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[alin1m]

Im sitting in libaries prayer room the light is dark and its so quiet, hopefully no camera here but I think there are. Its a very chill room

Also I sit on a pillow pile

[alin1m]

i live in my own world

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Its ssafe that way

[alin1m]

Hello! I feel like im in the past. Its a good feeling. 2014 is my favorite year. I wish I was americac od canadian honestly. The coolest people there. This feeling i have now is one that I wont have long.

[alin1m]

So lonely!!

[alin1m]

Well I feel weak alot of time thats why I like the evil feeling or evil personality

[alin1m]

Alot of time I forget and distract myself

[alin1m]

I have online school today. Im pretty. Worked hard on math im so smart, i think everyone can do the math just as good as me its probably just easy

I wanted to go to beach today but its a long walk and theres buildings every where and it wont be good and I will fade

Fading is a term i made.

When one is outside for a long time(uncomfortable) one will fade, feel blurry. When they are home again thats when they notice the fading and it stops, one becomes more aware.

Im a lonely *girl"

I will post

What do I like?

I like weird aesthetic. I like music and moving weirdly. I like painting and nature. Crystals.

Sometimes I draw deformed people,

With messed up face, wrong colors,

Im a hurt person. I used to be loud kid. Mentally i tied ropes all around me and I feel lonely. I exist next to people. Im real.

I dont want to go too deep in my mental health.