02/03/202
Journal entry #1
Since no one I know really follows me on here or reads my stuff thought I might use this as journal outlet. I currently am a 22yr old RN who lives In between two houses. My moms house when I am working and my fiancé parents house when I have a couple days off. I never feel like I’m settled I live out of bags. I work all the time and still don’t have enough money to come close to buying a house. I always try to be positive but sometimes life is not fun. I’m also back in school for my bachelor degree in nursing. It’s going good so far but it’s draining my bank account bc I refused to take out a loan on that. I didn’t want to die I’m student debt so I will just die being broke for now. I think I’m just complaining whole heck of a lot. I know I can get thru this in due time. But I just envisioned myself living a different life after I graduated so I’m just sad I’m not living up to my own goals. I’ll get there. We’ll get there.
My fiancé is the sweetest person I know and he always is there for me. I’m not sure what else I could ask for. We plan to get married next summer so summer of 2021!! I’m so excited for it. I can’t wait to see him all dressed up and to dance all night! I do get anxious when I think about all the family that ppl want us to invite. Large crowds aren’t my thing but I’ll do my best to make everyone else happy within reason. It will be good if I can get it all sorted out and pick a venue.
Well this the end of journal entry #1
If you read this I’m sorry.
