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5’2 hw 236 lw129 sw228 cw222 gw 100 ugw90

[alonelybinge]

I’ve been weighing in every day I started at 236 a few weeks ago today I was 222 within the 2 weeks I’ve been charting I’ve lost 14 lbs and I am not gonna stop this time until I hit my goal! I want it bad enough this time

[alonelybinge]

Looking for Ana buddy!

I’m 20yr female

✨

[alonelybinge]

3 days later from trying to keep accountability

I weighed 213 today

I skipped breakfast

Lunch had a honey bun

100 cal protein shake

2 csl pills

Dinner I had half a cup of spaghetti

Didn’t keep it down so I’m doing better, I almost went to the gym today but didn’t because of the way I looked in a bathing suit

[alonelybinge]

Going to log myself for accountability

I ate queso and chip crumbs like a pig at 9am

Then I ate a honey bun with a protein shake and 2 csl pills

Dinner I ate rice with broccoli and cheese with mashed potatoes and cheese with like 3 cups of tea today as well as 2 more csl pills

I weighed myself at the end of today I’m at 216.6

I haven’t been this huge in years and I’m going to make chances or die trying 😅

[alonelybinge]

My husband texting somebody with my name in his phone ❤️ s and shit wonders why Im mad 😅✨

[alonelybinge]

I’ve been bingeing for months and have went from 127 to 207 rn I don’t know what to do with myself i feel like never eating again so tomorrow I’ll start this hope it works so I can feel deserving of love again

[alonelybinge]

Someone explain why I want to both look like this and this

[mystruggle18]

“I hate the sound of my voice. And the way I look when I laugh. I hate the sound of my laugh too. I hate the way I walk and my body posture. I hate my body itself and how I look in the mirror. I hate the way I talk and the words I choose, how I talk too much and nonsense or not at all. I hate the way I eat or the fact that I eat. I hate what I think and what runs through my mind. I hate what runs through my veins too and how I feel. I hate how I hate myself: too deeply, too truly, too much to even normally function.”

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[alonelybinge]

Back at it baby

[alonelybinge]

No me but to look like this

💕🤌🏼

[kimblackrose1994-deactivated202]

I wanna be skinny 🍃

[kimblackrose1994-deactivated202]

I wanna be skinny 🍃

[alonelybinge]

Me too brandy Melville vibe

[youaremysweetapocalypse]

[sparklyribs]

To be skinny enough to be picked up during the dirt

[twodreamy]

for the anon who wanted pics of when i started losing weight and what i look like now

[thekatieladyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy]

You look gorgeous oh my gosh!

[alonelybinge]

✨Accountably buddy✨

I need someone to help me stop bingeing and to get back on track before I gain all the weight back

If your interested dm me please

[alonelybinge]

Looking for someone to have daily conversations with about staying on track to get to my goal so I don’t kill myself

[alonelybinge]

TW

I’m so emotional rn I’ve weight myself I’ve been putting this off for a while and because I work their shift I guess I weighed more than I actually do. But when I saw it I cried I worked so hard to get so close to my goal weight and now it’s like I have to start all over. So I’ve not eaten since 7am it’s almost 11pm and I’m on door dash looking at food and I had to stop myself and just feel like I seriously have a problem and I don’t know what to do like if I don’t lose this weight I may kill myslef because I can’t handle having to see the number go higher and higher nothing will fit anymore it’s all right and I’ll fitting I can’t afford to by new clothes and I don’t want to have to because I failed I know my family and tell and I know they’re laughing at me because I clearly have no self control I got down to 120 and I’m with a full stomach high a 168 I don’t know what to do I just feel disgusted and I want to talk to someone about it but I have nobody I just really need to vent and I’m searching for healthy options to actually lose the weight this time and I can’t think of anything other long term meds someone please dm.

I wanted this shit so bad

[namjoonsgf]