rotting

mad i gott a be but ina coma

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Se pondría triste si no hubiera nada que enterrar

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i’m gonna graduate soon and i really don’t think im capable of walking thinking ab it made me throw up twice but the cap and gown are bought

it’s just more money wasted on me genuinely a tumor omggg

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the day comes closer everyday and the more i feel of not being alive

all those years wasted she was right

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i’m gonna graduate soon and i really don’t think im capable of walking thinking ab it made me throw up twice but the cap and gown are bought

it’s just more money wasted on me genuinely a tumor omggg

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it really doesn’t feel like we r family but that’s more my fault i think not even my brothers feel like brothers or my mom

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i really do think of just leaving and not tell anyone or my family they aren’t bad to me i just really can’t my worth to them everything would be easier for them i’ve done so little these past years i work but i really don’t think that’s enough not that good in school either it’s average

i have to make it up to her somehow i can’t really kms either idk how expensive that is and i don’t wanna make her waste more money on me not really planning on doing anything i just had to say something 🤧

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if i kms i can’t draw technoblade that is legit my only reason to be here whatever bro

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i missed sm punctuation and mistakes cuz im stupid it’ll be good one i wake up who cares brah

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i’m mad for no reason dat shit was years ago but wtf else am i supposed to watch

took home 5 whole seconds to engage in a fight w techno (2v1) against tommy and got offended that techno was “trashing” him

“why ru being so mean to me” almost 30 and ur acting like an uwu eboy simp gawd have some backbone

the lime llamas mcc /phil/nikki/eret/ 🩷

aqua horses mcc (?)/calvin/ and the other two…..

cyan centipedes mcc kara/tapl and some rando was ok

where some of my favs ig

lLOVVVVESDDDD when he got paired up with at least competitive teammates

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my guy also new from the beginning and kept playing suffering for the love of the game🩷

not trashing on ppl who where bad at the game or got low points more than half of them where chill and nice, the “ some of his teammates were ass” sounded backhanded towards most of his teammates it was just a hand full, should’ve worded dat differently.

also i like the mcc w rt,angel but wilbur was w nikki irl and i jus can’t look at that the same he’s a groomer idc what anyone says

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also noticing how most adults were sooo immature and unaware of shit like howwww did u not think a 16 yr told being a life line to a 23(?) yr old

prob not unaware just didn’t care or think it wasn’t a big deal idk whatever

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i’m mad for no reason dat shit was years ago but wtf else am i supposed to watch

took home 5 whole seconds to engage in a fight w techno (2v1) against tommy and got offended that techno was “trashing” him

“why ru being so mean to me” almost 30 and ur acting like an uwu eboy simp gawd have some backbone

the lime llamas mcc /phil/nikki/eret/ 🩷

aqua horses mcc (?)/calvin/ and the other two…..

cyan centipedes mcc kara/tapl and some rando was ok

where some of my favs ig

lLOVVVVESDDDD when he got paired up with at least competitive teammates