or not, they are there. 

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CUTIE ADJFLKDSKLASJDFAKLSDF I MISSED YOU TOO ADJFSKLDF

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DKASDJHA WHY ARE YOU NOT ON SKYPE SOBSSSSS

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aka-ude said:

 HGDSJAFSGHDJHSDKADJHAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JHSADFHKLASKHDFLKJASHDKFHASDF <33333 ASDKF

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SOBS I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUUUGDGHKDFHGKDJHGJKDFHGKJD

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Some visitors entered in your nightmare.

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Piko looked up to the girl, a bit scared with her look. She didn’t seem to be nice… she was scary. He was getting even more nervous with her odd look. He tried to hold himself to don’t start bitting his arm, trembling a bit as he did that effort. Who was she? What she wanted from him? What he did to her?

His mind couldn’t stay calm. He wanted to run away, but his legs just didn’t move. He could die there by the strange girl… she could kill him… she was a murderer, probably?

“What do you want…? Why this odd expression…? You want to hit me…?” He asked, whispering. His voice was too weak, everything on him was too weak. On his eyes, tears started to fill it up and some roll down on his face. He was too scared and nervous to even talk properly.

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A smile grew on her chapped lips. The response from his expression was just as funny as how it reminded of her when she first saw the man that slaughtered all of her friends. Now pondering for a moment, Why did the man not finish her off? Is it because she was just locked in the cabinet? Or it's just a real mystery? Maybe it is. 

Aside from that, Yuki's legs brought her to this patient; and it almost appeared that he was new to this hellhole. Should she welcome her or not? Or just do her usual routine. Asking males a certain question. But from this person's appearance, It was too obvious that it wasn't 'him'. But everything would be ok if you made sure, right?

"Are you big brother?" She inquired, her soulless eyes narrowed, awaiting for the wanted response. 

All of this being done just made her shiver on her spine. If everything went wrong then she'll break down.

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outofarms; dhsjhd i can't wait for my application be accepted jshdfjsd

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Who wants starters?

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Oliver walked around the asylum in a hurry, looking for the one person that he wanted to talk to right now. He was so desperate, he needed to talk to her right now or he could do something reckless and would be forced to go to his cage room again, enough medicine in his blood to make him drowsy and submissive He hated that so much, it always felt like they were taking Oliver away and putting a stranger in his place. Someone that would be considered “suitable” for their so called society, that wouldn’t call people names or lust for blood, but… That person just wasn’t him.

When he finally found the girl he was looking for, he grinned and waved happily at her. He really liked Yuki, he was not sure of what were those feelings that would stir his heart once in a while, when his mind would be filled with thoughts of her instead of blood and tragedies. It was somewhat soothing. He got closer to her with a wide grin. His smile today was a bit different from the others, though. It was a mischievous, almost secretive smile that glowed happiness and hope.

“Ne, Yuki, let’s escape.” He muttered in a low voice so the nurses wouldn’t hear them. A smile was still very obvious in his face. “Let’s eat some ice cream!”

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At this part of the day, which cannot be recognized whether it's morning,afternoon or evening as there were no windows in sight, was the perfect time to stroll around. There were nothing to do. Either she could scribble on the wall in her bedroom, But Oliver was nowhere to be found in such time. She had already passed through the blond's room but he wasn't seen, So Yuki had just decided to walk around in hopes to find anything to do. But, with all the nurses around that would clearly carry her away, she had no other choice but to stay on one floor.

Yuki's mind was like a void; the thoughts switched to Oliver covered in blooming flowers(which was pretty funny to her); to the broken hands and peeled bleeding forearms.

Once the 11 year old sat down on the floor, not minding the stench of the blood; familliar footsteps were heard from the other side of the hallway. Without any hesitation, she turned her head to where the source is. It wasn't clear at first but by the second the other got closer, Yuki could recognize the blond. Her thoughts of Oliver shifted her curved dry lips to a hopeful smile.

Helping herself up to stand with the use of her 'other' friends, Yuki patted herself clean as she slightly waved back to the blond.

"A-ah..Ice cream.." She mumbled, feeling her mouth being a bit dry. But from the though of the treat she hadn't had for 2 years just made herself look up to Oliver with hopeful hues. Maybe they could escape this time without being caught. She slightly nodded in response towards the male's offer.

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outofarms; I’m gonna edit Yuki’s about me. I think it's too messy.

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“Ah!” He hissed in pain, grabbing at the fork and managing to yank it out, covering the wound. “Ow! Hey, I just want to help you!” Green eyes frustrated and pitying; he inched back a bit as if she were mad— completely clueless about the situation he was in.

“Let me help you, please!” He gently pinned her down, trying not to hurt her or himself, as well as trying to get her away from the fork as far as possible. “Come on, I just want to help!”

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No no NO NO. People like this only help you for pity!

And then they will deceive you and kill you!

The paranoid part of her mind started to scream and panic over the situation. Even the other hallucinations had gone insane. Whenever Yuki was like this, the other would gone mad and hurt each other. It was a strange scenery but it didn't run her focus from the other person. With the voice of the companion, Yuki was triggered that it was a male. 

Maybe-- - Maybe this was big brother, and had changed his appearance! From the way the other had acted, this person definitely came back to finish her off. Like the others that had gone off first. Huff, huff. Just standing there, her back connected to the rotting wall with scribbles of stick people with the use of  blood, their eyes strongly focused on each other. Everything was getting-- -out of control.

Good thing there's also a rotting nightstand next to where she was pinned, and useful valuables was placed on top of it. Yuki moved her hand to the side with the other not being noticed, while it tightenly gripped the nearest razor.

"Are you big brother?" Her tone of voice went completely lovable, but her actions displayed the opposite.

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“Eh? What’s… Wrong with your arms?” His eyes widened and his face turned to worry, the young teen gently touching her shoulder. “You need medical attention… Come on, I’ll bring you to the nurse.” His lunch all forgotten, Hideyoshi gently picked her up and carried her down the stairs; giving a few people dirty looks for staring at the scene. He could glare just as easily as Yuuko, so people would back down easily.

The nurse attented to her quickly, before he knelt down, drawing the curtain around the bed as she sat there. “Now that that’s taken care of… Where were you going? Most little girls don’t just wander onto Fumizuki Academy’s roof and ask for help without trying to ask along the way… I’ll be glad to help, though!”

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Yuki didn't mind being carried for a short period of time. It had also happened for a few times whenever she got in trouble, and by that, various of people had been carrying her in and out of her room. It was overly annoying but she was used to it. The only skin-to-skin contact she could accept. No other things like rufflng her hair except when it is one of the favorable nurses(which she doesn't even have a favorite nurse) and Oliver. Everytime she'll get into contact with anybody, Yuki will break down in a very bad time, which also causes her to hurt anybody else that was near her.

With the other people that had been following her that only appeared inside her mind, Little girls, boys and even animals that she had grew to despise started to laugh in such a silly manner. Which also pissed off the little girl. Aside from that, Nurses started to appear on various directions that made her unbalance her sights and emotions. Everything was going on circles and the only thing she could do right now was run away. Yes! Maybe if she escaped from this part of hell then she might encounter Oliver on another place. 

With that said, Yuki hopped out from this bed she wasn't used to, and fleed away from the hopes of finding out where the blond was. She could  only hope for her skinny legs to find it's way. 

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Some visitors entered in your nightmare.

Welcome to the endless nightmare…

ichi-ni-san-paranoia

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“Piko-kun, you have visit. They’re waiting.”

Visitors? In that time and for him? How unusual… How long he didn’t have any visitors for him? It may be the fist time. The albino stood up from his bed and walked out of his room, shy and afraid of who would be. They could be bad people… or good people. Who knows?

Making his way to the entrance, he looked up to the ones who might be the visitors. Who were they…? Piko couldn’t recognize them. It was strange… scary, and he was getting nervous again. “Control yourself… control yourself… just smile like a normal kid!” He thought to himself. Decided to follow what he said to himself on his mind, he smiled, softly and happily to the strangers.

“Hello…! I’ve never seen you guys, so… who might you be?”

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Was she in a different room? The syringes that had been thrusted to her and the medicine that was given was probably some kind of drug, from Yuki's point of view. All of these were just making her sick, and today, literally. A vomit could almost reach her mouth but she's trying her best to prevent it from escaping her mouth.

With her fuzzy mind that had been quite dizzy for a few minutes, the ravenette had entered the other patient's room just a while ago. Her skinny hands that was covered in crimson-red liquid tugged on the fabric of her filthied skirt. Her eyes lit up in a playful mood but had not shown any reflection from any source of light. 

A question? Who was she? Who would care? Without any response, Yuki stood still on the very same spot like a statue,

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haha its so awkward when youre digging a hole to hide a body and you find another body.