wish to be happy

i'm 25yo - indonesian - love traveling - Nobody can teach me who I am. You can describe parts of me, but who I am and what I need is something I have to find out myself....

[alinawin]

Selalu ada cerita di setiap perjalanan.. This is not my holiday but I can called it my adventure! 🙌✈ #businesstrip #Bali #adventure #balibible #balidong (di Bandara InternasionaL Ngurah Rai , Denpasar - BALI.)

[gomcgill]

“I learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings, even if I respect theirs. Being a good person doesn’t guarantee that others will be good people. You only have control over yourself and how you choose to be as a person. As for others, you can only choose to accept them or walk away.” — Unknown Author

[gomcgill]

“Living with integrity means: Not settling for less than what you know you deserve in your relationships. Asking for what you want and need from others. Speaking your truth, even though it might create conflict or tension. Behaving in ways that are in harmony with your personal values. Making choices based on what you believe, and not what others believe.” — Barbara De Angelis

[prosebyday]

I grew up being told that if you owe someone, you must pay them back. I’m sure this was intended to inspire manners and customs. The result was not as kind as you thought this advice would make me. I understood mathematics, like basic addition - that if someone continuously did me favors, I’d owe them an increasingly larger sum. That two odds will make us even. I never let people do me favors because there’s no such thing in this world. We treat others kindly: open doors, buy them food and gifts, take them places… all because we know that any good person will match our efforts. I’m not afraid of kindness, of generosity. I’m afraid of the things people will make me do in return for these circumstances we refer to as “favors.” I’ve paid, at least my way, for every date I’ve been on. Every gift, beyond a normal occasion to exchange, I have compensated with the price slipped into the pocket of whoever refused my payment. It’s hard to look at a sister of mine and see how easily, how blindly she accepts the bribes of a meal in exchange for memories that may not heal. There’s a chance I'm overstepping kindness, but I cannot tolerate being used. I grew up being told that if you owe someone, you must pay them back, and I’d much rather pay them back with the money they spent than leave my body up for grabs.

“Always even,” by Grazia Curcuru (via prosebyday)

[prosebyday]

I grew up being told that if you owe someone, you must pay them back. I’m sure this was intended to inspire manners and customs. The result was not as kind as you thought this advice would make me. I understood mathematics, like basic addition - that if someone continuously did me favors, I’d owe them an increasingly larger sum. That two odds will make us even. I never let people do me favors because there’s no such thing in this world. We treat others kindly: open doors, buy them food and gifts, take them places… all because we know that any good person will match our efforts. I’m not afraid of kindness, of generosity. I’m afraid of the things people will make me do in return for these circumstances we refer to as “favors.” I’ve paid, at least my way, for every date I’ve been on. Every gift, beyond a normal occasion to exchange, I have compensated with the price slipped into the pocket of whoever refused my payment. It’s hard to look at a sister of mine and see how easily, how blindly she accepts the bribes of a meal in exchange for memories that may not heal. There’s a chance I'm overstepping kindness, but I cannot tolerate being used. I grew up being told that if you owe someone, you must pay them back, and I’d much rather pay them back with the money they spent than leave my body up for grabs.

“Always even,” by Grazia Curcuru (via prosebyday)

[thebeckdelacruz]

Distance gives us a reason to love harder. The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.

(via thebeckdelacruz)

[teenagecrush]

[gomcgill]

“Deep in my heart I know I am a loner. I have tried to blend in with the world and be sociable, but the more people I meet the more disappointed I am, so I’ve learned to enjoy myself, my family and a few good friends.” — Steven Aitchison

[thesecretletter]

Today you asked me how much I loved you.. I answered you honestly i said “i dont know how much”. Its true I dont know if theres much more than that.

Your secrets are safe here (via thesecretletter)

[alinawin]

[alinawin]

To be wanted by God is better than being wanted by a thousand men.. I'm gonna miss you sister in Christ, may God bless every step you take.. Immanuel ya mel🙌 #Immanuel #godbewithyou #blessed #christianity #Christmas #latepost

[alinawin]

"When you are tempted to doubt God’s goodness, swim in the truth of His word and the promises for his children." #bless #godpromises #biblequotes #psjohnpiper #ministry #message #christianity #christmasnight #hollynight #latepost

[alinawin]

One of my lovely students.. Ruby 👧

[alinawin]

That I'm the one that loves you lately. Might I've made a few mistakes. But that was back when you would smile. I hope you've found, Whatever you've been lookin' for. Cause there's a thousand lights, That make you feel brand new, But if you ever loose your way, I'll leave one on for you. Cause i'm the one who loves you lately.. -Daniel powter- #illustrator #illustration #chibi #kawai #watercolor

[thequotejournals]

It’s not the pain I’m afraid of; I know about the pain. What I’m afraid of is the end of this small, sweet dream.

Stephen King, Rose Madder (via senpai-for-you)

[alinawin]

Christmas is not only about presents, but it is about His presence in my life. 👼👼 Isaiah 9:6 (NET) For a child has been born to us, a son has been given to us. He shoulders responsibility and is called: Extraordinary Strategist, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace. Merry Christmas everyone..🎄🎅 #merrychristmas #christmasday #christmaschurch #christmasblessings

[alinawin]

Christmas is the perfect time to celebrate the love of God and family and to create memories that will last forever. Jesus is God's perfect, indescribable gift. The amazing thing is that not only are we able to receive this gift, but we are able to share it with others on Christmas and every other day of the year. 🎄🎅#christmaseve #christmasday #christmasnight #dinner #christmas2016 #celebration #christmascelebration #celebratetheday (di Sisingamangaraja Sites S2)