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“take me to the rooftop. i wanna see the world when i stop breathing turning blue”

the world won’t be the same without you.

“tell me, love is endless, don’t be so pretentious”

i love you so much and always will.

“leave me, like you do”

i would never leave you. i’ll stay here, by your side, forever.

“if you need me, wanna see me, better hurry. because i’m leaving soon”

honestly i’m not ready to lose you. and i don’t think i ever will.

“sorry, can’t save me now”

tell me how. i’d do anything.

“sorry, i don’t know how”

there must be another way to fix this.

“sorry, there’s no way out, but down”

i’m sorry. i should’ve been better.

— listen before i go (billie eilish)

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Constantly being the at-fault party is killing me. You’re upset because I ‘abuse’ you (I beg you to get off of me, quit hitting me, tickling, etc. with no end near). You’re upset I have ‘kept you caged’ (you’ve cheated every single opportunity you’ve had. The total being around 30 girls. Almost one a month since our relationship). You’re upset because I make you ‘feel like an addict’ (you pop Xanax daily, have a serious lean addiction, do cocaine for days at a time). I’ve taken the blame for it all. I can feel myself drowning in the ridiculousness of it all. I should’ve let you hold me down and not defended myself. I should’ve let you be free to cheat on me while I stayed at home or went to work. I should’ve let you take drugs until you OD’d so we could find your new limit. Everything is all my fault, evidently. I’ve ruined our relationship and you. I’m sorry for always holding YOU back. I should’ve tried harder

Right?