Ako Si Average xTine :)

23.Toronto. Taga Markina pa rin at ❤. Gusto magmahal. Gusto mahalin.

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It sucks when you’re so unimportant and nothing about you is good enough.

It hurts man. (via do-drugs-kids-trip-balls)

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These are the times where I miss your smile and your laugh because it was the only sunshine in my horrible rainy day

I like you

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It hurts like a BITCH.

You know when the person, that person who you thought would never treat you the way someone in your past hurt you starts treating you the same way?

IT FCUKING HURTS.

You thought that even though this person also left you, you will NEVER, EVER feel as much hurt as you did before because you actually thought he was a much better person than the past?

Yeah... I’m pretty sure I’m wrong.

Although, the only thing that I got from this recycled pain is that my heart didn’t hurt as much as it did the first time.

Maybe that’s because my heart is getting used to it. Maybe I’m becoming more numb with the pain of being left behind all the time.

I have a lot of maybes and never any answers. I never missed a prayer and a little chat with the guy up there, but somehow I always end up getting hurt and getting left behind over and over again...

I’m tired guys... I really am..

Not in a tired way that I don’t want to live anymore, but I’m just really tired loving to the best of my abilities and somehow instead of getting rewarded I get punished for it.

Maybe I’m just never meant to love someone for the rest of my life or even have a family.

Maybe I was meant to die alone. 

I’ll probably never be a Mrs. And will forever be a Miss...

[qqsia]

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Funny isn’t it?

No matter how much our past significant others hurt us by breaking our hearts, all we could do, TIL to this day, hope the best for them and nothing but happiness.

While there they are, living their lives not even caring how we’re doing.

We were never enough for them, so what makes us think they’re wishing as much happiness as we wish them to have?

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Bakit ganito?

Bakit ako na huhung up sa taong hindi naman ako mahal at iniwan ako? Bakit ang sakit at ang bigat ng pakiramdam pag di na kami nag uusap? Di ba nga dapat thankful ako kasi sinaktan nya ako? Di ba dapat humahanap na ako ng mas magmamahal sakin ng lubusan? Bakit ganun?

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77 Days 17 Hours 7 Minutes

Wala na akong masabi... sakit lang nararamdaman ko...

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Gusto ko ng kausap...

Pwede ba?

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Tell me, how do I love someone without having the fear that I’ll lose them one day?

Because I Eventually Do (#112: February 09, 2016)

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When I say I love you more, I don’t just mean I love you more than you love me. I mean I love you more than the bad days ahead of us. I love you more than any fight we will ever have. I love you more than the distance between us. I love you more than any obstacle that could ever try and come between us. I love you the most.

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Still got the flowers that you sent And the note you wrote that said we're meant to be forever I keep them all as evidence In a drawer under the mirror, filled with empty promises I don't know why I keep letting you lie to me Hard as I try It seems I can't break away I thought that you would be the hero Come and save the day But you're a villain Your sins unforgiven

Alessia Cara River of Tears

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