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But my head is full of poison, and my heart is full of doubt.

[allthoselovelybones]

About me:

Call me Cass!

She/Her

20yo

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You can yap to me as much as you want. Tell me your headcannons, fic ideas, whatever makes you happy.

If it's taking me too long to answer asks then that's because I need time to think about it, or because I'm busy. NOT because I didn't like your ask, all asks are welcome and they don't annoy me at all 🫶🏻

My fic's:

✅ = Finished

⏳= in progress

💤 = haven't started it yet

🔒= not posted yet.

Outliving you (Jondami) ✅

Either way, we're not alone (Jondami) ⏳

Sequel to outliving you (Jondami) ⏳🔒

Arranged marriage Au (Jondami) 💤

Rot (body horror) ✅

My Ao3

More:

Let's talk about Jondami (only adult versions of them please! I won‘t interact with romantic content about them when underage!!!)

Or Batfamily

Or Jon and Damian being best friends

This is mostly a Jondami account if that's not obvious by now 🪿

I like sad stuff

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I was thinking about what you said, that Damian developed several health problems due to his exposure to the volcanic environment for so many years and will never be able to be Robin again.

Is there any chance we’ll see the Lazarus Pit used to heal him when they return home?

Also, will we see Damian reunite with Talia at some point?

There hopefully will be a scene of him interacting with Talia at some point, she is definitely going to be mentioned. But I need to get away from the Lazarus pit 😭😭 in my other two fic's, he used the pit, he can't use it in this story as well. I will not!

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Damian having a heart attack every time he and Jon are cooking because sometimes he just sort of... forgets Jon is invulnerable.

Damian's head is whipping around when, out of the corner of his eye, he sees Jon pulling a cast iron pot out of the oven with his bare hands. And before he can do anything more than take a sharp breath and reach out, it clicks that Jon is fine.

And it never stops either.

Years of navigating the kitchen together still isn't enough to stop that split-second moment of absolute panic when Jon drops a knife and catches it by the blade or is reaching into boiling water for the spoon that fell into the pot.

And every time Damian makes some choked noise and takes a step forward before stopping himself, Jon can't help but grin because even after years and years of working together and being together, Damian's first instinct is still to keep Jon safe.

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THAT'S SO THEM!

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There is only one thing I regret.

Damian not having said the line "At least we'll find out if my bones are pretty." in my fanfiction "Rot"

Also, shameless self-promotion...that story is not appreciated enough 😔

[allthoselovelybones]

Hope you're enjoying the break! Here's a little question for whenever you get back to answering.We've already asked plenty about Damian's absolutely disastrous physical state, so now I want to know about Jon's. Just how mentally messed up is he?

Are we talking about the kind of person who'd break someone's arm for yelling at Damian... or the kind who'd rip out every tooth and finger, cut them open, and reduce them to ashes just for looking at Damian the wrong way?

Just asking out of curiosity.

:3 Jon ripping out what? He will do none of that, this isn't Outliving you Jon 😭😭

So...one thing will happen, idk if I'm going to actually write it or not. But there will be a situation where Jason smokes next to Damian and Jon completely loses it (because obviously smoking next to someone who has a damaged lung is NOT okay, but Jason genuinely just didn't think about it, it was a mistake). But Jon will do nothing more than yell at a couple of people, fight with them (especially Bruce, oh ho Jon hates Bruce so much) and maybe kidnap Damian (kinda)

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Do you prefer slow burns or fast burns?

Omg Anon so sorry it took me so long to reply!

Definitely slow burns! When it comes to JonDami fics, I enjoy established relationship or slow burn the most. If it's a story about them getting together, I just find it too out of character for Damian if everything moves too fast. I can't imagine it working out that quickly. I don't see Damian as someone who falls in love easily, and I also think he's way less likely to confess.

(I'm kinda struggling with that when it comes to canon because he's shown to be interested in several people. I lowkey just ignore it though, I prefer my HC lol.)

And Jon and Damian already have their dynamic established—they’re best friends. I think it would take a good reason or a specific situation to make them question that dynamic and develop romantic feelings, and that takes time.

I'm also not a fan of the "they were always in love with each other and never realized it" trope. I just don't see it. I LOVE childhood friends to lovers. I love reading about them being 'just' best friends. Platonic love is so, so beautiful, and I don't think we have to take anything away from it by saying it was secretly romantic all along. I'd much rather see them genuinely become best friends that love each other first and then they develop romantic interest. To me, their romantic relationship is just an extension of their friendship.

Okay enjoy yapping haha.

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Hi! Same anon here who asked about what Ultraman actually did to Jon and Damian while they were in the volcano. I do agree that I can’t really see Ultraman agreeing to sex in exchange for favors. However, if you were going to go down the road of SA, weirdly enough, I can see it happening to Jon rather than Damian. Obviously, correct me if I’m wrong, but the way you’ve written Ultraman so far, he doesn’t seem to care about Damian one way or another. It feels like his goal was to get Jon, and Damian was just collateral damage because he was with him.

Additionally, in the comics, Ultraman is very weird about ‘owning’ Jon. In Adventures of Superman: Jon Kent, he outright asks if Jon is “his Jon”, which Jon gets very upset about. So, I can see him SA’ing Jon as a sort of power play, to say that Jon is fully his and defenseless against him. There’s also another panel is AOSJK where Ultraman says he wants to keep Jon to ‘play’ with, which can be taken in a number of ways, but is a very weird thing to say to a 17 year old boy nonetheless.

Anyway, I know this is a pretty dark topic, but I’d love to hear what you think about it.

Hey, welcome back!

I totally get what you mean. I’ve read that too—it’s really, really twisted, and Ultraman is just the biggest creep. I don’t have a problem writing about sexual violence or any other dark topic, but incest is just outside my comfort zone I fear. Especially since Ultraman has a son with the exact same name and face as our Jon—that’s sick enough as it is, and then adding sexual violence to that whole mess...? The story I’m writing right now is just too soft for that.

And honestly, I just don't see their relationship that way. Ultraman views Jon as a sort of adoptive son and as a trophy. Jon belongs to him like an object and I think that's interesting enough.

As for Damian, yeah Ultraman really isn't interested in Damian at all, honestly I'm not even sure he sees him as a person. Jon belongs to Ultraman, but Damian belongs to Jon. At least that's how Ultraman sees it. And he is just kind enough to allow Jon to keep him.

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I have a writing question for people who know more about Damian Wayne's cultural background than I do!!!

I'm white, and I don't want to accidentally write him like some generic white boy and completely gloss over his Arab and Chinese heritage. My knowledge here is limited, and I don't want to fall back on stereotypes because of that. What are some natural ways those parts of his background might come through in habits, values, food, language, or everyday interactions without feeling forced and are still in character?

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Hi! I’ve been reading Either Way We’re Not Alone and loving it! The part where Damian and Jon were complaining about Ultraman trauma dumping to them got me thinking about how we really don’t know exactly what Ultraman did to Jon in the volcano.

As far as I know, in the comics, Jon really only talks about Ultraman using him as a free therapist and there’s like one time where Ultraman gets physically violent (that we see). Do you have any theories about what other stuff might’ve happened to him or do you think that this is actually all that happened?

Hi Anon, very happy that you are enjoying my fic so far 🫶🏻

Honestly? I’m a bit stumped right now as to what Ultraman has actually done to them, because I’ve gone rid of one of my main ideas. Right now, it really is just him mistreating them, trauma dumping, and beating and starving them. Originally, I’d planned for Damian to offer his body to Ultraman in exchange for "gifts", things like hygiene products and other things they need. But a friend said that wouldn't fit Ultraman’s character, so I scrapped the idea. Now I’m not really sure where to go from here haha. I guess I need to give it some more thought. If you guys have any ideas, feel free to share them! 🙏

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Tomorrow Man in the next episode of Superman Unlimited

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I'm curious! At the top of my head I'm thinking

-DPD (dependent personality disorder) : "Characterized by an extreme, chronic need to be taken care of, leading to submissive, clinging behavior and a profound fear of separation. Caregivers with DPD derive their entire identity and self-worth from being indispensable, making them deeply dependent on their dependent"

-a shit bunch of c-ptsd: "Many codependent caregivers grew up in highly volatile, abusive, or neglectful environments. They engage in continuous, high-stress caregiving to manage their own trauma, subconsciously believing that controlling a crisis will make them feel safe and loved."

-horrible anxiety and depression (no explanation needed)

-Caregiver syndrome: "This refers to the extreme physical and emotional exhaustion of long-term care. It often manifests as defiant, controlling, or possessive behaviors, where the caregiver blocks attempts to give the person more independence because the caregiver is terrified of losing their primary purpose."

God bless copy-paste bcs i don't think I could write all of this

HI! I CALL YOU LUV IS THAT OKAY???

I agree with everything, not so sure about DPD (you have to debate me on that lol)

Oh the Caregiver syndrome will be...😈😈😈 Like, my boi already has it, it was hinted at, honestly it's a surprise Jon hasn't already lost it. But he is good at hiding stuff so...

I think what I will mention the most is his anxiety, and he will get to be a bit of a control freak when it comes to Damian.

One of the problems is that they have lost their sense of independence. There is no "I" mindset, only a "we". In their minds, there is no future in which they are not together—and this isn't even about romance, they just need to relearn how to function as independent individuals. Making big decisions on their own is incredibly hard. They have taken on certain roles. Damian is the one who makes the decisions, and Jon is the caregiver.

For Damian: Jon is always a variable for all major decisions he makes.

For Jon: He is just completely lost and overwhelmed and needs to ask for Damian's opinion. But also...he is very controlling of Damian, especially when it comes to his health. It's not a way for Jon to have power over him, he is just extremely protective.

It's all really messy, I hope this was understandable.

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Your really cool!!! Uhhhhh idk what else to say but your cool😎

Thank you, that's so sweet 🥹 glad you are part of the JonDami army I'm trying to build 😈🙏

Here is a sketch of myself in the Juni Ba style, it was actually supposed to be my new profile picture on Tumblr, but it turned out ugly...so I’m just using this ask as an excuse to show it anyway :3

Haha it's so stupid, I love it.

Now make me famous 🫵🪿

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Jon mockingly calls Damian by all manner of royal nicknames but then he's also the one who has Damian's unnecessarily complicated coffee order memorized and is always the one buying it for him, and the one time Damian bought it himself, he spent the whole day pouting and questioning whether Damian was upset with him or something

My version of Jon ALWAYS gives Damian the ultimate princess treatment. I love spoiled Damian, he deserves it.

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Imagine Alfred Jr. travelling back in time when he's still a kid himself. He latches onto a teenage Damian immediately, since he's a familiar enough face. At first, his entire family teases him for being imprinted on like a baby duckling with its mom, but then their panic starts to grow when it becomes obvious that Alfred Jr. is fully treating Damian like his parent, which is crazy because he's still the baby of the family himself, there's no way he's capable of caring for a kid.

Bruce and the older batkids try and coax him away from Damian but they only succeed for a few hours at most before he starts wanting to go back to Damian. He also has intense separation anxiety (which is understandable considering how he got here) but it's really messing up Damian's schedule and overwhelming him completely. Jon appears at the Manor during a particularly bad spike of Damian's own anxiety and manages to handle the kid better than almost any of the other Bats.

By the time the Jon of the future arrives to collect his kid, everyone has already realised who he belongs to.

This made me write a short scene. It’s not really good, but I had fun okay? XD

| JonDami. Kinda. |

"Oh, that’s so cute," Dick said, amused, when he spotted his youngest brother on the living room couch. Alfi was lying on his stomach next to Damian, sprawled across the space with his bare feet pointing toward the teenager. The young Wayne looked up from his laptop and shot him a dark look. "Jon is back from the park, he completely wore him out."

Dick nodded and sat down beside the two of them, with gentle fingers, he brushed a few strands of hair out of the child's eyes. "You seem stressed," he remarked without looking up. Damian remained silent for a long moment, only the long sigh that escaped him proved Dick was right.

"Jon said the child called him Dad..." He admitted quietly. "Repeatedly."

The older man's hand stopped where it rested against the boy's head. "Sorry?"

Damian let out a small, panicked laugh. "Yeah, crazy right?"

Dick's mouth was slightly open, he blinked. "He was probably just confused—"

But he stopped himself as he looked a little bit closer at the child's face. Oh. "I mean...he does look a little bit like—"

"Like Jon", Damian interrupted him. "He looks exactly like Jonathan. But father did a DNA test, he is definitely mine i—", the teen leaned back, covering his eyes with both hands. "This is bad..."

Dick let out a laugh in disbelief. "You and Jon?"

"Seems like it", Damian responded dryly.

"But...how? You are both men", Dick said in disbelief.

Damian lowered his hands enough to glare at him. "I wasn't aware, thank you for your groundbreaking observation, Grayson"

Dick ignored the sarcasm. "I mean... maybe it's just a coincidence that he looks so much like Jon... and...maybe the two of you raised a child together for some platonic reason—that wouldn't be the strangest thing that could happen."

Damian raised both eyebrows at him.

Dick sighed deeply. "Or Kryptonians can get men pregnant too..."

Damian's eyes widened "or they can get pregnant!"

Dick chuckled, "or that way around. Whatever helps you sleep at night, D."

Damian, dramatic as ever, looked like he wanted to die. "This isn't funny, Grayson" he hissed.

The older brother raised both hands in a conciliatory gesture, but he was still smirked stupidly. "Alright, alright, I'm sorry."

He slowly lowered his arms, his gaze settling back on the child. "Look, there could be all sorts of explanations..." He raised his eyes to Damian. "Just...would it really be that bad? If he was Jon's?"

The younger one looked as if Dick had grown a second head. "Yes, that would be horrible!"

"Why?" Dick asked softly.

Damian was struggling to find the right words for a moment. Because now that he had to think of a reason...there really wasn't a good one. "Because... because he is my best friend and...that would just be weird as fuck!"

Dick sighed. "It being weird for you right now is not really a reason though..."

Damian clenched his jaw, his gaze dropping down to the kid that was still sleeping peacefully beside him. Sleeping like a damn stone huh?

The longer Damian looked at him, something caught his eye. One of Alfi's ears was a bit pointy, nothing you would notice on a first look...but it was there. Damian swallowed thickly. It was this small imperfection that Jon had as well...he got it from Clark. It wasn't anything kryptonian...just a little gene defect. Kon had it as well... stupid pointy ear.

Well, fuck...

"I guess...the child seems fine right? Healthy and..." Damian looked at his oldest brother anxiously. "He hadn't shown any concerning behavior, had he?"

Dick's face softened. "He is completely normal, Dames."

The teen took a shaky breath. "And Jon is very reliable... he would make a good father. That doesn't mean I have to like this possible future, but... he would do a good job, and I trust him... that's all that matters."

It was insane.

Him and Jon? Someday? In a far far future? Impossible.

Some kind of unwanted cloning experiment? Maybe...

But whatever the answer was... it couldn't be that bad. After all, sitting right here was the proof. A child who—to Damian—was already perfect.

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| Supersons—hurt/comfort and a bit Angst |

Jon didn't remember Superman ever dealing with something like this...

The eleven-year-old sat under a roof in Gotham, his knees drawn up, chin resting on top. Rain streamed down his body, forming a puddle at his feet.

Pink.

Pink water.

He squeezed his eyes shut and tried to banish the image of the grimace before him. It seemed impossible. It was as if it were burned into his memory. like a constant background image that was impossible to change.

He looked up when he heard quiet footsteps on the roof. Robin was back, walking calmly toward him. "We have to go. My home."

Jon opened his mouth but his voice wavered. "W–what?" That wasn't what he had intended to ask.

"We have to go," Damian repeated firmly. "You need to wash up and—"

"What did you do?" Jon asked sharply.

Damian looked at him, stunned for a moment. "What I did?"

"Yes. Yes, what—what happened after I left?" He searched Damian's face for any kind of reassurance. Everything turned out fine in the end, right? It had to.

"I took care of everything", Damian promised. "You don't have to worry about a thing."

Jon's chin was trembling. "He's still alive... right?"

"I told you", the older one said evenly. "I took care of everything."

Jon couldn't breathe. "Oh my gosh—oh my—"

"Jonathan—no. No. Don't you dare have a panic attack now," Damian's knees hit the ground next to him, hands reaching out to cup Jon's face. "Breathe. Everything is okay. You don't have to worry about a thing. Nothing happened."

Jon stared at him, breathing through his slightly open mouth, his vision blurry.

"Nothing happened", Damian repeated quietly.

Jon tried to focus on Damian. On his words and his hands on his cheeks. "It was an accident, Jon." That was true. It was. Jon hadn't meant to slam the man's head against the wall and split open the back of his skull.

"It was an accident. Everything is fine. You didn't do anything wrong, okay?"

Jon allowed his friends words to fill his head. "You called an ambulance after you told me to leave...right?" He whispered.

Damian smiled a little and nodded. It looked so out of place. "Like I said, I took care of everything."

...

"Yeah, Mom, everything's fine. Damian allowed me to let me sleep at the manor since it's so late... yeah we already ate something." Jon said, almost on autopilot, as he sat on Damian's bed wearing one of his poorly fitting pajamas.

He tried hard to listen to his mother's voice, but it was difficult to stay focused when his eyes were fixed on Damian, who was standing at the sink in the bathroom opposite of him, scrubbing blood out of Jon's Superboy suit.

"Yeah, I love you too, goodnight," Jon whispered and hung up. He let himself fall back onto the pillow, turning onto his side, his back to the bathroom door. He could hear Damian’s movements; the rhythmic sound of the scrubbing was another thing he would never be allowed to forget.

After a while, the sounds ceased, and Damian entered the bedroom. Jon heard him moving around for a moment longer before the mattress sank and he slid under the covers.

For a long moment there was only silence between them and the sound of their breathing, then Damian spoke to him. "You must never tell anyone about this night. Understood?"

Jon bit his lip. "Why? I didn't—you said everything is okay."

"And I never lie, right?" Damian insisted.

No. No, Damian lied all the time.

"Right", Jon said. "I won't tell anyone…"

The older boy turned onto his stomach, face half buried in his pillow. "Then you don't have to worry about anything."

There are certain things in life you simply have to choose to believe.

Jon stayed awake for a few more hours, staring at the ceiling, until he finally fell asleep from exhaustion.

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Hey everyone, I’m taking a short break from answering asks right now, you probably noticed that I'm taking way too long to answer them. I’m just too stressed and can’t manage it. (Just so you know I love all your questions and I will be answering them, so sorry that you have to wait.) Things should settle down again in a few days, though. Feel free to keep sending things, but I won’t be answering them for the time being. I hope you guys understand.

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Joelle Jones' Talia is exactly how Damian should also look when he grows up. Absolutely stunning, all long clean lines and gentle slopes like a statue, with the world's most gorgeous, melting brown eyes. He looks like every vintage advertisement and classical work of art and daydream anyone's ever had. He is his mother's son, through and through.

Just so you know, I tried for days to draw this but I failed miserably, bro did not look like Damian in the end. 😭😭