I cant be Friends with you, I still love you, doubt I will stop loving you, doubt I can be just Friends, that being said I stand by everything I have said, you are family you ever need anything you tell me, I dont need you to love me back, or cuddle, or stand by me, I dont need your attention or your time I want you happy, well and healthy, I want you alive somewhere I want you to forgive yourself for everything that was out of your hands and still blame yourself for.










