legends never die

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[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

“for a really long time, actually.” she mused, nudging him slightly, “you’re definitely not a spike. spike spent lifetimes committed to one girl, remember?” she bit her lip and sat up slightly, studying the artworks, “what’s your favourite one? and ooh, your first one.” 

"that poor guy." he chuckled a little bit and shrugged. "yeah, but he also had this brooding personality. i liked it." he admitted before he looked at her as she sat up slightly to look more at the ink on his arm. "i don't really know, i love them all equally, they all mean something to me." he pointed out before turning his arm over to point to the piano on his arm. "this one was. i was eighteen when i got it. came home with random ink on my arm. my mother was pissed."

[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

“you can’t tell me how to live my life.” she countered, grinning at him, “besides. kind of reminds me of buffy. ooh we could be buffy and xander on halloween.” she suggested, frowning slightly after the words came out, “if we’re still alive by then. hey, maybe this is the hellmouth.” she hummed in agreement, waving him off, “i know my abilities and i wouldn’t make a bet i knew i wouldn’t win. it’s just not how winners play.” she pointed out. when he repeated her words back to her, she couldn’t help but laugh and shake her head, shoving him when he laid back down, “i don’t want to hear about anything your dong does at any time of day, alex, why would you even tell me that?” she groaned, “and please don’t refer to it in third person.” she added, pushing her hair back and finally noticing the trail of tattoos down his arm. immediately, her fingers trailed over his arm, studying the small ink artworks with a great deal of interest. “uh.. later. because you’re going to tell me about these now.”

"wasn't xander like..in love with buffy for a while? my mom used to watch that hit. i feel like more of a spike if i'm being honest." he laughed a little bit. it took him a moment to realize he eyes were on his arm and her fingers were touching it to look at them. he almost forgot he had tattoos. he looked at his arm and raised it up a little bit. "what do you want to know about these?" he let out softly.

[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

“you don’t think you can be the next ed sheeran? you’re really selling yourself short here, xander.” she teased, sitting up slightly when he mentioned a bet, “you know i do love a good wager. particularly because i never lose.” she said with a grin, knowing it would take a hell of a lot of effort but also knowing that getting alex fucked up wasn’t the most difficult task in the world. “cross my heart and hope to die.” she promised, crossing her fingertip over her chest as she spoke, “i won’t breathe a word of your terrible bedside manner to anyone. though i doubt they’d believe me given your current reputation.” she pointed out. when he spoke of his sleepwear, she glanced down at his clothes, “honestly, as long as your dong isn’t out and about, you can do both. i’d hate for you to be uncomfortable since you’re the one doing me a favour and all. but of course i hope you know that there’ll be a pillow fort.” 

"i wanna be the next blink182 and please don't call me that." he let out in reference to xander. it was an alternative nickname, but he hated being called that. he chuckled a little bit. "you got a lot of confidence there, blondie. we'll see." he countered. though getting alex to agree to get as high as the clouds didn't take much. he was always up for getting high. "my bedside manner has gotten better over the years and look at me now. girls love me." he laughed and then glanced back down at his clothes. "i can't help what my dong does in the morning." he let out and sat up before taking off his shirt and tossing it on the floor next to his jacket. "but i'm leaving the jeans on so you don't see my dick in the morning. he’s kinda wild." he laughed slightly and laid back down. "a pillow fort now? when will that be made?"

[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

“great i’ll tell ed sheeran you think his reputation’s shot.” she mocked, making a face at him. “i get it. but show me yours and i’ll show you mine and all that.” she pursed her lips in thought, “or i could just get you really fucked up and you’ll show me because you’ll want to.” she said, poking at his chest, “i knew you were a big softie on the inside, alex. it just takes getting through the hard bit outside.” her eyes widened in horror at his words and she shook her head, “oh my god those poor girls. they would’ve had a better time if they’d just gotten rid of you and finished the job on their own.”

"oh please, ed sheeran's music does so good. his reputation is going to be forever amazing." he laughed and cocked his right eyebrow up. "is that a bet, torerro? i'd love to see you try." he offered. who knows, she just might and she'd get to see all his lyrics and songs he's written. some he's scrapped and some he's recorded. he put all his true time and effort into his music. "you can't tell anyone that, promise me." he laughed and then turned to her again. "maybe, but i got laid finally. and practice makes perfect and i was a curious boy until i got held down freshman year of high school." he laughed before he looked down at his jeans. "so question, am i allowed to like.. take off my pants? or like my shirt? i'll do just a shirt and the pants can stay on. i get hot at night and not in a sexual way this time." he chuckled.

[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

“what’s wrong with love songs?” she asked, furrowing her brows, “i think they’re wonderful. i mean- when they’re done right of course. they really can make a girl melt.” she agreed, nudging his side, “when are you going to let me see the book? i mean i’m not going to ask if you will because we both know i have very persuasive methods.” she cooed, grabbing a pillow to rest her head on as she turned onto her side, “yeah look, weed works wonders for everyone, right?” she laughed slightly, looking away, “i could’ve used some of that earlier tonight.” she said with a snort, shaking her head. “well the next time you feel trapped and you don’t have medical weed, you promise that you’ll call me. like literally, promise me right now. i mean i probably won’t answer but at least me not answering will take your mind off things.” she teased, kicking him slightly when he told her the way he’d lost his virginity. “are you fucking kidding me? a threesome? who are you- sterling archer?”

"there's nothing wrong with love songs and people who want to write them. i just have a reputation to uphold." he shrugged a little bit. "maybe one day. i don't know if i want to dive into that mental mind. my lyrics say things i don't know how to say out loud." he admitted softly. he had a bad way with words when it came to talking about his feelings. "if i'm not diving into some harder drugs or a bottle of whiskey, i'll try to call you. " he laughed and kicked her lightly right back and nodded. "fuck, i fuckin' wish. that be so fuckin' cool." he laughed again. "don't worry, i couldn't find the hole anyway. she had to help me." he laughed and shrugged. “god, how am i a sex god today? who knows.”

[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

carmen stared down at alex, unfazed by his phone and barely noticing it as she was so engaged in the conversation they were having. “oh? so you do write love songs then.” she said with a grin, nodding in agreement when he spoke of the size of new york. “to be honest, all i saw was the inside of hotel rooms and galas. and the insides of my parents friends’ penthouses.” she added, making a face. when he spoke of his anxiety, her expression softened slightly and she bit her lip, “i’m glad alex figured it out.” she murmured, manoeuvring herself so that she was lying on her back beside him once again, staring at the ceiling. “i’m too scared to see a doctor.” she admitted after a moment of silence, “i know there’s something that isn’t quite right. but i just… i mean i’m a functioning human. so there’s no point in going through it all, right?” she said, looking over at him, “would suck to have visible arousal, that much i’ll admit.” she stretched her arms above her head, “was it a mrs robinson situation, or were you in love?”

"god, love songs." he laughed and shrugged. "i have a lot of embarrassing love songs i wrote when i was little and even some love songs i've written til today. what can i say? girls swoon when you talk about it." he admitted. "i have this notebook i write songs in and there are many songs i could never show anyone." he shrugged and then clearing his throat, placing his arm behind his head. "it's much better than being surrounded by my italian family." he let out softly before letting out a small laugh. "i was forced to go to the doctor. my mom couldn't handle me constantly calling her to check me out because i just didn't want to be at school." he let out and looked over at her. "i think if you went to the doctor today they would try to put you one something, which isn't always a bad thing but anti-depressants aren't fun. i had to convince my doctor to give me a medical card. medical weed works wonders for me." he offered her and then let out a loud laugh before covering his mouth. someone must had heard that. "i went to some chicks house after school to work on a project and her and her best friend just kinda...you know. i had a threesome for my first time and it was the funniest thing ever because i had no idea what i was doing."

[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

she rolled onto her stomach when he rolled onto his back, surprised by how at ease she was in his presence. “hmm, the guitar, she would’ve liked. little carmen was a hopeless romantic.” she sighed softly, “it’s wonder we never bumped into each other. we were in and out of manhattan so often when i was growing up.” she said, scanning his face with a slight smile, “yeah, she was. she had an incredibly short attention span too. she was just trying to figure out what it all means. she still is.” she admitted, reaching out and brushing the back of her fingers against his scruff, “i always wondered how boners worked. did someone give it to you or was it just a spontaneous boner?” she asked, trying her best to keep a straight face.

his phone buzzed slightly, but for once he wasn't engulfed by it. he only left it and would get to it in the morning. "he was as well, i gotta admit." he shrugged slightly, his hands resting on his stomach. "new york is such a big place, it was hard to bump into someone." he countered and shrugged. "but i bet we would have been a mess of friends growing up." he chuckled a little bit. he glanced over to her as she brushed her fingers against his face and he chuckled again. "alex was just trying to figure out why he was nervous all the time, and then found out it was anxiety." he shrugged. he still had anxiety, but he died it down with drugs and drinking. no one would have guess the guy who loved attention hated it sometimes. "spontaneous boners. it was a pain just having one out of nowhere." he let out softly before looking back at her. "though, i was making out and girls were causing it around that age. i didn't lose my virginity until i was fourteen."

[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

“well i’m not. you’re nothing if not resilient, alexander delgado. it’s one of the things i like most about you.” she teased, tugging her shirt over her head as soon as his eyes were covered. “scandalous? hardly. i told you i trust you, remember? i mean that in more ways than one.” when she was done changing, she walked over to the bed and crawled onto it, pulling his hands from his face with a laugh, “little alex would’ve died for little carmen. and little carmen would’ve gotten little alex out of so much trouble, so many times.” she chuckled lightly and layed down beside him, placing her chin on her hand and blinking down at him, “he did fly me and i ditched him when i met my first boyfriend, alessandro.” she laughed a little, “little carmen was a bit of a savage.”

"well, i'm glad about that. i can truly take a lot. it takes a lot to get me to a certain level." he laughed a little bit. she pulled his hands from his face and he ran rubbing his chin a little bit, scruff on it from not shaving for a while. "you think so, huh? i don't know. little alex was still trying to impress girls with his little pokemon cards or his acoustic guitar around manhattan." he mused before turning on his side, resting his face on his hand as he looked at her. "little carmen truly was a savage. breaking hearts as well, huh?" he laughed before laying back on his back. "when i hit puberty, it was funny. i remember getting a boner in sixth grade and i had to do a presentation in front of the whole class with it. i tried to hide it, but it truly didn't work."

[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

“i don’t doubt that.” she said, laying her clothes down on the bed. “of course you were a little risk taker. your mother must’ve had several heart attacks.” she said with a laugh, putting her hands on her hips, “breaking hearts since you were a toddler, huh? so much practise with love, yet you’re still so so bad at it.” she mocked, before motioning for him to turn around, “think i can get changed with you in here, and you won’t peek?” she asked, tilting her head to the side, “little carmen? she was pristine. neatest hair, clothes, knew how to manipulate every single adult in her life to get what she wanted.” she hummed, “and i didn’t let a boy near me till middle school. and the only reason i let him kiss me was because he promised he’d fly me to buenos aires on his private jet.” 

"i'm surprised i'm still alive after all that. she hated it." he laughed softly before shrugging. him and mother had a bond. they always did. he was momma's boy, but that wouldn't ever come up to anyone. "who needs to be good at love when you're never gonna have? i'm not cut out for it." he chuckled a little bit and cocked his right eyebrow up. "you're gonna get change with me in here? scandalous." he laughed. "i promise." he let out before covering his eyes. he wasn't going to peek. "little carmen sounded like a fun person to be around. buenos aires, huh? did he fly you?" he shrugged a little bit before he laid back on the bed, still not looking.

[alexdelgvdo]

livcxstillo‌:

there was so much going on in everyone’s life. it felt like everyone around her was just struggling, which is why liv felt like now was the wrong time to be selfish with how she felt. she shrugged, offering alex a small smile, “maybe i clear my head faster when i’m sweaty.” it was a lame excuse, one he probably wouldn’t believe. liv was really jogging because while she needed to clear her head, being alone and vulnerable scared her.

he could make a joke right now about what she just said, but something told him now wasn't the time. he shrugged and stuck his hands into his pockets before clearing his throat. "why you wanna clear your head i must ask now."

[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

it was as if teasing alex physically charged the blonde. she knew it was harmless, and if anyone could handle it, it was him. “it’s lucky you have your wonderful imagination.” she watched him toss his jacket and raised an eyebrow, “what are you doing, marking your territory?” she teased, smirking at him. “alright. no talk about where you’re sticking it. fine. tell me about little alexander.” she said, getting up and pulling her pyjamas from her dresser. “what were you like as a kid?”

"the way i mark my territory is a little different than just a jacket, love." he mused softly as he watched her walk over to her dresser. "little alexander?" he asked before raising both his eyebrows. "little alexander was a mess. he liked to attempt backflips of the coffee table and bust his head open." he laughed a little bit, remembering the whole situation. his mom running into the living room to alex telling her he was fine, but he was bleeding. "he also had his first kiss when he was four. even as a child i had game, yeah?" he mused and chuckled a little bit, putting his phone face down on her nightstand. "pre-teen and teenage alex was an even bigger mess." he admitted and shrugged. “what about child carmen, huh?”

[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

she pursed her lips and tapped them lightly, pretending she was thinking, “you know, i hate guessing. so no, i’d rather not.” she mocked, poking her finger into his ear with a chuckle, “with this body?” she stood up and twirled around, swaying her hips to a rhythm that only seemed to be playing in her own head. “i’d have them all eating out of the palm of my hand.” she hummed, licking her lips. “me neither, alexander.” she cooed before bending down to look directly at his face, “too bad it’s just me and you here.” she said with a shrug before dropping back down beside him. “mmhmm.” she said, resting her chin on her hand and blinking at him expectantly, “please go on, you’ve drawn me in.”

he watched her get up and his eyebrows raised as he watched her sway, his eyes scanning her body because her body was amazing. too bad he'll never see what's underneath. "a body i'd love to see under those clothes." he teased and chuckled a little bit. always teasing her, but that's what they did. he ran his hand through his hair before taking off his leather jacket and tossing it behind them. "ask me something and maybe i'll tell. it can't be about my secret lover, though."

[blackcanarywrites]

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[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

she raised an eyebrow and tapped her nose, “see? i know.” she said with a shrug, “and i honestly wouldn’t be surprised if you were a stalker. though, i would never and could never judge you.” she promised, ruffling his hair. “i doubt it. but i’ll try my damn best, alexander, i promise.” she said with a laugh, “and i would do great in prison and you know it. i’d be the prison queen.” she laughed “tell me all about it. god knows i’m not planning on sleeping tonight.”

"keep guessing, torerro, you might get to know the real alexander delgado." he mused slightly. a small fake offended gasp fell from his lips. "people wanna stalk me, not the other way around." he shrugded. he was in a band after all and girls ate that shit right up. "make everyone your bitch, yeah?" he laughed before raising his right eyebrow. here he was instead of going to check up on his brother. he ran his hand through his hair, fixing it from when she ruffled it. "this isn't exactly what i do when i say i'm not planning to sleep at night." he teased a little bit and laughed slightly. "where do you wanna start? when i was a child or keep it light?" he teased and shrugged. "i act dumb sometimes, but my GPA is marvelous.” he let out. “i tend to just like the frat boy act.”

[alexdelgvdo]

livcxstillo‌:

while it was nice to be around her sisters, the kappa house got suffocating at times, everyone still looming over gloria’s death and some even whispering who they thought would be next. the worst part was them not knowing she was there, whispering her and her friends name’s behind her back. they didn’t mean anything bad by it, but it still hurt in the end. “what? no, i’m just- taking a walk. clearing my head and all that.”

his head wasn't in the right place. his family was all over the place. nate was pissed at lex for a valid reason. he should have been at the station last night defending his brother. he raised his eyebrows at liv and chuckled a little bit. "a walk? you were kind jogging there, liv." he let out softly as he crossed his arms over his chest.

[alexdelgvdo]

natedelgado‌:

at her name, all nate could do was glair back.” of course you were.” stepping closer to his brother he exhaled a deep breath, holding back every cell in his body from lunging forward.” you’re a coward. you’ll never be me and dad will never accept you.” his tone low making his brother pay attention to his words.” get the fuck away from me, I’m warning you.”

"nothing happened. she was upset about you and i defended you." he let out and rolled his eyes. not that it was anyone's business why he was there. he raised both his eyebrows as his brother spat out a sentence that made alex let out a small bitter laugh as he shook his head. "get over yourself, nate. i'd rather kill my fuckn' self than be you and i don't need dad's approval to live my life." he let out and took a step back from his brother. alex was expecting a punch. he wouldn't put it passed nate.

[alexdelgvdo]

carmeniish‌:

“it’s not about what you do and don’t have.” she rolled her eyes slightly at his comment, “you just want what you can’t have, but let’s be honest, you’d still toss the girl aside and wonder why the next one wants nate more than you.” she raised an eyebrow, sticking by her point. “you think i’m going to have a say in what happens to your body if i kill you? you realise i’ll be in prison right? seriously doubt that they be taking requests from your murderer.” she tilted her head to the side, thinking about it, “i actually think i would thrive in prison, so it wouldn’t be that much of a sacrifice anyway.” she added, shooting him a smirk. when he bumped her, she looked up at him and laughed, “i’m not going to force you. but it will make me feel like less of a loser.”

she was right. he would toss a girl the second he got with them or they wouldn't give him the time of day. his personality was a sleaze when it came to women. "i love a chase after all." he let out and shrugged a little bit. "but i promise i'm not a stalker." he chuckled a little bit. he shrugged and flashed her a charming smile. "who knows, maybe the police will let you have final say, god knows my family probably won't care what happens to my body." he admitted and gave a light shrug. "you trying to be in another orange is the new black?" he teased and laughed once more before looking at her. he brought his hand up to itch the tip of his nose before clearing his throat. "i really don't think we want to open the can of worms on why i'm fucked up, honestly. it's a lot."