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HSM-Chapter 7-Want You Back

A/N: Anything in italics is a flashback! Please read it as such :)

Song Of The Chapter: Want You Back by 5 Seconds Of Summer

“No matter where I go, I’m always gonna want you back.”

Ricky’s POV- After

I watched Aaliyah storm out, hearing the door slam shut behind her. Tears were building in my eyes, as I turned towards the curtain. My mind was racing, thoughts coming at me all at once. Why wouldn’t you just tell her you regretted it? I asked myself, staring into the distance. You had one chance, and you blamed everything on her. Fucking idiot. I cursed, hearing the door open.

“Surprised you’re back.” I muttered, still not turning around. “Aaliyah actually ran into her cabin, saw her crying.” Nini said, as I whipped around. “Hi Ricky.” She greeted me, walking in my direction. “What’re you doing here?” I questioned, watching her get on the stage. “I can’t come and see my boyfriend? Make things right between us?” She asked, reaching out to touch me.

“You were the one that wanted a break.” I said, as her hand landed on my arm. “I was going all the way to California, I wanted to see what was out there.” She responded, and I shook my head. “No, you wanted more song material.” I spat, as she rolled her eyes. “You’re seriously still upset about the rose song?” She asked, and I nodded.

“Nini, you embarrassed me in front of the entire school!” I chastised, seeing her body shift. “That was months ago, and you deserved it!” She argued, and I scoffed. “What could I possibly have done for you to tell me that I’m suffocating you, Nini? What the hell did I do?” I probed, and her face scrunched up.

“You were still in love with her.” She declared, emphasizing the word her, as if it was heavy. “Why are you bringing up Aaliyah?” I asked, as she shook her head. “Even though you were with me, your heart was with her.” She answered, and I shook my head. “No, it wasn’t.” I retorted, trying to stand my ground. “Yes it was, and I remember exactly when I realized it.” She said, and I immediately knew the moment she was talking about.

Nini and I were walking in the hallway, hand in hand. We’d just celebrated our six month anniversary, and I was feeling content with the world and everything in it. “Hey babe, can we stop at my locker?” She asked, and I nodded. “Of course.” I answered, allowing her to lead me to it. A crowd walked towards us, and she tried pulling me out of the way, only to make me bump into someone.

“I’m so sorry.” I said, letting go of Nini’s hand to pick up the person’s books. “It’s fine.” A girl mumbled, as I looked up. Aaliyah’s eyes greeted me, quickly going back to the mess in front of us. “Hey.” I sighed, almost as if I was exhaling. I hadn’t really seen Aaliyah since the breakup, only getting occasional glimpses of her. Now she’s in front of me, and the girl I left her for is next to me. I finished grabbing her books, barely handing them to her before Nini grabbed my arm, pulling me in for a kiss.

My eyes were wide open, watching Aaliyah walk away. I wasn’t even paying attention to Nini, as I’d stopped kissing her back. She pulled away, staring at me with a small smile on her face. “You okay?” She asked, and I looked away from Aaliyah. “Yeah.” I answered, shaking it off.

“You were staring at her, Ricky. Hell, you stopped kissing me back!” She exclaimed, and I shook my head. “She didn’t have my heart.” I denied, memories filling my head. I could barely focus on Nini, my mind only reminding me of Aaliyah.

“If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?” Aaliyah asked, and I shrugged. “You answer first.” I said, as she nodded. “Jamaica.” She answered, looking at me again. I was staring at her, and a smile crossed my face. “Anywhere with you.” I mumbled, looking away. It’s quiet for a second, and I almost began to fake an answer.

“Anywhere isn’t a place, love.” She said, as I looked at her. “You heard that?” I asked, and she nodded. “You’re not a very good mumbler, Bowen.” She joked, as I pulled her closer. I was quiet, soaking in every detail she possessed. From the way her dark curls bounced, to the way her eyes had seemingly changed from brown to hazel within seconds. I ended up staring at her lips, seeing the small curve on the top one.

Without warning, she kissed me softly, guiding one of my hands to her back, while the other rested under her chin. Her hands were holding my face, and I felt my cheeks flush from their warmth. She pulled away, looking at me. “I’d go anywhere with you too.” She announced, smiling at me. I wrapped my arms around her, exhaling as her face rested in the crook of my neck.

“Why don’t you understand that she’s not good for you, Ricky?” Nini asked, ripping me out of my daydream. “Pardon?” I questioned, as she stepped closer to me. “Aaliyah isn’t the one for you, I am. I’ve been the one for you since the day of the play, you know that.” She said, holding both of my hands. “No, you haven’t. You were the one that took me away from her.” I scoffed, snatching my hands away from her.

“Oh boohoo, you two were gonna fall apart after that year anyways. You aren’t good enough to be with anyone, Richard. The only reason I stayed with you was out of pity.” She spat, as I shook my head. “I was good enough for Aaliyah, you just made me feel like she wasn't enough for me. You were wrong!” I reprimanded, and she rolled her eyes. “You already know that we’re gonna get back together, so you might as well stop yelling and kiss me.” She demanded, and I crossed my arms.

“No.” I declared, as she raised her eyebrows. “What?” She asked, her cheeks red. “We’re not getting back together, we will never be together again.” I said, and she chuckled. “So what, you’re gonna get your precious Aaliyah back?” She questioned, as I nodded.

“I love her.” I responded, hearing the door open. “Great work for the cameras!” Channing exclaimed, putting a thumbs up. I looked behind me, seeing that a camera was perched in the window.

Maybe it’ll be enough to get Aaliyah back. I thought, turning away from it. Suddenly, Nini kissed me, and my eyes were wide open. I pushed her off, wiping my mouth. “What the fuck?” I asked, as she smiled. “Enjoy opening night.” She beamed, leaving the barn.

I’m fucked.

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HSM Chapter 6: Doppelgänger

Song Of The Chapter-Doppelgänger by Joshua Bassett

                          “I guess I’m not as over you as I thought, and I thought I was.”

                                       Aaliyah’s POV- Memory.

I’m sitting at my desk, typing on my laptop. Ricky is on the other side of the room, but I can feel him staring at me. “Enjoying the view, love?” I asked, not even turning around. “You’ve got a pretty nice back.” He quipped, effortlessly responding to the joke. “Your eyes are probably burning a hole in it.” I joked, now turning to face him. 

His curls were slightly covering his forehead, and I swore they looked better based on his emotions. Whenever he was happy, they had a bounce to them, while they wilted if he was stressed or sad. It’s probably the corniest thing to notice, but I didn’t even care. 

“C’mere.” He said, and I shook my head. “I gotta finish this paper, baby. You know that.” I replied, watching a pout appear on his lips. “You can finish it later.” He argued, as I giggled. “It sounds like you want attention.” I noted, and he nodded. “You’ve been working on it for hours.” He whined, as I stood up. “It’s my college essay.” I stated, not moving towards him yet. 

“You’re gonna get in, I know you will.” He said, and I walked over to him. “Let's change the subject dork.” I replied, as he wrapped his arms around me. “You looked very nice today.” He shared, a smile on his face. “Thank you, pretty boy.” I responded, gently tugging his curls. They bounced when I let them go, and I smiled. 

“I’m convinced you’re just with me for my hair.” He joked, and I shrugged. “Ya caught me.” I said, as he pulled me onto the bed. “I can’t believe this, you’ve been dating my hair for almost a year!” He exclaimed, acting as if he was hurt. “It was bound to come out eventually.” I responded, laughing as he held me down. I stopped laughing, smiling at him again. 

“I love you.” I declared, and he kissed me softly. “I love you too.” He said, a smile on his face as well.

                                        Aaliyah’s POV-  Present.

“Earth to Aaliyah!” Channing exclaimed, as I blinked rapidly. I forgot that I was at rehearsals, and the camera had probably caught every part of the conversation that I didn’t. “What happened?” I asked, and he rolled his eyes. “You were all going over lines until you went into a daydream.” He huffed, adjusting the camera. 

“Sorry.” I muttered, as Ricky squeezed my thigh. “You okay?” He asked, his face laced with concern. “Y- yeah. I’m fine.” I stuttered, and he looked back at Channing. His hand remained, as I put mine on top of it. My cheeks went red, and I could feel my heartbeat speed up. I’m comfortable, not caring that Kourtney and Gina will probably interrogate me about this later, or that EJ was most likely looking. The only thing on my mind was Ricky. 

“You can’t marry a man you just met!” Ricky huffed, as I shook my head. “If it’s true love you can.” I replied, flipping the page. “What’s his shoe size?” He asked, looking at me. “Doesn’t matter.” I answered, rolling my eyes. “Last name?” He probed, his eyes still on me. It felt like they were reading me, and I took a breath. “Of the Southern Isles.” I said, my voice wavering. 

An hour later, Channing cut off his camera. “Alright, perfect day today. Lovebirds, you two were great. I’ll see you guys in a couple days for opening night.” He announced, as we all nodded. Everyone left, once again leaving Ricky and I by ourselves. 

“This is beginning to become a pattern.” He noted, and I looked at him. “Us being by ourselves?” I asked, as he nodded. “Especially since this is the most time we’ve spent together since we broke up.” He added, his voice almost wavering. I’m quiet for a moment, trying to compose my thoughts. “Do you regret it?” I blurted, and he raised his eyebrows. “Regret what? The break up?” He asked, as I nodded.

It’s quiet for a few minutes, and I almost regret asking the question. I opened my mouth, about to take it back. “Yes.” He answered, as my eyes widened. “I regret lying to you, and hurting you as much as I did.” He admitted, and I inhaled. “Was she worth it? Sacrificing everything we built together?” I questioned, and I could feel tears in my eyes.

“I never said she was.” He responded, as I shook my head. “You didn’t have to, your actions did that for you.” I retorted, standing up. 

“For months, I asked you if you liked her. Every single time you’d tell me that I was tripping and that there was nothing going on. Then a month after our anniversary, you ended it to be with her.” I said, as he stood up with me. 

“An entire year went by and you didn’t even try to apologize to me. Instead you went on a year-long honeymoon with Nini!” I yelled, feeling my face heat up. I was pissed, holding emotions that I forgot existed. 

“You abandoned me, and then sauntered into camp as if nothing had happened. You acted as if everything was fucking okay, Ricky!” I roared, seeing his demeanor shift. 

“You can’t yell at me for moving on when you were messing with EJ for shits sake!” He yelled, as I scoffed. “Don’t turn this around on me.” I said, and he shook his head. “Aaliyah, you can’t even take responsibility for your role in this!” He reprimanded, pointing a finger at me. “The only role I played was the girl who got her heart broken by the boy she loved!” I cried, tears streaming down my face. 

“I’m done.” I muttered, grabbing my bag and getting offstage. I don’t even bother looking back, knowing that I’ll only start sobbing.

                                           TO BE CONTINUED

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All characters in the HSM story are 18+, graduates of high school.

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Hi guys! By the time this is up, Chapters 4 and 5 are out (5 was just posted). I hope you guys enjoy.

The drama IS picking up, and I won't spoil the cause of it. Just to make things clear, this IS a short/ limited series. BUT- Aaliyah and Ricky aren't going anywhere at all. I'm planning on writing one shots/ short stories on their relationship and continuing their storyline.

but also, they aren't my only characters. I'm currently sitting on Steve Harrington one shots with aother original character, and that'll be up at some point.

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HSM Chapter 5: The Loudest Silence

Song Of The Chapter: “The Loudest Silence” by Maurice Moore Ricky’s POV- memory

I knocked on Aaliyah’s door, waiting for her to open it. Moments later, she appeared, clad in all gray. “Hi.” I said, as she inhaled. “What do you want, Ricky?” She asked, thunder rumbling after she spoke. “Can we talk?” I inquired, my hands in my pockets. “About the fact that you’ve been a dick all week or something else?” She retorted, as rain started falling.

“That.” I answered, and she nodded. “Come in.” She said, moving aside. She closed the door behind her, and we went to her room. Another door closed, and I sat on her bed. “I should not have reacted to you possibly being pregnant like that.” I began, as she crossed her arms. She’s standing in the middle of the room, not wanting to be near me.

“You’re 100 percent right, you acted like you were the only one that would’ve been affected. It’s my life too, Ricky!” She yelled, her face turning slightly red. “You were the one that wanted to have unprotected sex!” She spat, as I shook my head.

“You said you were on the pill!” I argued, and she scoffed. “How many times do I have to tell you, I accidentally missed two. That doesn’t make it all my fault!” She roared, her hands now balled into fists. “It sure doesn’t make you innocent!” I countered, as she inhaled.

“You are such a fucking asshole!” She screamed, her face now fully red. “Why are you so upset? I apologized when it happened!” I yelled, already seeing the tears in her eyes. I needed to get to the root of the problem, so I could fix it.

“Aaliyah.” I said, but she was silent. “Liyah.” I began, seeing a tear escape her eye. “Because I was fucking terrified and I needed you!” She cried, tears now streaming down her face. I got up, immediately standing in front of her.

“Come here.” I sighed, my arms open. She backed up a little, as I inhaled. “Please.” I said, and she stepped forward. I wrapped my arms around her, feeling her body shake as she sobbed. “Let it out, I got you.” I whispered, rubbing her back. Some tears trickled down my cheeks, rain gently hitting the window. A few minutes later, she stopped, standing in place. I pulled back, looking at her.

“I’m so sorry that I was being a dick when you needed me, you didn’t deserve that.” I apologized, cupping her face in my hands. “But I love you.” I declared, and she put her hands on mine. “I love you too.” She replied, kissing me softly. Ricky’s POV- Present- 2 days later

My dream was still heavy on my mind, the memory bringing more confusion and conflicted emotions forward. I sat on the stage, looking for Aaliyah. She’s not here. I noted, shaking my head.

“Ricky, we need to talk.” Channing said, motioning me over. “Yes?” I asked, as he inhaled. “I already told this to your director, but since you’re one part of the love triangle, I need you to bring the drama up.” He announced, and I raised my eyebrows.

“What do you mean love triangle?” I questioned, as he cleared his throat. “I mean, it’s obvious that you and the director have something for Aaliyah. That’s peak reality television!” He exclaimed, clearly excited. “EJ and Aaliyah don’t like each other, there’s nothing there.” I responded, as he chuckled, patting my shoulder.

“If I were you, I’d ask them personally. Get some real answers.” He suggested, and he walked away right after. He left the building, as everyone, including EJ and Aaliyah walked in.

“Hey Ricky.” Aaliyah said, a small smile on her face. She must have seen my expression, because her smile went away “What’s going on?” She asked, as I looked at her and EJ. “What happened with you and EJ while we were broken up?” I inquired, watching her demeanor shift. “Ricky.” She began, as I shook my head. “Don’t lie to me, Aaliyah!” I huffed, and EJ walked over.

“Don’t talk to her like that, Bowen.” He growled, and I scoffed. “Tell me what happened!” I yelled, as he chuckled. “I helped your ex pick up the pieces of the heart that you broke, she was with me. While you honeymooned with Nini, she was in my arms.” He revealed, a smirk on his face. I looked at Aaliyah. “Is this true?” I asked, and he stood in front of her.

“Yes, it’s true. You fucked everything up between you two because you aren’t good enough, Bowen. I’m better than you in every way possible.” He taunted, as I tried to breathe. “She wanted to be with me, until you rolled in and batted your eyelashes at her. Because heaven forbid you don’t get your fucking way!” He yelled, and I swung, nailing him in the jaw.

He looked at me, his face switching before he lunged at me. We’re on the ground, fists flying as everyone yelled at us. Somehow, EJ ended up on top of me, holding his fist up. “I’ve been waiting to do this.” He declared, before being pushed off. “Enough!” Aaliyah yelled, standing in front of me. “Move, Aaliyah.” EJ growled, as she shook her head. “Leave him alone.” She said, and I got up, quickly moving towards the exit. Aaliyah’s POV

Ricky left the room, and I ran after him. “Ricky.” I called, as he shook his head. “Leave me alone, Aaliyah.” He huffed, still walking. “Will you please let me explain?” I asked, and he turned to face me. “Explain what? That you slept with EJ fucking Caswell?” He questioned, as I inhaled. “First of all, we never slept together.” I replied, and he scoffed. “Bullshit. How do I believe you? He probed, his hands still curled into fists. “When have I ever lied to you?” I asked, my voice slightly elevated. He’s quiet, sitting by the piano. “EJ and I have only ever kissed, there was no relationship or anything of the sorts. I promise you.” I declared, sitting next to him. “He’s right though.” He sighed, as I tilted my head. “About what?” I inquired, and he took a breath. “I did fuck everything up between us, and I left you to deal with it.” He confessed, as I messed with the keys.

“You found love somewhere else, it’s fine.” I responded, and he shook his head. “I could’ve at least tried to talk to you. We avoided each other for an entire year.” He lamented, as I nodded. “We went through a lot of shit together too, just abandoning each other was devastating.” I agreed, and he exhaled.

“I had a dream about the time you thought you were pregnant.” He revealed, as I inhaled. “That was a few months before we broke up.” I noted, and he nodded. “Did you stop loving me after everything?” He questioned, as I raised my eyebrow. “Why would I have stopped?” I asked, seeing his eyes water. “Because I left, because I’m not good enough. EJ said it, hell you probably think that.” He argued, the tears slowly trickling down his face.

Just touch him I thought to myself, as I put my hand on his back. “EJ doesn’t know what he’s talking about.” I said, and he looked at me. “You didn’t answer the question.” He pointed out, as I lifted both of my hands, cupping his face with them. “I never stopped loving you, Ricky. Nothing will ever change that.” I announced, as we stared at each other.

I cleared my throat, moving my hands. “You should give your girlfriend a call, sure she’d like to hear from you.” I said, getting up and leaving the cabin. 3rd Person POV

EJ walked into the Worker’s cabin, fumbling with his phone. “Hello?” A girl asked, and he cleared his throat. “Nini, hi. Miss Jenn’s on the other line.” He said, as another woman pops into frame. “Hello darling!” Miss Jenn exclaimed, grinning at him.

“I’m calling because I need a favor. Ricky and Aaliyah are are here at camp and they seem to be close to getting back together.” He informed them, seeing their faces drop.

“I need you guys to come here and put the final nails in their coffin.” informed them, seeing their faces drop.

“Do you guys think you can make a trip to Shallow Lake so that doesn’t happen?” He asked, as both of them took a breath. “When’s opening night?” Nini asked, and EJ grinned. “It’s in about 5 days.” He answered, as they nodded.

“We’ll be there honey.” Miss Jenn said, and they all hung up.

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HSM Chapter 4: Already Over

     Song Of The Chapter: Already Over by Sabrina Carpenter                 

                                Aaliyah’s POV- 1 week later- Rehearsal

“Alright people, let’s give Channing a good rehearsal.” EJ quipped, looking at Ricky and I. He’d been doing that lately, seemingly directing statements at us without a true reason. We nodded, both looking at our scripts. “My ice!” Ricky exclaimed, looking at EJ and I. “I am so sorry, I wasn’t paying attention.” I replied, as EJ stood beside me. 

“You could’ve gotten hurt, princess.” He said, putting an arm around me. I resisted the urge to tense up, instead shaking my head. “What’re you two royal lovebirds doing out here? Looking for ice?” Ricky asked, as I inhaled. 

“We’re just trying to get back to the kingdom.” I answered, flipping the page. “Trying to get away from scum like you.” EJ muttered, rolling his eyes.

30 minutes later, the kids were the ones rehearsing, as the rest of us put up a family front. “I think that Channing is starting to get bored of us.” Kourtney noted, pointing to the cameraman. 

He yawned, attempting to shield his mouth from the camera. “Or, maybe he’s just tired. He’s been filming us for a week straight.” I replied, as she shrugged. 

“EJ, you’re the director. You need to talk to him.” Carlos chimed in, and EJ exhaled. “FIne. I’ll talk to him after rehearsal.” He said, walking out of the room. “I don’t think we’re boring.” Ricky muttered, as I looked at him. “Unfortunately, it’s not about what we think. It’s about the audience.” I replied, looking back at my script.

I was being snippy with him, even though I didn’t really want to be. I’m tired of hearing everyone’s opinions on his and I’s sliver of a relationship, and I definitely don’t want to be put in a love triangle with him and EJ. Besides, doesn’t the girl have to like both of the guys for it to be a triangle? Everyone cleared out of the room, leaving Ricky and I by ourselves.

“I don’t think I like the idea of this love triangle.” I noted, as Ricky looked at me. “It’s not about what we think, remember?” He asked, directly quoting me. I inhaled, fully facing him. “Sorry for being rude.” I responded, and he shrugged. 

“You don’t need to apologize, shit happens.” He remarked, as I fumbled with the script. I was trying to figure out what to say, but my mind was going blank.

                                                Ricky’s POV

“Do you remember Valentine’s Day?” I inquired, and Aaliyah put her script down. “Our first one?” She asked, as I nodded. “I still have that bear.” She answered, her tone lowering. 

“Nini gets mad every time I use that skateboard.” I noted, and she giggled. “Why?” She questioned, and I exhaled. “Said I only use yours and not the one she got me.” I responded, as Aaliyah tilted her head. 

“What’s wrong with hers?” She inquired, and I looked at her. “It’s High School Musical themed, so it’s bright red with ‘Ricky & Nini 4Ever’ inscribed in it.” I answered, as a laugh left her mouth. She doubled over, clutching her stomach as tears flowed down her cheeks.

“Your girlfriend is so fucking corny!” She laughed, and I jokingly rolled my eyes. “Didn’t go over too well with the skaters.” I joked, as she wiped her face. “How is Nini?” She probed, her head in her hand. “She’s in California with her moms. Haven’t talked to her much because of the time difference.” I revealed, and she nodded.

“Surprised you guys didn’t break up after she sang the rose song.” She mentioned, and I shook my head. “We actually went on a break after that, it was very embarrassing.” I confessed, as she sighed. “Getting dissed in front of the school can have that effect on people.” She noted, now giving me her full attention. It makes me feel oddly better about myself, knowing that we’re the only people in the room.

“Yeah, Miss Jenn ate it up though. Let Nini off scot free while I got a lecture on being a good boyfriend.” I scoffed, and she shook her head. “You’re a great boyfriend, Ricky. Nini is lucky to have you.” She admitted, her tone complacent. 

I almost felt bad for bringing Valentine’s Day up, realizing that I 

 rubbed salt in her wound, the one that I created. Before I could say anything else, she stood up. 

“I should get going, see if Gina and Kourtney need anything.” She announced, hopping off the stage. “I’ll see you later.” I said, as she looked back at me. “You can bet on it.” She joked, walking out of the building.

                                                Aaliyah’s POV

I walked out of the building, feeling my heartbeat slow down. My stomach felt like it was in knots, and my mind was racing. I can’t believe he left me for someone so fucking cliche. I thought, practically kicking myself. Finally, I was in the cabin, seeing Gina and Kourtney sitting with Carlos.

“Confliction is a look you wear well.” Carlos commented, as I sat down. “Ricky and I talked.” I responded, seeing them sit up. “About what?” Gina inquired, her eyebrows raised. “He brought up Valentine’s Day.” I answered, fiddling with my shorts. “Said that he still uses the skateboard I got him even though it pisses Nini off.” I revealed, as Kourtney kissed her teeth. “That’s weird.” She noted, and I looked at her. 

“Why would that be weird?” I asked, seeing her shift. “From what I heard, Nini and Ricky broke up a few months ago, when she was going to that school.” She revealed, as I raised my eyebrows. “What?” I questioned, and Carlos stood up. “I’m gonna talk to him, see what’s going on. You three need to relax.” He said, walking out of the cabin.

“I know that you’re not telling us something.” Gina announced, as I inhaled. “When he brought up Valentine’s, it sort of made me sad.” I admitted, and Kourtney moved closer to me. “Do you think that there’s a chance you miss the good times? Maybe you’re just trying to avoid it.” She remarked, her tone light. 

I was silent, instead getting up and storming out.

There was no way I was still in love with Ricky. Not after everything that happened, not when he’s possibly still with Nini. 

But maybe I’m wrong.

                                                               End Of 4

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Chapter 4 Sneak Peek

“EJ, you’re the director. You need to talk to him.” Carlos chimed in, and EJ exhaled. “FIne. I’ll talk to him after rehearsal.” He said, walking out of the room. “I don’t think we’re boring.” Ricky muttered, as I looked at him. “Unfortunately, it’s not about what we think. It’s about the audience.” I replied, looking back at my script.

I was being snippy with him, even though I didn’t really want to be. I’m tired of hearing everyone’s opinions on his and I’s sliver of a relationship, and I definitely don’t want to be put in a love triangle with him and EJ. Besides, doesn’t the girl have to like both of the guys for it to be a triangle? Everyone cleared out of the room, leaving Ricky and I by ourselves.

“I don’t think I like the idea of this love triangle.” I noted, as Ricky looked at me. “It’s not about what we think, remember?” He asked, directly quoting me. I inhaled, fully facing him. “Sorry for being rude.” I responded, and he shrugged. 

A/N: I'm backkkkk ladies and gentlemen, they's and thems. After a long ass hiatus, Aaliyah and Ricky will be returning soon :)

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A lil update.

Hey guys, I hope everyone is well. The book is currently on a hold until I can carve out some time to truly write it- but I will drop a sneak peek at it! Love you all!

Michelle <3

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HELLO

Oh my gosh- i haven't been on here in a second. i promise new chapters are coming soon, college is just very stressful and packed. i got you guys soon though!

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Chapter 3- Francis Forever

Song of the chapter: Francis Forver by Mitski

A/N: I promise that I'll be elaborating on RIcky and Aaliyah's past relationship more in upcoming chapters. I especially promise that the drama will begin picking up from here. Also- anything in italics is a flashback. Enjoy the chapter!

                                       Ricky’s POV- Cast List

“Holy shit, it’s up.” Ashlyn said, looking at the green sheet. Everyone’s crowded around it, moving aside once they get a glance. EJ looked at it, grimacing as he turned to face me. “I swear, there is no way you win every single fucking time.” He spat, huffing away. Carlos came up behind me, looking at the sheet. He’s silent, but people were murmuring around us. 

“Ricky.” Aaliyah said, as I looked at her. “Aaliyah.” I replied, and she inhaled. “Have you seen it yet?” She asked, and I shook my head. “EJ made a comment, but I haven’t personally seen it.” I answered, seeing her nod. “Aaliyah, come see it!” Gina exclaimed, pulling her by the hand. I followed behind them, as Aaliyah put her finger on the sheet. 

“No way.” She muttered, and I stood next to her. It took less than a second for me to realize why she reacted that way, as I see our names directly at the top of the paper.

Anna- Aaliyah

Kristoff- Ricky

Hans- EJ

“We got the leads.” I noted, looking at her. She’s silent, shaking her head. “Liyah?” I asked, reaching for her shoulder. “I can’t do this right now.” She sighed, walking in the opposite direction. Gina and Carlos looked at me, as I stood in disbelief. “Go after her!” Gina chastised, pointing towards her sister. I nodded, jogging towards her. 

“Liyah!” I called, and she looked at me. “Go away, Ricky.” She said, her voice shaking. “You can’t just wish me away, you know? I’m not going anywhere.” I responded, as she wiped her face. “Why are you even here? You don’t love me anymore, remember?” She questioned, and I could already picture what she was thinking about.

“I wanna break up.” I blurted, as Aaliyah looked at me. “What?” She asked, as I looked at her. “I want to break up, Aaliyah.” I said, and she sat up. “Why? Did I do something wrong?” She questioned, as I shook my head. “It wasn’t you.” I answered, my voice meek. “Then what was it, Ricky? Tell me so I can fix it.” She sighed, reaching for my hand.

“I don’t love you anymore, not how you love me.” I confessed, as she recoiled. She was silent, staring at me. “I love someone else. I’m so sorry Aaliyah.” I apologized, and she threw a pillow at me. “I already know who you love, you love Nini.” She spat, getting off the couch. “I didn’t mean for it to happen, it just did!” I argued, and she scoffed.

“You were with her all of the time during the play. You told me not to worry about her!” She yelled, as I stood up. “She didn’t like me then!” I retorted, and she shook her head. “I know you can be oblivious, but I never thought you could be so stupid.” She fumed, staring at me. Tears slowly cascaded down her cheeks, the result of my actions.

“I’m done.” She said, grabbing her jacket. She stormed out, slamming the door behind her. 

“That was a year ago.” I said, and she shook her head. “Is that supposed to make a difference to me? The fact that the heartbreak was a year ago?” She asked, as I took a breath. “I didn’t mean it like that.” I responded, and she scoffed. “That’s exactly how you meant it. You came here and expected everything between us to be fine, when you haven’t even apologized!” She yelled, as my eyes widened.

“You never gave me the chance to, you stopped talking to me!” I argued, and she exhaled. “Because you and Nina were on a fucking honeymoon every single day, and I had to force myself to forget about you or it would’ve broken my heart even more, Ricky!” She cried, her face turning red. 

“You were running around with the girl you told me not to worry about. That you would say was your best friend. I used to be that for you, and you left me the second she showed feelings towards you. You didn’t bother to think about the fact that you had a fucking girlfriend!” She chastised, jabbing her finger into my chest. 

I grabbed her wrists, holding them between us. “Can you please give me a chance to talk?” I asked, as she blankly stared at me. We haven’t been this close in a year, a titanium wall separating us for so long.  “Okay.” She answered, her face returning to its normal color. “I fucked up, I’m painfully aware of that. I am so sorry that I hurt you, Aaliyah.” I declared, seeing her shake her head.

“That’s all you got?” She asked, and I inhaled. “Always impatient, aren’t you?” I inquired, as she rolled her eyes. “Some things never change.” She replied, the familiar gleam in her brown eyes returning. “I can’t go back and change how things went down, but I can make a change now. We’re the leads of the show, we have to pull it together and get along.” I said, as she nodded.

“How would your girlfriend feel about that?” She asked, and I chuckled. “It doesn’t matter.” I answered, letting go of her wrists. “Then we have a truce.” She agreed, looking at me. “Alright. I’ll see you at the first rehearsal.” I said, turning and walking out of the cabin. 

                                                   End Of 3

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I just can’t believe I let Color War slip through my fingers. You mean Gina?

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HELLO!! :)

Okay- it's been a long week. I promise that chapter 3 is coming soon.

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A P*rtwell fan on Twitter said that EJ is gonna stay in Salt Lake to help Ms. Jenn when the summer is over. Someone replied, “why do you want EJ to be a loser so bad?” 😭

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i’ve seen so many pws say this like… is that not weird??

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Chapter 2- Smoke Slow

Ricky’s POV- Audition Day

“Good morning everyone!” EJ exclaimed, as I groaned. “Dude, how are you so happy right now?” I asked, and he looked at me. “Because we’re at Camp Shallow Lake, Bowen. That’s a reason to be excited.” He responded, now looking at everyone else. Carlos nudged me, and I shook my head. I had no time for EJ’s bullshit, especially not with Aaliyah still livid with me.

“As  you all know, Shallow Lake has been chosen to put on Frozen!” He announced, the crowd clapping. “Corbin Bleu will be here in a few with his camera crew, so I need everyone to be on their best behavior.” He said, narrowing his eyes at me. “There is absolutely no room for drama today.” He declared, as I scoffed.

“Okay, what the hell is that supposed to mean?” I asked, annoyance seeping through. “It means that your relationship problems have no place here today. Your obliviousness and nonchalant attitude isn’t fucking needed.” He spat, and I rolled my eyes. “My relationship with Aaliyah is none of your goddamn concern, Elton John.” I seethed, using his real name. 

“It was when she spent every single day crying over you, because you were on a damn honeymoon with Nina that entire year!” He insulted me, as I stepped towards him. “Enough!” Aaliyah yelled, moving between us. “Can you two stop acting like damn fools in front of the cameras?” She asked, and I looked up. 

Corbin Bleu and his cameraman were standing behind us, seemingly catching the entire thing on tape. “That was perfect.” The man said, holding the camera up higher. “I’m thinking that we have a love triangle here. Amazing television.” Corbin piped in, as Aaliyah exhaled. “Can we please get on with auditions?” She inquired, looking at EJ.

“Yeah.” He muttered, walking away. Everyone was handed a script, and told to sit. I looked at Aaliyah, only for her to completely turn her body away from me. “Alright everyone, places!” Val announced, as we all stood up.

                                                            Aaliyah’s POV

Everyone had been singing, Val deciding to go down the line one by one. “Aaliyah, you’re up.” She said, as I walked onto the stage. “First time in forever?” I asked, and she nodded. I cleared my throat, my eyes catching Ricky’s gaze. Look away. He doesn’t deserve your attention. I thought, looking down at my feet.

The track started, and I took a breath. “There’ll be actual real life people, it’ll be totally strange. Wow, am I so ready for this change.” I began, slowly looking up. Kourtney was grinning, trying not to audibly cheer. “Cause for the first time in forever, I won’t be alone.” I finished, once again making eye contact with Ricky.

“Hi, I’m Ricky.” A boy said, walking up to me. His hands out, blocking the pages of my book. I didn’t pay him any attention, simply moving the book back. “Ah, a reader. The Fault In Our Stars is a good one.” He noted, sitting next to me. I looked at him, an eyebrow raised. “You’ve read it?” I asked, as he nodded.

“Read it back in middle school. Really sad book.” He answered, and I put my bookmark in. “I’m Aaliyah.” I said, now holding my hand out. “Nice to meet you.” He responded, a small smile on his face. He sat there while I read the book, simply looking over at me every few minutes.

I snapped back to reality, somehow sitting back in my chair. “Great filming day everyone. We’re gonna quickly take it to editing and release a sneak peak tonight!” Corbin exclaimed, looking at Ricky and I. “I think we already got our it couple.” He noted, as I quickly shook my head. 

“We aren’t together.” I blurted, and he chuckled. “If you say so.” He replied, as he and Channing walked out. I quickly left the room, hearing footsteps behind me. “Aaliyah.” EJ called, and I looked back at him. “Why were you so rude to him?” I asked, seeing his eyes roll. “He was an absolute dick to you last year, he had it coming.” He argued, as I crossed my arms.

“That is my decision to make, not yours.” I said, and he shook his head. “You ran to me when he broke your heart, Aaliyah. We had something.” He sighed, reaching for my hands. I recoiled, putting mine at my side. “All we did was kiss a few times, there wasn’t anything.” I exhaled, and he blinked rapidly. “You didn’t feel anything for me?” He asked, as I shook my head.

“I was in love with Ricky, obviously there was no room in that for you.” I retorted, and he scoffed. “You’re still in love with him, Aaliyah. I saw you looking at him.” He spat, as I froze. “I don’t need you fighting my battles, or tell me my own emotions.” I declared, storming off. I made it back to the cabin, seeing Carlos sitting on my bed.

“If you’re about to lecture me about Ricky, I don’t wanna hear it.” I sighed, as he shook his head. “Are you okay?” He inquired, and I sat next to him. “I’m conflicted.” I answered, taking a short breath. “About Ricky?” He asked, as I nodded. “I couldn’t even say his name until yesterday, Carlos. We didn’t speak for an entire year and now he’s here. He’s sent my emotions into a fucking frenzy.” I huffed, my head in my hands.

“Don’t bite my head off. But do you think it’s possible that you never lost feelings for him?” He asked, and I looked at him. “I mean, besides EJ, you haven't truly been with anyone. When you saw him, you ran away. You’re literally running away from your feelings, Liyah. It’s not healthy.” He concluded, as I nodded. “You’re right.” I sighed, feeling my heart swell. 

“Have you even talked to Ricky since last week?” He questioned, and I shook my head. “The only time we really spoke was today, and that doesn’t count.” I replied, as he exhaled. “You should go talk to him.” He noted, and Gina burst into the room. “Cast list!” She exclaimed, Carlos and I immediately ran out of the room.

                                            End Of 2

Author's Note: Hi! I promise this story will get more interesting as it progresses, I have a lot planned for Aaliyah and Ricky's development and the story as a whole. Thank you for reading!!

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Chapter 1: Memories

       Aaliyah’s POV- Home

“I can’t believe you convinced me to go to summer camp.” I said, looking at my sister, Gina. “Hey, you could use a change of scenery. Especially after the breakup with Ricky.” She replied, as I shook my head. “Can we please not say his name?” I asked, putting clothes in my suitcase. 

“See, it’s been a year and you still can’t say it. You have to get out of Salt Lake!” She exclaimed, and I closed my eyes. “It was a shitty breakup, Gi! You saw how everything went down with him and Nini.” I responded, as she zipped her bag. 

“You have to get over it one day, Aaliyah. Can’t go back to school without being able to look at him.” She noted, and I closed mine.

“If and when he apologizes, I’ll consider it.” I retorted, as she exhaled. “You’d have to speak for him to do that, but okay.” She agreed, hearing the doorbell ring. “Girls, your ride is here!” Our mom, Terri, exclaimed, and we grabbed our stuff. Once we said our goodbyes, we got in the car, our friend Kourtney sitting in the front seat.

“Hey!” She beamed, hugging me tightly. “Hi Kourt.” I said, trying to force a smile. She pulled back, looking at me. “I know that face…who said his name?” She asked, and I shook my head. “Guilty.” Gina chimed in, as Kourtney looked at her. 

“She’s still not over Ricky? After an entire year?” She questioned, Gina nodding. “She can’t even look at him.” She added, as I inhaled.

“We are not spending the entire summer talking about my ex!” I yelled, and they were quiet. “Somebody has to.” Gina mumbled, as Kourtney started driving. I put my headphones on, memories of Ricky and I now flooding my brain.

“So you haven’t dated since the breakup?” Carlos asked, and I shook my head. “I can’t even think about liking someone else, Carlos.” I answered, as he inhaled. “Honey, it’s been 6 months. You should be past the stages of grief. Why aren’t you?” He inquired, and I shrugged. 

“I keep getting stuck in the anger and depression stages.” I responded, seeing him nod. “Well, you should journal about it. Maybe you’re holding emotions.” He noted, as I nodded. 

I must’ve fallen asleep, because Gina is shaking me. “We’re here.” She said, her voice excited. I got out of the car, my body quickly waking up once my bags were in my hands. 

“Welcome to Shallow Lake!” Kourtney gushed, as we walked through the entrance. People are everywhere, already talking in groups. 

“Girls!” Carlos yelled, running to us. We’re wrapped in a group hug, laughing.

“Hi Carlos.” I said, as his face dropped. “You look..happy.” He noted, as I raised an eyebrow. “Why wouldn’t I be happy?” I asked, and he looked at Gina and Kourtney. “You didn’t tell her?” He inquired, as their eyes widened. 

“Shit, I completely forgot.” Gina cursed, her face dropping. “Tell me what?” I questioned, looking at them.

“Summertime!” A voice beamed, as I froze. “That.” Gina muttered, turning around. I turned slightly, seeing Ricky standing behind us. His face switched, shock all over it. “Aaliyah.” He said, phrasing it like a question. 

“I can’t do this.” I replied, turning around and walking away. I could hear Gina calling me, but I didn’t listen, going straight into the cabin.

                                      Ricky’s POV- Boys Cabin

“What’s going on with Aaliyah?” I asked, and Carlos looked at me. “I know that you’re a little slow, but I didn’t think that you were this dense.” He scoffed, as I feigned hurt. “How am I being dense?” I questioned, and he fully turned to face me.

“Have you spoken to Aaliyah in the last year?” He asked, as I shook my head. “Not since the breakup, she doesn’t even look at me.” I answered, trailing off after the last sentence. “Shit. I’m what’s going on with her.” I realized, as he nodded. “This is barely my business to tell, but we can’t even say your name around her. She shuts us down every single time.” He revealed, shaking his head.

“It’s been a year though, I thought she’d be over it.” I replied, as he threw a pillow at me. “Unlike you, Richard, she didn’t run into the arms of her ex. You didn’t even offer her an apology!” He chastised, and I moved the pillow. “You two were best friends before you started dating, hell you were together for almost a year. An apology was the bare minimum.” He said, sighing.

“You think I should talk to her?” I asked, as he nodded. “Not tonight, obviously. I’d text Gi first so they could ease her into it. Probably gives you some time to be around her.” He answered, and I grabbed my phone. “Thanks Carlos.” I said, as he put his thumb up.

                                        Aaliyah’s POV- Cabin

“I can’t believe neither of you told me that Ricky was gonna be here.” I sighed, as Gina gasped. “You said his name!” She exclaimed, and I looked at her. She is right, that’s the first time I’ve said his name in possibly a year. “We didn’t know how you’d react to him, Liyah. We’re sorry.” Kourtney added, and I took a breath. 

“But, you do have to be in the same space for like- two months. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt to try and be around him.” She proposed, as I raised an eyebrow. “Like in the musical?” I asked, as she nodded. “You can’t mess it up for everyone just because of what happened between you two. It wouldn’t be fair.” Gina chimed in, and I groaned. “Fine.” I agreed, grabbing my jacket.

“Where are you going?” Kourtney inquired, as I looked at her. “Somewhere.” I answered, walking out of the cabin. I was walking aimlessly, not having a true destination in mind. “Aaliyah!” Ricky called, running to my side. “Ricky.” I noted, not looking at him. “Hi.” He exhaled, as we kept walking. 

It’s quiet for a moment, and I took a breath. “Are you stalking me now? What the hell do you want?” I asked, looking at him. “I’m not goddamn stalking you, so you can lose the attitude.” He spat, as I rolled my eyes. “I have every right to have an attitude with you, especially after what you did!” I fumed, and he inhaled.

“You do.” He mumbled, as we stopped moving. “Can we talk about-” He began, and I shook my head. “No. We are not rehashing our relationship. I’m only going to be cordial with you because my sister and friends want me to, but that is it. I’m not ruining the play for everyone because of my emotions.” I declared, as he stared at me. “Okay.” He agreed, holding his hand out.

I tilted my head, confused. “I’m shaking on it. Simply so we’re truly in agreement.” He said, realizing it. I put my hand in his, almost shuddering at the touch as we shook hands. I quickly let go, turning in the opposite direction. “Is it true that you couldn’t say my name?” He asked, and I swallowed nervously. 

“I had no reason to, you left.” I answered, walking away. I made it back to the cabin, laying in my bunk. 

                                                 End Of 1

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my lil introduction

hi everyone! i go by Michelle on here. my content is gonna be pretty much fanfiction, but with more realistic views instead of just simple cliches. even though they will be included, i like being realistic.

as of right now, I'm writing for High School Musical, The Musical, The Series. The fic doesn't quite have a name, but the chapters are usually named after song titles. It is slightly #rina based, but instead of Gina, i have my own female character named Aaliyah Porter (Gina's older sister!) All the charaters are aged up, as I didn't want them to be minors while writing.

I don't have a strict updating schedule (since I'm a college student), but once of twice a week is what i'll try to stick with. The first chapter will be up shortly!

Enjoy!

Michelle <3