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i stayed because i thought it was better to have the worst of you than to have none of you at all, but sure enough, you ended up hurting me in the end anyway.

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Warning: It’s going to get really sad in this post.

I’m currently living in Melbourne now, crazy hey? How all these was just a dream and a plan I had casually mentioned to people, but never took for serious. Who knew this actually happened to me, living up the life that probably not many people was given the opportunity. But here I am unhappy and unsatisfied, unappreciative brat I am. But I definitely count my blessings everyday, thanking the LORD.

Over the years i’ve mellowed down so so much, basically i’ve turned into a hermit. I poured my heart out to Melly today after weeks of keeping it in to myself. So much worry, sadness and inexplainable feelings I have. I didn’t know that in turn I was affecting the one closest to me , but mostly Melly and J. Coming to Melbourne has honestly opened up my eyes, I can boldly say adulting 101. To paying rent, utility bills, internet, insurance, groceries, toiletries and phone bills etc. Made me realised how lucky and sheltered I was living back home, my parents have been so nice to never ask me a single dime for it. I realized how generous parents are because I could never picture myself doing that. I could never imagine working so hard and giving 3/4 of my wage to support my kids and all that bills.

But overall i’m thankful to be here, excited to start a future outside of home.

I’ve got lots more to say but I guess I shall stop here for today.

Till next time!

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One of the most beautiful parts of life is that everyone is different. Beauty comes in so many different shapes and sizes :))

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Letting him go

There is a particular kind of suffering to be experienced when you love something greater than yourself. A tender sacrifice. Like the pained silence felt in the lost song of a mermaid; or the bent and broken feet of a dancing ballerina. It is in every considered step I am taking in the opposite direction of you.

Lang Leav

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Sad Songs

Once there was a boy who couldn’t speak but owned a music box that held every song in all the world. One day he met a girl who had never heard a single melody in her entire life and so he played her his favorite song. He watched while her face lit up with wonder as the music filled the sky and the poetry of lyrics moved her in a way she had never felt before.

He would play his songs for her day after day and she would sit by him quietly—never seeming to mind that he could only speak to her through song. She loved everything he played for her, but of them all—she loved the sad songs best. So he began to play them more and more until eventually, sad songs were all she would hear.

One day, he noticed it had been a very long time since her last smile. When he asked her why, she took both his hands in hers and kissed them warmly. She thanked him for his gift of music and poetry but above all else—for showing her sadness because she had known neither of these things before him. But it was now time for her to go away—to find someone who could show her what happiness was.

Lang Leav

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When two souls fall in love, there is nothing else but the yearning to be close to the other. The presence that is felt through a hand held, a voice heard, or a smile seen.

Souls do not have calendars or clocks, nor do they understand the notion of time or distance. They only know it feels right to be with one another.

This is the reason why you miss someone so much when they are not there—even if they are only in the very next room. Your soul only feels their absence—it doesn’t realize the separation is temporary.

Lang Leav

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Then there is the boy you can never stop thinking about. Whenever you see his name, it trips you up. Even if it’s one that belongs to many others, even if he belongs to someone else.

Lang Leav

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“After each goodbye, there will be joy of meeting again.”

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“I imagine you with me every single day, and I walk down the street knowing you will be walking by my side soon. The more we wait, more we appreciate every second we have together.”

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